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STABBED MYSELF WITH A NEEDLE, IT'S GIRL TIME!!

Can't believe I'm 2 1/2 months on E.

Hi hi~ I felt like I should post a little update on how things have been going. Unfortunately I'm still super busy so I won't be active (thesis hell is real) but I also wanted to let you all know I'm alive and doing good. Very good actually.

Immediately I'm really proud of where I've gotten even if it's not quite as far as I'd have liked. I currently have more money saved up than I had when I got kicked out 2 years ago and idk, even though its not a lot I'm really really proud of myself for reaching this point. All my grad applications are in and I'm hopeful about my chances too, and I'm getting ready to move for grad school this summer. I'm still really busy though, I kinda gave myself way too much work this semester and I'm still kinda recovering from that which has been messing with my theses more than I'd have liked.

On the trans side I started prog and its been nice (though has definitely had its effects on me), also made some closer irl friendships which have been helpful too.

And the biggest bit is I have a partner now and we're so gay oml. Unfortunately its long distance but we've been spending so much time together and its been so nice and comfortable and its just feels right. We were already best friends for like the past year, but now, ah I love zir so much ze's so perfect and aaahhhhhhh.~ Its been so nice and I'm so happy and excited about everything moving forward.

Came out to my parents back in September (I'm an adult, financially stable, and safe just to put that out there) and they have not taken it well.

Also 2.5 months of hrt = tears, lots of tears apparently

Sick and need to be someone's cuddly gf

If a male family member offers me a hand shake at Christmas like they would another male relative, they get me ignoring it and going for the hug where I press my breasts against them and I hold it just an imperceptible moment too long.

They brought this on themselves.

Oh hey I got a 3.73 this semester, nice.

Merry Christmas to the queer commies in my phone. Love and support to all of you dealing with misgendering and casual transphobia over the holidays.

Went to a sports game where some 16-yr olds were being belligerent dickheads. When I turned around to stop them from fighting my sibling, they said I looked like a girl :) so far so good, especially for 1 week on E and rocking cold weather gear

Person at the gender clinic sir'd me. Girls what even is this shit lmao.

After not drinking caffiene for many weeks, I tried an energy drink again. And now I'm straight up nauseous and panicking. I used to drink this shit daily

A sign now exists because of me

i don’t have a lot of hard evidence for it but philippines has to be one of the top lesbian countries. i’ve only been here for a bit under a week, but i see signs. here’s the label for some laundry detergent:

i also saw one of those airplane/skymall type magazines showing a lesbian couple going to all the tourism spots they were advertising. i don’t have photos but you have to believe me

i went to my aunt and uncle’s house and in the bathroom there was a painting of a woman by my aunt that would be nsfw to post here

make of this information what you will

Used to be apathetic to Thanksgiving and Christmas, now I actively dislike it :christmas-cool: Between being vegan in a carnist family and the weird ways my in-laws gender activities, I'm at my wit's end. No shade to people who like it, it's just overstimulating to me anymore.

Thinking I will come out in the new year, so I may not have to worry about family activities anymore 🫥

Apparently its fucking impossible for my family to keep a door closed so I had to run all over the neighborhood (its fucking freezing) while sick to catch this fucking dog. FUCKING CLOSE THE DOOR GOOD GOD

I think my mom looked at my chest area suspiciously

I started estrogen on the 25th of Feb, this makes Christmas day my 10 month anniversary every year which seems fitting.

I dyed my hair for the first time! I'm officially blue hair and pronouned up!!

The more openly queer I look, the happier I am :))

Used to think I didn't like "Mr" because honorifics are bad. Now I know I just don't like honorifics. Much rather be called bitch than "Ms".

Also, first time to be assumed to be my brother's wife.

I want to stop watching shows and reading stories without queer people. Feels like I've seen enough cishet storylines to last me a life time.

I think about the stories that mean the most to me and, with some exceptions, queerness always plays a role. Those exceptions always include queer fanworks to re-contextualise the characters or the whole story too.

Sister's bf trying to get in my good graces

Hey man, how you doin!

:madilene-stare: ppl need to just leave me alone tbh...

Hearing radio ads that go "something something Starbucks... Something something revoke man card" is wild to me. Anyone else remember that period where your gender could be revoked by doing some acts, or that your gender was a card others could take away all that talk if the left is stripping your masculinity was just projection. I am aware these people think in the binary so if not man than woman and we gotta add sexism/misogyny to the mix

mewwy cwistmas to all who celebrate

I wanna cry for no reason. This means the E is working

Work has been fucking awful. So many sick calls, its too busy, they want us to take way too acute patients and we cant get people off our unit. Then we get backed up and theyre mad we cant make a trauma bed appear - like bed coordinator, site manager you made this happen by having us take ortho patients and disposition problem patients.

6 days :) I’m so worn out from family shit that I don’t think I’m noticing many effects . I want to fight my siblings and cry, but they always irritate me so that could easily be separate. Still not drinking but I’m absolutely surrounded by alcohol which sucks. I can’t wait to come out next year and go to my partner’s family for the holidays. They’ve already started calling me she while I’m still “man, dude, boy” to my immediate family… maybe this is the estrogen cuz I kinda feel like crying despite nothing bad really happening. One sibling “they”d me which I guess is progress. It feels shitty and ungrateful to say, but I’m so exhausted I wish I was back home

A friend I'm really comfortable around is visiting, and as soon as they opened the door and walked in I felt my personality return. It kind of puts in perspective how lonely I actually feel.

I have a few online friends that I talk to a lot and maybe that's why I haven't felt extremely lonely but I really need to find some people irl that I can actually be me around

Something unexpectedly good has happened and after failing to gain common grounds with my family for many years, they have actually been treating me with more respect after I've switched to a more dialectical-materialist approach of trying to get them to listen to me. It has taken me a long time, but I hope these news can inspire others to keep on going because things can get better, even when we least expect them!

Also I tried braiding my hair to see how it looks like on me and I think it's pretty good. Although tedious to set up lol

WHEW they weren't kidding about estrogen making your emotions more intense

I think my boobs are getting sorer? Been about a month since I started injections, maybe that has something to do with it

Got all 175 strawberries in Celeste, all but one B side (the summit).

edit: on the final ascent of the summit B side

Work sucks tonight. 1:10 ratio right now (I have 10 patients) and the other side is gonna go down to 1:10 too soon. This is unit is orgnaized around "team" nursing but Ive been a team of 1 every other shift here its ridiculous. Im basically just waiting for a sentinal event and praying its not on my shift.

I FEEL IT IN MY FINGERS, I FEEL IT IN MY TOES!

Up with trans!

Forgot my coffee, sooo tired

Yuri

So it seems recently that my libido is now closer to what it was before HRT than immediately after. Interesting.

Went from 100% to 5% to now 60%.

And I'm feeling deep yearnings.

Getting anxious to see changes happen in the next weeks. I know it will take months for most changes, but still anxious for the earlier ones