They make a damn fine guitar amp.

Marshall? Matamp? Orange? Hiwatt? Hell yes to all of them, gimme them hot sizzling EL34 toanz

Doesn't need to be vegan but it can be

It's been exactly a week as of tonight! He was grimbly grumbly and nippy when he first came home, but we're learning to work with each other's quirks, and he's mellowed out to be an absolute sweetie pie. I'm fucking thrilled! Only thing is he was fed bowls full of milk bones for a long time, so he's a little picky about real foods. But yeah thats it! Just checking in!

"It must be so freeing to stand for nothing."

Im mostly just typing this out for myself, but I'll gladly read any replies. No promises I'll respond but I'll at least see it cause im fucking constantly online.

Am I depressed? Yes. I work 70 hours a week, and my gas is still gonna get shut off since i don't get paid in time to meet the minimum. I cancelled a date tonight because the idea of having to have 1 on 1 time, even with guaranteed sex, fills me with anxiety and get my heart racing in a bad way. I don't even feel like touching my partner anymore. It feels too much like an expectation to me, something I just kinda do to make them happy. I used to have a high drive, but it seems to have just disappeared over the last few months like a switch was flipped. No change in my brain meds (Lexapro and lamotrigine), hopefully seeing my psych next week.

I have no desire to do anything these days, and everything seems like way more of a chore than it should. By "these days" I mean as far back as my ADHD ass brain can clearly remember. So less than a year but more than 6 months.

I don't know what else to say here so I'm gonna end the post. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk, don't forget to like and subscribe.

The Phonophobia LP is full of certified bangers

That is all