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GUESS WHO STARTED HRT YESTERDAY!!!!!

I GOT A NEW FUCKIN JOB. IT'S LESS SHITTY THAN MY LAST ONE AND THE HEALTH INSURANCE WILL COVER MY SURGERIES

11 months hrt today :) one more month to go for my first year.

Today is my transiversary! I dont remember when I started HRT, but I do remember the day I decided to socially transition! 6 years ago I stopped boymoding permanently and forever~

I'm sorry for being born ❌️

I'll make you sorry for giving birth to me ✅️

Came out to my mom. Tl;dr it went well.

Holy shit that was so scary. Even though I had good reason to think it be would fine it was so scary and I felt all the self confidence I'd built up over the last few days evaporate. Still glad I did it though, no regrets. She loves me and she supports me, and she's also very worried for my safety because amerikkka and because we live with my other parent who is very abusive. She was completely caught off guard and thought I might have been gay which I am now so I'll take it. She's also worried about how the heck I'm going to afford any of this because amerikkka and because I've spent most of my life as an unemployed girl failure. I don't even want to consider getting a j*b before being a good amount into transitioning. If I'm honest with myself, it miiiiiight be the tiniest bit bearable sometime after that, but don't tell anyone because I don't want to seem employable. I have some savings to get started, but that won't last forever. Why does this all have to cost money?

Genuinely heartbreaking to see trans women get underdosed

Just saw a thread with someone complaining of basically no changes after 2 years. After a few people talked she had no idea what her levels were and was on 50mg spiro and 2mg pills. So sad and cruel. The wasted time, how long she felt defeated for... just everything.

My mom pulled me aside and asked what was wrong. That she could tell very deeply something was bothering me (I feel like shit today, bitter, upset, whatever whole thing. Same fucking things as always).

Well mom. You had to marry a fuckhead Maga bigot so I have to suffer in silence.

I love you all and I love finally living a real life

Job interview in the morning. I'm so nervous about it, I had the exact same type of job last year and I really did not like it. If I get it I hope it goes better.

The fact people are so intellectually bankrupt they can't interpret this graph makes me hate them. Everyone who thinks autism is in this super scary new thing, or that lgbt people are this new thing, this deviation of culture, whatever can all be put in a pit and buried I am so sick of the precious earth being taken up by these wastes of oxygen. If you can't use your fucking head you shouldn't be here

Scared the shit out of my gf today.

I came back from my ophthalmologist appointment because the stye inside my eyelid turned into a benign tumor, and immediately told her "Hey! My stye is gone... because it turned into a tumor. I probably have to go to the hospital for that."

I only had 3 hours of sleep and hadn't taken my ADHD meds yet, so I totally forgot to say that it's benign. While I was getting the referral out to look up the exact name of this tumor, she completely freaked out for a moment before I could fix my mistake.

Whoops

Dang got sized at 38DD, when the fuck did that happen

I LOVE TRANS PEOPLE I LOVE BEING TRANS I LOVE THE TRANS MEGA I LOVE TRAMS I LOVE TRAINS I LOVE YOU

shoutout to that guy staring at me in the dark parking lot, really made me feel like a woman 🙃

I can feel fall coming, I've missed her so.

I'm seeing a lot of posts about missing shots lately. Some of you need a reminder on your phone!

Thank you to everyone who enjoyed and commented on the previous mega

Builder No. 1 and Harlem Street Scene were my favorite pieces

I hate how much patience you "have" to have with your family and parents. How you're "supposed" to work with them, and give them grace, and let them work through all their own stuff about it. Like that's so much work. For them to hopefully, in the future be okay about it.

One of the biggest reasons I haven't told them yet

I'm lesbigay.

Got to hold a large boa constrictor (imperator) tonight, very nice way to spend an evening. Incredible how powerful he was. Made my hands sore just holding him. Lovely animal. Very soft as well. I love him and want one.

Also got to hold some juveniles (baby dumeril's boas, and true red tails). And very soft and lovely. Also got to hold a gargoyle gecko which was a very fun experience, I liked him more than I expected.

Had dinner with my dad last night and he used my new name :) he's such a sweetheart

My girlies are very sore, I hope they're growing, but also I'll need to wear bras, noooo

Cw: wall of text, dysphoria, mentions of substance use, depression

I just realized none of the holidays bring me joy anymore, that sucks

"We need to stop focusing on identity politics and things like the literal genocide being carried out against trans women and trans men and focus on tangible things like economics. Worker's liberation by the w-

RAAAAAAAAAAUUUGGH!!!!!!

In the context of my parent's comments know that about GAC making me happy, it is very revealing how they keep having anxiety about me going no contact. They don't hide this.

My mom is literally right now yapping on the phone in front of me discussing with her friend how she thinks I'll go elope and marry without telling them.

Like, she's completely correct. She isn't ignorant about anything. She's literally choosing this outcome with full awareness. They even planned their retirement under the assumption that I won't support them, which is very unusual for my family.

Ball I guess

Every time I'm at a family gathering, I realize that every single member of my family has independently diagnosed me with autism. They have all arrived at this conclusion on their own, all converging on one possibility. I'm like the carcinisation of autism

If my after-hours work obligations stop me from having an in person session while my therapist is back visiting my area I will become the joker

i love my girlfriend and i love being t4t so much ya'll. i want to spend my life with her. that's all. that's the post.

Did you know that Puppygirls are free to adopt? I've leashed about 7. What's nice if often times they collar themselves!

I saw a video on YouTube that was something like "things I wish I knew at 40 that I now know at 60" and the guy started going on about how he wishes he realized time was more valuable than money. All I can think about now is how bad I wish I was that dumb. I had that figured at like 6 years old and have been developing far more advanced forms of existential dread ever since. I long to be so fucking simple that my most distressing realization was something you see on a calendar.

The discourse for Ralsei is very similar to Jax before the reveal. Arguments of "I literrally don't know anything about the trans experience" calling it a head canon and such.

Executive disfunction is in overdrive so I'm here instead of doing Grad School because I want to be reading Mage: The Ascension but I need to do grad school, at least I've already done two loads of laundry and dishes...to avoid grad school.

Edit: Writing this, I've realized I've made my house very noisy during the only quiet time of the day when no one is here with the sounds of the dish washer, washing machine, and dryer. FML. Why can't my brain just do what it needs to do

i'll probably stop doing daily posts, unless i find some good art, but for now have your government mandated dose of gay art

spider-gal

by ava_banaana

the spider-blahåj is inspired

by marrymekatey

where is my alien symbiote to give me free hrt smdh?

by veetlevay

TADC

by muskrats-are-in-my-cupboards934

by finkeronni

by flancrepe

After two months of only my left boob growing, my right one started this week. This HRT shit rocks!

I haven't shaved my body in so long (it's improved quite a lot if the last year) but I finally shaved and fuck I love feeling all smooth and nice. I had forgotten and told myself I was basically cis women's body hair so it didn't matter but I feel so nice right now. I think the better I can get with my head hair the easier managing body hair will be.