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I got offered a job in critical care pediatrics!!!

Get to hangout today with my girlfriend, my boyfriend, my other girlfriend, my partner, and my lover 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Great day to be t4t poly

happy lesbian visibility week and earth day to all the trans lesbians!!

Lunch lady commands me to give my glasses to her

I obliged with 0 hesitation

She cleans them and hands them back to me

"Much better, right"

"Yes ..."

"You gave me your glasses with 0 hesitation, you trust me that much?"

"Yes ..."

"If I asked for your wallet, would you also give it?"

"I don't have a wallet but if I had one, yes"

I was here just thinking about how much more comfortable, free and at peace I feel when my parents aren't home. Really makes you think

I usually make drip coffee and drink it black :) I like espressos too, which I also enjoy without anything extra, but I usually don't gravitate to it because I drink like a fish 😬 espresso does not last long and I get overcaffeinated, lose-lose lol.

Also I am living as a nonbinary woman now and it feels good! Keep seeing myself in the mirror at stores and getting euphoria. Shaved my legs finally and got a huge rush from seeing them "as they should be" 🥰 Relationship stuff is hard, but we are working through it 💜 They have been buying me flowers and helping me pick out new clothes and jewelry 💜💜💜

It's wild that HRT gives you freckles

Happy Lesbian Visibility week!

Chinese jasmine black tea, steeped for 2.5 minutes in slightly sub-boiling water, nothing else added. You can re-steep the tea once or twice throughout the day for a slightly mellowed flavor and lower caffeine content, so your leaves last a lot longer than you'd think.

Solidarity with my trans comrades. I got nothing else to add but my tea snob opinions, but I love ya.

I learnt how to purr by rolling my Rs

This information might be useful to some people 0_o

I don't know who tho

i keep reading "bigender" as "biggender", and really, is it incorrect?

Starting some new medication. Doctor is concerned that my mostly unmanaged anxiety disorder would be exacerbated by most ADHD meds since they're stimulants (kinda bullshit, overstimulation is one of by biggest triggers but whatever) so instead I've been started on a norepinephrine re-uptake inhibitor. That still might exacerbate anxiety, so we're starting on a low dose and working up.

It'll take a while to get the blood levels high enough to be effective, so won't know if this does anything for a week, but I'd love to actually do the things I want to do instead of just thinking about doing them and being anxious because I'm not doing anything.

Thank you to everyone who commented on the previous trans mega and enjoyed the artwork

I like my coffee iced with a lil vanilla and my green tea plain, a fresh lemon squeeze on occasion

Thank you everyone for your support on my comment last mega, I meant to get back earlier but was really tired today.

Rion, I can't reply to your Yuri dog comment on lemmygrad because it somehow doesn't exist, but let it be known I would like to reply "woagh"

HRT has caused me to take better care of my appearance.

It used to be the case that people would assume I was homeless and would try to donate clothes and shoes to me (this is not a joke, I've had occasions on the train station where people would take off their personal belongings and try to donate them to me*).

Now? People ignore me. Which is ... not really sure that's much better ...

It is somewhat nice to have people randomly pity you and try to give you shit. Makes you feel like the world cares. But I also like feeling like I'm sad and small and pathetic.

*this happened mostly in the winter where I wore clothes so skimpy people thought I was freezing because I couldn't afford proper clothing. It was actually because I liked freezing in the cold.

Walked around a lake on a whim then went to a free botanical garden shit was tight you can pick fruit and eat it there for free, only issue is all the low hanging fruit already picked 😭 planning on taking my gf there one day and overhead pressing her up so she can get the fruit for us. Not a viable strat for everyone but why not take advantage of my strength

i just think it's bullshit that i can't purr ㅤ/ᐠ - ˕ -マ

Wild that just, what like 5ml of medicine has had these various effects on me so far.

Getting through my first vial is going to be so satisfying

i feel like recently, i'm really feeling like there is a lot of gender/sex/sexuality theory that I find really basic and in some cases, enforcing cisheteronormativity (not here) but I feel like some of you might understand a little what I mean, even though i'm being kinda vauge about it. Its like... I only really want to hear about theory that cuts to the root of it all

I gained 20 lbs while I was in surgery recovery, and I really like how big my boobs got on it... wish I could lose 20 lbs but keep my new big fat tits. This rocks.

Gender affirming back pain

Owwie

Ah ... ah ... ah

I didn't know that I'd be getting a bonus boob upgrade with the injections in under 30 days. I'm an injection truther now

Part of this is probably more water retention since I'm off spiro now but there's been noticeable growth too. I'm just surprised since it's been so long since I started hrt

What's a good matrix home server? Someone wants to talk to me and I need to make a matrix user again, but dont know all the hip and happening hotspots

I found a few oriented towards lgbt and/or trans people but they had things like "nothing illegal in Germany or France" which to my eyes means "Zionism is good and antizionism will be punished" which isnt great to my eyes.

(Before anyone asks, chapo.chat isnt accepting registrations anymore)

After thinking it over I have decided that I don’t want to go back on HRT for a few reasons:

1. I tried it once for about a year and didn’t like it
2. I’m perfectly comfortable still presenting as masculine
3. I have a family history of breast cancer

Sometimes I feel “less valid” because I don’t want HRT but then I just remind myself that that’s the transmedicalists and gatekeepers getting to me, so it doesn’t bother me for long.

I prefer my coffee black, maybe with a bit of soya milk sometimes.

scraped someones car when turning into my first laser appointment. Life is wild. no injuries, just shaken and embarassed. doubling down on my anti-car stance

I stayed up late working on a creative project. Kind of sleepy today, but I love that feeling of getting so caught up in a project. Wouldn't trade that sleepy satisfaction feeling the next day

I hate the bit where after I've texted someone (not even dooming just texting) and they don't reply and I feel stupid and needy and like I should never try to contact anyone again because they probably don't want anything to do with me again

"I'm such a trainwreck" she says despite probably being in the top 5% of trans women in terms of having her shit together.

Downside of being on HRT is I can't really be forcefemmed :(

Kill every single car

Gas to $40 a gallon