My gf? she's on another instance you wouldn't know her

down with cis

Positive gender affirmations imply the existence of negative gender affirmations

finally made the switch to android after way too long:tm: and wow its kind of great ey

I experience more joy in a single day now that I experienced in a year before I came out and found the queer community.

Since taking up tarot my response to nearly anything

This voice lesson gal wants to charge $1000 up front!! Its a lot of lessons though 2 to 3 months (weekly). Ill drop $1000 on a car repair or on a flight to visit someone, with lots of grumbling - I can keep trying to self study voice training, there's a lot of creators out there and I made a lot of progress on my own! I do pass (at least half the time), but I want it to hit closer to what I feel like it's ought to sound like? Im gonna do her consultation thing and see if she's worth it, my insurance covers some bit of SLP visits so maybe I can convince them thats what she is lol

GG guys and girls, everyone in between and everyone beyond. It was nice knowing you. This (mild) fever will be the end of me. I can feel it, like an old grandparent in the movies who dies after giving profound wisdom to the protagonist.

finally starting to get this shaving down to an art my legs are so soft

Why am i so goddamn horny? Like, seriously. I dont have the capacity to go out to bars and hit on/talk to other trans women... Shits cliquey as fuck around here, and im a socially akward tall gal... So please brain, stop with the horny please i beg of you

up with trans

Hung out with great friends today and that may have been the kick in the ass I need to take this gender shit seriously

being the only friend in the group with charisma or how the kids say rizz is tough, they always come to me "Wmill Wmill how do we do it, how do we show our gfs/wives we love them?" Folx it's simple tell her she may not be the first thought you think of when stumbling to piss at 2 am but she's the last person you think of when you fall asleep

Need a distraction so for the rest of the mega I'll do tarot pulls. Ask a question and whether you want 1 card or 3 card (past present future) and I'll serve you some (limited) cosmic wisdom

If I use C for a project is the trans police going to come for my gender?

spend a while making a a post and then cancel it, an ashenwolf classic

::: spoiler dysphoria?

I kept telling myself i didnt want to deal with the hassle of a BA, but... I woke up from a nap just now and i think thats shifted. Maybe its cause im still a bit eepi, maybe its the dreams talking, but i think i just made the decision to pursue a BA... And now i have health insurance so i actually might be able to not starve to death if i get one lol

oh hey it's the girl with the confused sexuality!

the distinction is between "men" or "no men", and honestly the more I think about it the more confused I get because sometimes there will be something romantic and I'll just be like , and others I'm like "eh, [reference event that fell in other example] though"

in the end, it doesn't even matter. the only thing I know for real, there will be

:trantifa

Today was a good day, got studying done, read some cool ttrpg stuff, played some games, read a book, practiced my french and just felt a peace I haven't felt in a while. Today is the day my dog died what now 6 years ago when I made this account. I wish I could say I made a lot of progress in my life since then but I feel I have a goal now and life is worth living. To that end I've been living like a got a tomorrow now and this contentedness I feel is amazing

Today is a "very happy to be trans" kind of day. I've got a bit of a fever and don't feel super great, but I feel super happy to be a woman

They're gonna run a mind scan on me at the psychologist's place and the results will say that I'm lacking in the vitamin. I'll just need to start taking supplements for the vitamin and I'll become an interesting, capable and studious person again!

cw:si

I'm back to fantasizing about dying again. Yesterday I dreamed that my friend just choked me to death. It's not the sexy kind of "I wanna die " fantasy either. It's the bad kind, easy to mix them up, I know.

Frankly, I'm even having trouble focusing on doing homework or studying. I would love to say that taking time off will help, but it won't. Not that I can afford it anyway. I'm still dragging myself to college everyday despite being sick and feverish.

But yeah learned today that the word twink is taken from the word twinkie why didn't I realize this sooner