[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 19 points 2 days ago

That fucking explains a lot tbh

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 25 points 2 days ago

My junior high and regular high school was a synanon offshoot. Like no fucking wonder I'm damage af

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Lmao this information hurts. it was a synanon cult.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 11 points 3 days ago

It's okay! I actually turned down opiates while I was in the hospital so I feel like I've passed a noticable point in my drug recovery

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 9 points 3 days ago

My sister stabbed me 20+ times. She's an alcoholic terf. Lol

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Everyone's favorite gay pitbull might be coming home soon! My ex's gf is talking to him about how I would benefit greatly by having 160 pounds of muscle by my side and less lonely. His gf said she'll bring him here even!!! Good things come from checks notes getting fucking stabbed?

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 25 points 3 days ago

My room mates are..... Mad I can't sleep and wake up screaming when I do sleep. Like I got fucking shanked and you expect me to be emotionally okay???

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 7 points 6 days ago

racks my ak "What are you doing?" "Going to fight a people's war to save the bearded reedling"

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 12 points 6 days ago

I can fix her.

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 15 points 6 days ago* (last edited 6 days ago)

You literally make me so happy and you being the first person to hit up my post rehab post made me so happy bc I still get to talk to you! I just spent a week living with my abusers. I'm hurt. I want to slam fent. But I want to confirm I'm not the monsters who raised me. I only have cash app and I have no idea how much is left. I'll throw you all I have so dm me yr $app Update: I am somehow negative on cash app lmao. But I can like mail you a vape or some black spirits. No trauma victim should be kept from their nicotine stalin-heart

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So. My terf sister fucking stabbed me when I was visiting my mom. Now I'm recovering. This sucks fr fr

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What's the discord? (hexbear.net)

I need to share beautiful intrusive thoughts as they happen

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AHHHH HHH instead of going to a queer bar I proposed getting our nails done and going spray painting and she said yes. I'm dead.

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lets-fucking-go

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Im a simple girl with simple needs.

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submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net to c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net

I'm sober now. Off of benzos and booze. But holy shit the things I've seen while in rehab. I'm a transfemme and got put in the men's psych unit. A quick recap. A crackhead who was five foot nothing who upon learning I was a trans femme was convinced I in fact had afab genitalia. He would often ask if I was wet or if id fuck him. The best thing that happened with him was me walking into the bathroom while he was shaving his stomach, turning to me, and shouting "XXXXX CAN I SHAVE YOUR PUSSSSSY?"

A PCP addict who out of nowhere asked if he could call me "Mother" and said shit like "mother do you like Hitler" "Mother do you get horny here" "Mother is anyone on the Boston Celtics secretly a transsexual?"

Security flipping the whole units stuff because we weren't allowed to bring food up from the vending machines and I had a nice thing going where I'd buy honey buns and wait for them to run out and then sell them for 3 cigs then sell each cig for a dollar and make a decent profit. They didn't find shit bc I kept my honeybuns in a back office that no one used and they thought was locked (I jimmyed the lock with my rehab id card)

Cuddling with a cute Bi dude on ten blankets and a pillow I made in my "office" and immediately stopping bc fuck cuddling while paranoid and afraid of being caught.

A 62 yo alcoholic who was from Georgia and came to Chi just to go to rehab. He couldn't read or write, was racist, sexist, and queerphobic. He called his roommate "boy" and learned the hard way racist shit doesn't fly past the Dixon line.

I have waaaaaay weirder stories and will add more. Love you all and I'm glad 2 be back

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This would be gold

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Based mom

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submitted 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) by Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net to c/askchapo@hexbear.net

I'm in recovery and these alcohol ads are literally painful. Like one 30 second ad will make me spiral and I'll need my antianxiety meds and my ESA. How do I stop the fucking algorithm?

For context I watch everything on my Xbox one because my laptop is broke

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I got ghosts in my blood it's the only cure

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 64 points 6 months ago

In Chicago during the BLM protests they shut down the trains and then raised all the bridges so you couldn't get out then issued a curfew. They literally made a giant kettle

[-] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 75 points 6 months ago

China: high speed rail and efficiency

America: You have to be scanned and there will be a cop with a drug dog

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