when you arent okay and your friends can tell you arent okay and they ask if youre okay but you cant talk to them about it because you dont want to bother them but then they get worried about you and then you feel bad for worrying them and then feel like youre bothering them so cant talk to them about it which then worries them more and.....

not that we would know anything about that or anything :3

painted my nails during class, I think they came out good despite having to put so many coats on

In our training we're gonna be having a sub come in on friday, classmates were like "Wmill you should be the sub" took me a bit to realize what they were talking about ngl I was just thinking how'd they know

Feeling anxious about one thing? Just get anxious about something else, ideally something that's a way bigger deal. Don't see me worrying about the first thing anymore do you

Follow for more anxiety management advice

There are lots of guides for diy hrt or markets for transfemmes (I am guessing because estradiol and other medications for for transfems are not controlled substances)

I've been worried lately about losing access to HRT given recent shit in the USA. Are there equivalent guides for testosterone/transmasc out there?

To the trans lesbians here, what's your dating strategy?

aww yis first

This training full of dudes is very much old to me at times, while class is discussing love life and here I am a virgin. Ngl sexism and shit, it ain't good folxs. Some dudes my peers have teenagers like wtf

Fuck yeah, favorite movie that I never want to watch bc it gave me an emotional breakdown the first time around

I fucking love ramen yum yum

I love fish seafood taste, dried seaweed is such a great umami booster and I love the taste!

Maybe this is a lib/naive take, but I love when people wear a rainbow wristband or pin or whatever. It's a nice assurance that they (probably) won't be weird.

tummy hurty

so our friend called the police on us, that was fun

luckily we scored a nat 20 perception check and then two nat 20 charisma checks and everything is fine (and yes we are fine too it was very uncalled for)

we are once again solidified in our lesbianism, men is too headache

I keep thinking about Gale in breaking bad brewing the perfect coffee to take out the bitter taste with this advanced chemistry equipment and knowledge

The bitterness of coffee is kind of the point. Im not a "I want coffee flavored coffee damn it" style person, but I do like black coffee and I do like milk sugar lattes. When I drink a black coffee, the bitterness, the tannins, its all part of the point. Gale couldnt handle even the little bit of roughness in coffee, he was not going to last in the drug business. And he second Gus put him in finally, he fucking got merced so hard so quickly and he didnt even do anything wrong. Also, it was weird to see him in the wire when I saw it later lol

Fantastic. I managed to get 5 whole hours of sleep today instead of the usual 4.

does estrogen make beans tastier? kinda feels like it

My wife refuses to kill the plant that attacked me because she hates me

wtf are you supposed to wear for summer?

the zip on my favourite skirt broke

awwwooooooo

Idk at what point I'm allowed to start feeling awkward but asked friend for help and have been left on read for 3 hours. Feels like an easy thing to help me with out of all transition stuff idk...

edit: well, I guess not a hard no, she said it depends and she wants to talk next time we hang out. Supposedly Saturday. Guessing she won't be thrilled about diy (didn't explain much for opsec). fml etc etc

im slowly approaching how i want to look. ive been losing weight and while im not super excited about gaining muscle, i prefer it to the fat. my hair also looks great, i have naturally curly textured hair and ive been cutting it in a short shag (i think? not sure about haircut names. it looks like rei ayanami's hair but not blue)

although i would like to be slimmer overall it is unfortunately not possible as far as i know. i have naturally broad shoulders and chest bones so no amount of weight loss will make me look less triangular.

I'm surprised I haven't seen any wild takes from conservatives or pro-Russia nazbols about Iran's (nuanced) trans rights, during this conflict.

Was bored and playing around with a gameboy camera filter and after messing with lighting and posing for awhile I accidentally took my most amazing picture ever. I look like I'm in a manga and I'm like one panel away from murdering someone in cold blood. I feel like my true soul has been captured.

Reject modernity. Embrace the gameboy camera.