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I don't want this too be too late so just gonna throw this up rn and edit it later with my notes later so look forward to learning about capacitors :)

Fuck it we ball, capacitors what I know of them is they help motors start. In HVAC we got two of them run capacitor a and start capacitors. Motors that are aren't 3 phase need a phase shift to get them going. Thing is motors need power coming in to be just right if a start capacitor is left running it will draw locked motor amperage and shut it all down so it's put in series with a PTC relay (once this gets too hot it opens and shuts off power to the start capacitor) letting just the run to do it's thing.

Capacitors need to be tested by isolating and discarding them and checking for capacitance in microfarads. The rating is usually on the capacitor and needs to be within +-10%. On the capacitor the voltage is supplied too with 2 different values. The higher value is the real one so this means you can use it on a size lower if you want. I've heard of testing them under load to fully get how they work,you take amperage on the start winding then multiply by 2652 then divide voltage across the capacitor to check if it's good.

Anyway capacitors got oil in them to dissipate heat, thin plates of metal and plastic between them to insulate. These are used to store power, try not to fuck with them even unplugged they can still hurt you. The oil can also be an issue obvs. Anyway they store and discharge voltage they don't boost it, at least in ac systems. If you read a higher voltage it's most likely back EMF generated from the motor as it runs. Anyway you gotta take this into account when sizing relays.

One more thing capacitors when wired in series will have reduced capacitinace, 1/C +1/C but wired in parallel you just add them C+C. Probably doesn't mean much to people but for electricians it's useful if you don't have the right size. Only connecting them in parallel is probably the only reason to do it practically.

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[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 36 points 3 weeks ago (13 children)
[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago

Massive win, hoping for a smooth recovery!

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[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 35 points 3 weeks ago (8 children)

I have bottom surgery tomorrow!! (yay)

[–] MusicOwl@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago

trans-ferret congrats! it's going to go so well.

[–] KrupskayaPraxis@lemmygrad.ml 11 points 3 weeks ago

Jealousss. Good luck!

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[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 22 points 3 weeks ago

Renewed my car insurance and got a discount for changing my gender lol. The trans agenda at work!

[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 18 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (1 children)

A patient at work explained how their daughter had a second birthday to celebrate their bone marrow transplant for leukamia.

My clearly trans self accidentally said without thinking

"Huh I guess I have a second birthday too...uh for different reasons"

They said kindly "and you're happy?"

"So happy" (suddenly almost crying joyfully)

"I'm glad"

[–] peanutbuttercupola@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

Aww trans-heart

Do you do anything special to celebrate yours? I feel like I should make more of an occasion of mine, but I don't have much in the way of ideas for it. I guess I could bake a little cake or some cookies or something and treat it like a regular birthday.

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[–] catter@hexbear.net 18 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

Talked about cartoons from my childhood yesterday and came to the realization that in almost every one I wanted to be one of the girl characters 😡 two notable exceptions: Godzilla (misunderstood, doesn't fit in) and Beast Boy from Teen Titans (shape shifter πŸ‘€).

I watched Shin Godzilla recently, and it immediately read to me as an allegory for transition πŸ₯² Why do I keep finding all these trans thoughts in my super cis brain? do-something trans-ferret

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[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 16 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

bottom surgery updates day 2Woke up with a vagina, very happy about that~

Im not as nauseous today which is great. The pain is still pretty minimal, dunno if thats because I have a high pain tolerance or Im just lucky - my neighbour is complaining about a lot of pain. Like, to me, it hurts but like 2-3/10. It almost feels like getting kicked in the balls? Plus this burning sensation where the very base of my gock wouldve been. I have a little bit of phantom penis but that'll probably go away when I can actually see and touch my own pussy.

I want to get up and walk around but we have to wait πŸ™„πŸ™„

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[–] RION@hexbear.net 16 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

I have a picture of myself that I like! I look pretty much like a girl in it, and maybe even a pretty one. I wanna look like that all the time...

[–] charly4994@hexbear.net 16 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Got hit with a full cognito hazard while at work today. One of the patients had fox news on and I just happened to be in the room while they were talking about the supreme court case regarding bans on trans people in sports.

TransphobiaThey refused to ever use the word transgender, just 'biological men' every time. Usually I don't have to hear anything from these ghouls while at work because most of my regulars like watching game shows or shit like Matlock. Just kinda shitty being stressed out having to float and learn an entire new floor and then just hear this absolute dogshit at the same time.

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[–] Nasalstrip@hexbear.net 16 points 3 weeks ago (4 children)

21st bday todayπŸŽ‰ Am I going to go out and drink like a normal person? No. Am I going to invite over my brother and force everyone in the house to watch The Pitt? Yes! And will I be discretely checking out all the 30+ year old men in the show? Also yes

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[–] space_owl@hexbear.net 15 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

little rant about Audhd, AI>spend 5 years studying and take out student loans to study the only subject I'm interested and capable in
>Consider dropping out after 2 years, but my parents advise me not to "because then you'll make less money"
>entire industry is incinerated by AI just before I get done studying it
>Audhd crippling me from studying any other subject
>Adult now and getting an ADHD diagnosis is way harder because they say "Oh but you managed to study at uni so you clearly can't have adhd dean-smile "

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[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 15 points 3 weeks ago

drop the T? yeah that’s what i’ve been doing

[–] rafflesia@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

Mmm capacitors they always remind me of little soda cans yum πŸ˜‹

[–] rtstragedy2@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

but they smell much worse when you open them

[–] juniper@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago

when they leak on your mobo they do as much damage as spillin ur monster energy on it so shrug-outta-hecks

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[–] JohnBrownsBussy2@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Reposting in the new mega since I didn't realize that it was up:

Misgendering, drama in LGBT spaces (not super heavy though).

Went to the local gay/LGBT bar last night for a bit. My gf wore a skirt and tights going out, which was their first time doing that at the bar. She had worn a skirt to work before, but this was the first time doing it in "public" I supposed. Overall, it was pretty chill. The bar itself is kinda lame (the drinks suck), but there were friends there so was fun to hang out and connect. Sunday is their drag open stage, so that was also fun, although there was a bit of drama. Apparently, one of the drag kings is a conservative, and heard that they were being bad-mouthed for being a conservative and confronted my trans masc friend there (also the drag king is friends with the trans masc's mom who he still lives with, so yeah). I chatted a bit with one of my other trans masc friends whose style I am so jealous of, but he was pretty impressed that I did leatherwork (my gf showed off their spiked collar I made for them), so I hope the feeling is mutual. I can't wait to finish up some pieces this week and get longer laces for my knee-highs so I can debut a killer outfit next weekend.

A negative thing that happened, was my gf did get misgendered by the bartender incidentally, and I feel guilty since I kinda forgot to check in with them about it. I think that it was corrected/resolved, but I need to reach out and make sure they're okay.

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[–] MusicOwl@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago
[–] HexaSnoot@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago (3 children)

maddened I know someone trans who very seriously dehumanized me, and I just learned that they got trans affirming surgery. I'm so jealous that a person I hate gets to experience having the opposite of their original genitals.

I want to have my exact genitals, I just wish I could morph my body into having, both, a vag and dick at the same time, whenever I want.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (5 children)

Phallus preserving vaginoplasty is a thing~

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[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

I'm currently in that stage of life where I'm yearning for the human instrumentality project from evangelion. And uh ... that's not a good thing.

[–] bobs_guns@lemmygrad.ml 13 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Capacitor? I hardly even know 'er!

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[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

I'm not typing shit out cause it just feels like grabbing attention "oh look how fucked up and edgy I am". But I do not feel ok in general these days <---understatement

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[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

My blood pressure and heart rate havent been this good in ages, apparently all I needed was major surgery this whole time wtf. Stressed about work and night shifts and caffeine and cortisol havent been good to me

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[–] inTheShadowOf@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)
  • ~~Waiting~~
  • ~~Get better insurance~~
  • ~~Get up to date health records~~
  • ~~Schedule consult~~
  • ~~First electrolysis appointment~~ <--
  • Consult

Feels good to keep making progress, even if it hurts a little too bleh

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[–] catter@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)
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[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

irrelevant ranting

I like being under pressure. I don't like being in a pressure cooker. I am not allowed to fail any of my courses, not once. No second chances, I'll basically loose my scholarship. And this time around I've been struggling from studies due to having to commute 2-3 hours in the snow every day. The trains keep getting cancelled. I keep getting sick.

I had a chance to shift to a place actually near my uni, but it was utter trash and ... I literally forgot about it. I fjcking forgot about it. Plus, when would I even have the time to move?

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (5 children)

politics/current eventsReading more and more out of Minneapolis has me so scared. I knew all this would happen too.
whining/suicide/dysphoriaBeen thinking about kms basically all day today, so dysphoric, feels hopeless. I don't know who or how to reach out or what to say or what could even make this okay. fucking hate being trans.

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago

I stubbed the absolute shit out of my toe yesterday, now its all purple.

I love being reminded I do not pass

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago

mortality, dysphoriaCan't believe my one fucking life I have to forever be in a body I hate every inch of, with a voice I hate, being hated because I have the fucking audacity to hate it. Holy shit it's so fucking depressing. Been crying on and off at work. Fuck me. Fucking hate being trans. I get ONE FUCKING LIFE and it's ruined by this shit. Fuck off. I hate everything about my body, it's genuinely horrid. And then I die and don't get anything else.

If other people suffered half this much we'd be extinct by now.

[–] Shaleesh@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago (3 children)

I cant sleep again.

This time I used my time a little more wisely and organized my tool closet/toolbox It is now nice and neat and devoid of any garbage. The guest room is neater now too.

Im so fucking depressed. I think Im worrying my cat.

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (11 children)

Was looking for something before I go to bed and holy fuck my room is a shithole right now. Haven't cleaned in ages because I've felt like shit. Shame because it was really nicely kept for a while.

one last negativity for the roadFUCK I hate being trans. I hate all the things I'm dysphoric about, I hate the decisions, I hate not being out, I hate being out and not looking how I want to, I hate being so widely discriminated against, I hate what puberty did to me, I hate how fucking expensive fixing this shitbox body is going to be. I honestly cannot think of anything about this experience that I like. All because my stupid fucking failbrain didn't want to masculinize correctly. Now I'm just fucking fucked because some fucking hormone receptors couldn't do THEIR FUCKING JOBS* and now I get to suffer because of it.

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[–] SwitchyandWitchy@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago

Body image stuffBeing heavy before HRT and earlier on in the process caused me so much dysphoria. But omg I'm starting to enjoy it now? I have a wonderfully soft and squishy tummy, and looking in the mirror now I just look good to myself.

Part of this has been working on my own body image and unlearning fat-phobia. Which like most forms of bigotry, the internalized form seems to have taken the longest to counteract.

But also, as I'm starting to slowly approach the 2 year mark on hrt, the fat redistribution is becoming more noticeable.

[–] crosswind@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (4 children)

Thoughts about sexuality, sexFor most of my adult life, it’s felt like it only makes sense to say I’m asexual, but I’ve always had a deeper feeling that to accept that would be to misunderstand myself. I never know where to go with that thought though.

I’ve had sex a few times. Each time there were parts of it I really enjoyed, but overall I felt uncomfortable, and later worried about the other person expecting me to have sex with them again.

In hindsight I can say those were not people I would want to explore sex with, and theoretically it would be better with the right partners, but it’s hard for me to imagine that. It would help to find trans partners, but just meeting trans people is going very slowly already.

Some of it happened when I was an egg, and some of it was at a time when I was trying to convince myself I was happy with where I was in my transition. In both cases it brought things to the surface that I didn’t know how to process.

I’m on E now, and that might be opening up new possibilities of what sex could mean to me, but I’ve mostly been treating it as a relief to have even less of a sex drive.

There’s very little in my surface level feelings that shows any sign of ever wanting to have sex again. But I think on a deeper level I would be happier if I could develop a place for sex in my life. I worry that’s just internalized ace-phobic societal norms, but I think I’ve rejected enough norms to recognize a genuine feeling.

I think I want bottom surgery some day, but I’m not comfortable getting it with so many unanswered questions about what I want out of my genitals sexually.

Any kind of reply is appreciated. I feel like I’ve been mostly shouting into the void lately (other places, not here).

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[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Musing on whether the return of an old hobby/hyper-fixation is a sign of good or bad mental health.

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[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

bottom surgery update day 4Much less pain than before! Also Im not waddling as much like a pregnant penguin lol. It was kinda funny to see like 10 other girls and we're all waddling around. Im very eager for the stent to come out but I think thats still 2 days away. It feels like I have a big poop but really its just a gigantic thing in my vagina.

Still great waking up and knowing I have a vagina~ I still havent seen it cause of the dressings and stuff. Phantom gock stuff is still kind of there, I swear I can feel my non existent balls moving up and down and my foreskin but both are in much different places than they were before.

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[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Nothing to report. Still trans.

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[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) (7 children)

it’s my 1 year hrt anniversary but i have nothing to celebrate because i forgor to transition πŸ’€ cowboy-cri

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[–] Sodium_nitride@lemmygrad.ml 11 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Holy hell. I had some inkling that failing my assignment would be a blessing in disguise, but it's only been 2 days and I've

  1. Publically bought girl clothes for the first time
  2. Girlmodding in public for the first time
  3. Applied a full face of makeup for the first time.

I would unironically love to go outside right now and show the world, but after having already gone outside earlier while girl modding, I realised how off I looked. Not cause I didn't look like a girl (HRT has done its magic), but because I was wearing summer clothes in the winter! That's my only concern!

Also, going out in full makeup just to buy supermarket pizza (only thing I would need to go out for). Idk.

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[–] RION@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago (6 children)

What do we think about these pillow covers https://www.ikea.com/us/en/p/vildpersilja-cushion-cover-black-green-multicolor-floral-pattern-60582335/#content

My mom doesn't like them but I think they'd liven my place up. Am I cooking or nah

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[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago

I'm going to fail

congratulations to me.

After all that extreme amount of effort.

Because in this course, it doesn't matter if you reach 90% of the way. You need something that works 100% else you fail.

[–] Arahnya@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago (9 children)

i am familiar with the objects known as capacitors although only in the context of electric guitar / basses where they are used to filter the output and create "tone" we call it 1950s tech although im seeing they are apparently much older than that.

also my dream self told me to cut my hair short and bleach it πŸ€”

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[–] catter@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago

Gonna get some new glasses to replace my 4 year old masc-leaning frames. Baby steps :)

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