DAMCE REPORT 2:

preliminary nonsense:

1. I am doing substance abuse. It's caffeine and alcohol.
2. Studying is becoming kinda boring cause I keep learning shit I can't apply.

Dance:

1. This shit really is horny. When we were split into "leaders" and "followers" half the class split into couples and started caressing each other. In order to continue with the classes, you need to find a permanent dance partner, and this seems to be basically your actual partner.
2. This shit is gendered AF. Every single "follower" was a girl (even if we count me)! Even the instructor was just using female pronouns for everything. Kinda affirming?
3. Everytime we switched partners, my new "leader" would give me a firm handshake and we would do introductions. This wasn't done with anyone else (I was paying attention).
4. Salsa is fun. But I don't want to be cut out from dancing cause I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend. Why do we even need permanent dance partners?

Hey gamers pronouns and being mindful of the ones people have on their employee badges got mentioned in our staff meeting and now I want to crawl into a tight spot and die like a rodent

I grabbed my badge and tore it up into little paper shreds when I got a moment alone I couldn't stand the thought of wearing it and I haven't done so in months and I didn't realize just how much I really don't want to. No one's bugged me about it before though

Sometimes people talk past you until you believe it for a bit. I hate seeing it happen to others.

I want trans people to believe trans people.

Evidence prog works

https://hexbear.net/post/6183856

Upping my shaving routine from every other day to everyday. I cut my top lip a bit but it's worth it to be this smooth

Changing my name before the state locks this shit down, cost me like a weeks pay, and two weeks of admin, what a lovely experience

if youre in victoria, australia, transgender victoria may be able to provide you a reimbursement for this stuff

i think theyre at www.tgv.org.au, i had to email them

It's fall season! Time for me to have my yearly delibetating coughing fits!

On a more positive note, imma try out ALL the dancing courses we got and spend the whole week moving my hips.

On a more (ew) note, dancing is really bringing out all the wierd latent homophobia shit from my friend who I did not expect to have any such brainworms. What the hell do you mean "modern dancing is gay so I won't do it"?

Fuck, I gotta skip my remaining dance class tryouts cause of my cold (i don'twant to infect everybody). Will I manage to find a damce partner even if I don't attend all the try-outs? Who fucking knows.

I somehow didn't realise that we were supposed to be meeting up with each other after dance classes to find partners. I always just book it for the trains.

I went for a hike that was kind of a disaster, nearly died about ten different times without exaggerating. Anyway I'll post more about it later, because when I went to poo just now, I wiped and there was grass in my ass?

You touch the grass and the grass touches back