Im gonna be modelling on a runway~

Got selected! Doesn't pay. I also dont have to pay anything. I think it'll be fun!

Play 911 in reverse and you get towers being constructed and birthing planes and I think that change of perspective is beautiful

s/o to charlie kirk, the first man to ever cause me to achieve orgasm

Went to trans night at the commie bar last night. Had a good time got compliments and a touch more on my outfit (and height) from multiple people and like damn yall i get it im tall but stfu im not a top spend 30 seconds with me and its obvious lol, im just tall

But i did my eyeliner and makeup last night for the first time since april and it felt so good to wear my armour again! I love it and it just is so funnn! I just need to do it early in the day so i can recover for a couple hours from the intense dysphoria of looking in the mirror...

unexpected downside of charlie kirk biting it: i have a hangover for the first time in like 7 years

Just a genderfluid tboy wearing a lace croptop and 00's era bedazzled pants

I think a lot about those studies that showed just knowing a trans person is enough to change people's opinion positively on trans right. Like not being friends or family, just knowing of a trans person.

That's why I kind of love being a huge, beautiful, goofy, obviously trans woman with amazing style who, as a meme I once saw said "was a a pleasure in class and I'm determined to make that everyone's problem".

Like I am going to start a conversation with you ostensibly Cis person and you will enjoy it. Then if trans rights ever come down the track as topic, you are gonna remember me and have a positive opinion.

I alternate between "Tarot is not real, its a fun parlour game for self-reflection".

And "as a trans woman I have profaned both man and nature to gain mystical foresight like my many sisters before me".

etsy witches cursing right wingers does work, keep doing that

acab includes doctors

Vampire The Masquerade describes vampire sex as "a biting frenzy"

Say no more, sign me up for a biting frenzy

we dont understand how in the current state of things in the US people are still telling trans people to go see a doctor for hrt... like are you paying attention at all or???

not like a majority of doctors understand trans healthcare at all anyway xP

Amerikkka deserved 9/11

My parents, especially my mom likes to brag by saying that she fully understands me. Imagine all the information she doesn't know about me was actually beamed into her head. It'd hit her like unlimited void.

No but seriously, at this point, if they were to find out just how much I have been suffering for so long, they would be devastated. I think knowing that I am trying get into therapy for ideation would break them from thinking that they failed as parents.

I might just be doing motivated reasoning cause I don't want to tell them, but I think keeping things from them would actually be beneficial for them.

I have to wash my hands off at work, usually with alcohol. If your hands are wet with alcohol and you touch certain kinds of printing on plastic, you'll get an imprint on your hand

Anyway, I left work with my left hand imprinted with DONT

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Haven't been on the bear site for a bit, too busy being gay. Just posting to say I love being trans. I love my genderfluid fiancée, my trans boyfriend, and my enby partner. I love all my trans FWB. I love my trans best friends. I love that I rarely have to ever talk to a cis person. When I was younger, I would never have imagined this would be my life, lol. But I love it!

I love you all little trans people in my phone <3

scared the class when talking about charlie kirk the other day, whoops

Trans women have an inherent advantage in doing Tarot and I'm tired of pretending otherwise.

ngl I am finally feeling better about shaving my body- although I did still cut myself

I love yall poly people, I had a good time being poly. But maybe I want to be monogamous and it would be a little nice to have the choice. Wtf is going on in queer kinky dating lol, its like an inversion of mono-poly ratio in cishet vanilla dating.

you know....i do like ginger ale, especially this brand that's basically a cider but spicy, real easy to get white girl drunk with

its 2025 we arent still pretending misandry is real right

Small thing I did over the weekend but on tumblr I periodically bully terfs for the fun of it.

But I clapped back on one terf and someone actually began following my blog. I know it’s a very tiny thing, but I like how someone somewhere out there in the world saw a rando say that hatred against people like them isn’t ok.

If I had the death note I would manipulate all the leaders of the western world into flying to the desert in texas, laying down to spell out "God is watching", then they all simultaneously die of a heart attack. It will be televised of course.

tomorrow i'll be celebrating 11/9 by going to my first bottom surgery consult

Quitting weed has made me so much more interesting. Now when I'm bored, I think "what should I do? I could write, I could read, I could go for a walk, I could drive somewhere new, I could bake something, I could draw, I could meet up with friends, I could do a workout." When I was addicted, the answer was always "I'll get high and watch things I've already watched and eat a massive amount of food." I actually do things now. It's so much better

Refilling my hormone prescription at the pharmacy and the dispensing chemist asked me step into the consultation room.

I was worried there'd been some sort of fuck up somewhere and I was gonna have to spend all day making phone calls to this or that NHS ward because the WGS, the local gender team, and my local GP had started arguing over who's managing my hormones. Again.

Turns out she just wanted to ask what my preferred pronouns were.

Okay chat I have kinda a burning question in my mind that I've been wondering for a while.

Okay, so my cisf friend, several years ago, wanted us all to go to ikea and she got a blahaj and kept like asking me if I knew what it meant (I did not) and kinda smiling/smirking. What did she mean by this? Obviously she knew it was a trans woman thing- so I guess I don't understand?

I told my therapist I've been scrutinizing my appearance more in an almost phrenological way and she said next session we're gonna talk about where I spend time on the internet

Mom found the /r/4tran subscription

Funny, the preoccupation with my brow really kicked off from a YouTube short

And yeah actually the more that I think about it this has been fueled a lot more by /r/transpassing and related subreddits than anything from /r/4tran. I just reflexively discount anything in greentext so I don't think it's that impactful