I'm so glad I started growing my hair out when I did

How do I tell my hairstylist that I want this haircut without showing them this image of a dog girl?

Had a dream I had an avatar to go out in my place to do stuff for me, felt nice since I didn't have to mask so much only downside was resisting the urge to bunnyhop everywhere to save time

secretly kind of hoping that Donald Trump will be too busy thining about invading Greenland and/or Canada that he'll be too busy to do anything terrible for trans people

alone with my thoughts for the first time since November because all my podcasts took the week off

Finally gonna go to my GP today and ask for a referal to a transgender clinic. I'm so excited/nervous I couldn't even sleep.

does anyone have tips for a gnome infestation. i tried publicly crucifying one to send a message but they seem to have founded a religion instead

it makes me happy whenever i see capybara in hot springs. they deserve all the love and goodness in the world

Just paid my semester's tuition and... I have more money than I thought I would, I've got an entire extra month's rent compared to what I expected and then some more to cover all my books. I'm starting to feel actually kind of okay being independent? A lot of the worry about if I'd be able to be okay is gone now, replaced, admittedly by other worries, but I feel okay about my situation, even if it's not super secure or the most comfortable, its become livable. Especially since the past few weeks finally gave me my first real break in over a year and I was able to rest a little.

What I am doing now is not working. I'm going to try and get on diy. I still don't think I can be independent before changes are noticeable but another year without E (or however much time) isn't going to change that. May as well try it and see if it helps.

in an act of unimaginable malice from the gods to make a human existence a cruel joke, they made the world's horniest trans woman with a curse to be perpetually single

Richard and Mortimer was quite good for it's run, I especially like when one half of the titular characters turned themselves into a pickle. Had the series continued perhaps that scallywag Richard could have transformed some more possibly into a woman, they might have finally been happy. Alas with the cancellation by the Woke Council with the show's association with the Ronald McDonald corporation we shall never see this possibility.

Someone just called me a nerd and I don't think I can mentally recover from that

every single person who's ever protested the building of new homes because it'll lower house prices should have their house confiscated and given to someone who doesn't suck

My checklist for mental health are make sure I'm clean shaven, paint my nails, and finally epilate. If I can do 2/3 I feel fine usually but feeling bleh so might push myself to do the last one. Just gonna procrastinate first and get some reading done or whatev

I try to dress well no matter what I do, (I have low self-confidence, but knowing I look the best I can do helps a ton) but the last couple of days have been so cold that shapeless bundle of cloth have been the only viable option. I hate winter

transition goals: to get to the point where i can have long hair again without someone immediately misgendering me

I'm missing out on formative years by not having an ex by now, all the ex jokes I could be making as a jaded 30 something year old 😔

Boobs are growing again. Also probably more important than size for me is that they're getting a lot rounder and less awkwardly shaped

Got some neat stuff thrifting

Kinda wish I could post pics because some of the clothes are really cute imo and I actually found stuff that (mostly) fit me

Found some nice gym stuff too, got a pair of fancy tech wear sweatpants that make my legs and look good

Got some cute plushies my cats have been enjoying too and a street hockey stick for playing cat hockey in the house and that's been fun

Bless whatever tall/large femme donated the shiny windbreaker and hoodie with the faux fur hood lining and sleeve cuffs, think it might be my favorite dysphoria hoodie now despite it being a little short on the torso and sleeves

Might hem it to a crop top or elbow length sleeves and wear it as a summer night kinda layer later but it's really cute imo in a "sporty goth (queer)" kinda way and I'm kinda in love with it

Does it make sense that I'm kind of hoping I've actually been infertile all along? Then I wouldn't have to be responsible about fertility preservation. It would just be a fact of life and nothing anyone can blame me for

Me working at sega"Alright, so new plan we start a new sonic game but we don't remake green hill zone my last words before being thrown out a window

Trying to get used to drinking water again after having energy drinks being my primary mode of hydration during the winter holidays. Water kinda sucks

what are good things to do with puppygirls im new to this

I feel like I'm caught in some sort of Ouroboros where my problems just keep feeding each other. I wish I could just like, see what happens in the minds of well adjusted people. I wish I could load a save where I already have someone who is gonna notice if I disappear or am not doing well.

I truly feel like if I were able to explain the exact intricacies of what I'm discovering to be a Russian Nesting Doll of trauma to someone, that person would be compelled to help. I keep saying this, but please talk me down if I'm talking crazy. I want to be told that I'm an idiot if these things are stupid. To let me sit in the wrongness for this long is unfair.

do any trans people listen to The Front Bottoms