hi, does anyone wanna make the mega in the upcoming weeks? if so, reply to this post and i'll add you to the list!

the list as it stands:

oscardejarjayes* (1/13 - 1/19)
SwitchyandWitchy* (1/20 - 1/26)
SILLY BEAN@lemmygrad.ml* (1/27 - 2/2)
AshenWolf* (2/3 - 2/9)
GayTuckerCarlson* (2/10 - 2/16)

EstraDoll (3/2 - 3/8)

​ * after name denotes someone who has posted before and will be skipped by first-time posters

Met an autistic trans girl who programs for a railway company

my cool nails

1 year of HRT, let's fucking goooo!!!

Might write a bit about it later, but the short and sweet is that estrogen fucking rocks and idk how I ever lived without it

Death to the reactionary egg prime directive! Long live the revolutionary zone of proximal transgender development!

Quite frankly, I'm a woman because I said so.

I tried speed dating and this is about how it went:

Them: Says some presumably interesting anecdote about themselves but I can't hear them

Me: "WHAT?"

repeat for two hours

I've said this all before but I'm feeling it real good again. I'm so freaking thankful for this website. I'm so so so glad I came on here and made that post with my feels and met you all. I'm almost certain I would still be calling myself a cis man i it wasn't for you all 😭, and because I don't, I'm happier than I've ever been. I'm still trying to figure out the details, but realizing I don't have to be a guy has been so unimaginably freeing, and I wanted to thank you all again for helping me realize it.

you are metrosexual because you wear skinny jeans and wash daily

i am metrosexual because i appreciate the eroticism of trains

My fuckin bottom surgery application was rejected because I faxed it the same day as my doctors did his half 🙄. And it took a few months for them to reject me, now I'll just have to do it again I guess

THEY'RE TURNING THEIR FRIGGIN' KEYBOARDS TRANS

Aghhhhghghhghgghg just sent a text asking someone on a date. Hhhhhhgggggggg I'm not good at this

Havin' a real rough time today

Finally got an avatar though

Ugh I hope I never tire of people telling me they love my outfit

The only centrists I support are androgynous people

transphobia is some bullshit. i thought people liked pretty girls but apparently want to stop me from become one? what gives?

My parents and immediate family keep asking me "when are you bringing home a girlfriend?" every time I visit and I have no idea how to tell them that sooner or latter the "girlfriend" that will come home might just be me.

Got really drunk on saturday and finally came out to my irl friend group chat. Waking up not remembering doing that was "fun". This is also the second time I've gotten way too drunk and came out (first time was almost ten years ago when I came out to them at a party as bisexual)

Would not recommend it.

Really hoping I pass enough for my sister’s wedding

put some effort into painting my nails instead of just throwing on a quick layer like i normally do. did base coat, 2 coats black, then shiny top coat, just took my time at it while i was installing new linux on my laptop, it was relaxing. starting to think it's kinda worth the effort, they look really nice and shiny and will take longer to chip off.

Still feel self conscious enough to stop my self from using feminine mannerisms around other people, but now it comes with guilt over not asserting myself 🫠

I got kidnapped by a bunch of trans girls today. Was not expecting that to be how my day ended but I'm not complaining

I have my HRT consultation on Thursday and I can't stop thinking about it

buying the cheapest men's shaving gel instead of the same thing in a pink box and double the price from the woman's aisle

I'm booking an appointment and the only gender neutral honorific is Dr. So fuck it, if you have to call me something, call me Doctor Moss. Doc Moss is acceptable.

Unironically wish I could put in Comrade instead of Mr or Miss or whatever

I'm feeling particularly content today and wish I knew how to recreate this feeling more consistently. I feel cheerful in a way where I don't feel like I'm faking it

"yes please i will download a torrent of this series that is 55gb. it's only twelve episodes at 1080p but that's a reasonable file size to expend"

words no one has ever said

Every time i try to join a discord i'm too afraid to actually say anything.

I decided to check up on r/MTF, which I haven't done in a long time. Unsurprisingly, that sub is still as embarrassingly lib as it ever was. More so than most other trans subs. They're still unable to connect the dots, and constantly making excuses for democrats, and acting like they're protectors of trans rights while they've actually shown that they do not care. Now I remember why I stopped visiting that place years ago. I have little patience for this lib shit.

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Had to remind an ex that we will remain exes for the foreseeable future, that sucks.

called the college LGBTQ center

left a voicemail

if this truly is a solo journey then i have to accept that i have nobody. it's just me. it might always be just me.

My mom and I are watching the second squid game season, the trans character is cute and very relatable which I wasn't expecting (apparently the actor is a cis guy). Kinda weird how much of the trans experience is apparently universal.

We're watching it dubbed and I really appreciate that they cast a voice actress that didn't have the perfect femme voice training or cast a cis girl to voice her. She sounds more or less like I do on a "bad" voice day lol

I'm so glad I started growing my hair out when I did

I tried playing marvel rivals with some friends and its kinda fun, but also reminded me why I stopped playing those types of games: so many people who can't take a loss without getting insanely mad The absurdity of it is kinda funny when it happens, but it creates such a negative environment where i don't want to spend that much time tbh

sorry boss i can't come in to work today. my wife is holding my arm hostage while she sleeps. yeah idk i'll be in next week maybe. i expect full pay for this

i thought i was really gonna miss having gargantuan pockets when i moved to more femme clothing, but honestly i love having a silly little handbag so much.