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For me it did not change how people treat me, but how I treat myself. This than reflected how I interact with people and made them treat me better in return.

After going from ~145kg (320lbs)to ~82kg(181lbs) my confidence skyrocketed and I got very possitive and in the mindset of everything is possible if ypu work hard enough.

This mindset did not leave me even when I when back to ~118kg (260lbs) and I was still as popular as I was when I was ~ 82kg (181lbs).

After 1 year with ~118kg tho, the confidence started to waver as I did struggle to get back down and was mentaly in a break point anyways because, you can't outrun the trauma and I had to address my eating dissorder (binge-eating) and undiagnosed neurodiversity.

Now with therapy I'm back back to ~98kg(216lbs) and I started loving and accepting myself again, I often get compliments from people saying, I look great and happy compared to one or two years ago. Not just from the weight but also the aura around me is quite more possitive.

Spaghetti-ohs twitting: Take a moment to think of pearl harbor with their O-shaped mascot holding an american flag. I'm not american, neither have I ever tried Spaghetti-ohs until today I say Oh-oh-Spaghetti-ohs when something bad is gonna happen as it was one of the first interenet controversies I was interrsted enough to follow.

Also a newer one: Heidi Klum and her daughter & Mom all lingerie commercial for intimissimi. It kinda missed the mark beucause all 3 tried to look very seductive, but how it was shot it make it look very homoerotical, which is wierd because you got a grandma, a mum and a daughter trying to seduce each other...

Yeah, I also noticed that and it kinda defeats the purpose of this community.

There is a reason why they keep getting banned...

Es sind Fussballfans, die für Ihre "Nation" in ein faschistisches Land fliegen. Mitdenken & sich mit Kultur zu befassen ist zu viel verlangt. Die einzige Kultur, die da interessiert ist Saufen & das tribalistische Zugehörigkeitsgefühl im Stadion.

Boah, bin so happy ist das nicht durchgekommen. Wurde aber knäpper als gedacht, obwohl nur 1 Partei für den Vorstoss war... & die Bericht erstattung der Medien hat mich echt angekotzt: "Die Linken konmten sich knapp durchsetzen hiess es in einer schlagzeile". Obwohl es heissen sollte: "Rechts-aussen verliert ganz knapp gegen die Qualition von allen anderen Parteien (rechts & links)" Ich hasse ed wenn so xenophobische Wahlkämpfe und Vorstössen belächelt und legitimiert werden.

What, sauce?

Can we please get Greta 2 orbiter guys? Because this world has been so crazy lately I would really believe it if someone told me it was all an author getting lazy with their story.

Ich bin so froh bin ich nicht in der Zeit aufgewachsen und hatte meine Unsicherheiten bevor Social Media und vor die Influenzer Kultur gross wurde.

X => matsudon

Insta=> pixelfed or be real

Tiktok => dunno maybe dailymotion or maybe loops.

First of all you are not dumb, just because you are bad in school. School often sucks for people as it's way too standardized and cannot take into account the needs of all students. The fact that you are thinking that hard about it shows that you are quite a smart person. Also language barrier often makes things more complecated.

Now a question you have to ask yourself, do you really like going to collage that much? Or are you there because of social preasure and the fear of not making it in life if you don't get a collage?

Once you can honestly answer that question ask you this: is there focational programs in the country you are at? If so, what trades can you see yourself working at? Are there trade schools on that specific field, to keep climbing the leader? How difficult is it to start your own business once you are experienced in that trade?

If you are unsure about all these question, maybe look for a career counselor, so they can help you find something you can do.

In anycase, good luck and stay strong and remeber you are so much more worth than just a career choice.

Since the rise of influencers it hasn't been social at all. Also Shitter Ratio-ing people made it so much more worse as the whole social aspect went from we kinda underatand we are humans behind the creen with some decency changed to who and how can I ragebait the best.