Wow, really living the settler life here. Just shoot any non-white person on your 'property'. This is just the fantasy of being a settler made real.
DerEwigeAtheist
You'll be happy to hear that manuals for, for example, nuclear reactors are already being translated by AI.
I hope this is a bit about the utter joylessness of chuds.
Around 600CE the slavic speaking world went all the way to the elbe river. So everything east of Hamburg today was slavic. There were also a lot of germanic anti-slavic crusades.
Do you know anything about the history of (south-)eastern europe pre 1939?
It's quite a complex and interesting history (with a lot of german anti-slavic racism)
So I can imagine you happy.
And, are you happy?
Spiderman should also have big boobs, I think. And giant abs, i think that is important.
These people are fucking monsters. It's not about you being a coward. This really is a case where you don't have to find the fault in yourself. There is no justification for abusing someone else abd telling them that they are worthless. 
HRT is great, and transitioning is a very fullfilling process. I wish I could hug you. It'll all be well. Soon you'll look back and it will have been a year on E and you won't remember how you felt before. 
I don't tuck, since I don't have the tight underwear for it. I just wear stuff where you don't notuce it. Or put something in a pocket. To create folds that hide my bulge. Which works with some pants with deep pockets.
I think I would like to try to redirect the money away from me. Give myself a strict allowance and give the rest to people to distribute to others. (Hopefully decided by some democratic body, that's most importantly not me). Like, I personally should not have unfettered access to so much money, nor should anyone else. This is of course thinking that there is enough money coming in, to pay for it's management and distribution.