Peanutbutter in name
Didn't make a peanut butter thread

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Injection done, no leaking today, no pain, all perfect. This week will be good.
I wish I liked people enough to want to do something about this annoyingly distracting and unusual level of horny I've been suffering from the last few weeks. The suffering is still preferable to meeting new people tho
Logged into my old notes app to see if I could find the name of a DND character I created for a friend's campaign in high school
Instead I found the details of some of the conversations I'd had with my mom about my gender and WOW they were much worse than I remember... choice selections:
I mentioned wanting to start hormones, which she was immediately unreceptive to. She proceeded to grill me on what I hoped to gain from it.
Ultimately she said she didn't approve of me going on HRT without much intensive therapy beforehand, while recognizing that I can do what I want as an adult. Seemed unfazed by my plans to talk to medical professionals and listen to their advice.
Later...
She said she wouldn't be able to handle watching me undergo HRT while living with me.
She repeatedly stated she knew deep down there must be some other problem, that I am her son and that HRT wouldn't fix anything.
family and not having one
I wish more than anything to have had accepting parents. Why the fuck did I get so unlucky as to have gotten the worst parents fucking ever? I just want to be loved the way they told me they did when I was younger. I want to be able to talk to them and get advice and get hugs from them and tell them I love them and for them to tell me back. I want more than what I got and I'm never going to have it. I want them to care about me. I want to be loved. I wish I could talk to either of them without wanting to throw them out a window. They told me they'd love me no matter what I did and then I was trans and none of that mattered. I didn't even do anything wrong and I'm basically dead to both of them. I'm just being myself and they don't even care to get to know me. I was a hollow shell of a person and now i feel like me and they don't give a flying fuck. They don't care about me and I wish more than anything that just ONE of them did.
YO I've had such a nice day today
Gosh what a day!!! I am very tired now though... I was supposed to prep for my interview on tuesday but might push that to tomorrow afternoon
Boobs have become very fun to play with recently. It doesn't even feel sexual. Just euphoric and fidgety
Things I still want to do for my transition that I can't
You will notice it's all physical stuff, BECAUSE MY PARENTS WOULD KILL ME IF THEY SAW TS.
Wishing I could wear girl clothes more often, lot of times it's a dress... I still don't know if I'd actually be happy with how I look in one but I think the possibility is getting better.
I'm imagining something a bit like this, I haven't been shopping but just kind of imagining

Blue, covering my shoulders, maybe a bit longer...
I had this anxiety about not looking good in women's clothes. But then I tried on a dress and everything felt right. You should try out various different clothes too because some will look better on your body type and some will look worse. Bodies are as varied as people and fashion can't keep up
Forced to girlmode because my boobs are just too damn fine to stay hidden behind a stuffy jacket in this sweltering summer heat.
Weird that there are funny little trans people in my phone who talk to me
How'd that end up happening. Never would I have thought
Photosynthesis mega let's gooooo 
How do we not have more plant emojis?
horrifying personal care mold
My douche had mold ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ ew ew ew ew ew
Thats really annoying because I followed all care instructions with it, it doesnt stay somewhere humid or moist except for the brief moments its in use in the bathroom, and it gets air dried out after use. Now I gotta wonder wtf how long has that been happening. I know some gynes say dont even bother douching but the surgical team said to continue to douche indefinitely, so Ive been following them for the past 4 months.
Anyway, everything is healed and safe and other than the sheer grossness... nothing seems irritated or bad or unhealthy so. I guess no harm no foul but omg mold why ew. I guess Ill write a message to the team and ask whats up and see if I need a new one
I'm starting to think I really like birds
they're just cool and pretty and stuff
We wanna get a cane, any tips for what we should know getting one?+what do yall like to put as decorations if u do
I was walking with a friend yesterday and some asshole decided it was important to tell us how tall I look next to her
I can't come out to my bi fujo cousin who doesn't know I'm queer because she has no discretion and I won't come out to my straight fujo cousin who suspects I'm queer because she keeps saying increasingly funnier things to hint she's cool with it and I want to see how far she'll go
Normally I'd say you should come out to people who will be supportive, but that does sound like a laugh 
oh this cinnamon tea with some cocoa added in is excellent 
Hoping I did good at that interview, I really wanna roll up to my first day of work going "well well well" as I install da pumps 
misgendering
it's like wild that my mom can somehow manage to use the wrong pronoun when it's just me and her talking. it's only the two of us and you're talking directly at me you like don't even have to use a third-person pronoun or gendered language here at all how are you fucking this up let alone after two years
Anyone have tips on buying a bra? How do I measure this stuff?
https://www.abrathatfits.org/calculator.php is the classic recommendation for figuring it out. I just ordered a few based on the size I gave me, will report back on how it works out
death note

Directed by Vince Gilligan
spoiler spoiler I actually really like the symbolism of L talking about repenting his sins to the 'god of the new world' but he puts his head and mouth so close its like he's going in for a nibble lmao. also they'redripping wet and Light going in to wipe the water off of Ls hair. That level of tenderness really stands out in a story so black :::
My career orientation coach took one look at my personal profile and said