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The Ten Largest, No. 2

The Ten Largest Painting Series

Hilma af Klint was a Swedish abstract artist who was way ahead of her time. She might just be the first abstract painter in Western modern art history but did not get recognition until just recently. Lately, there have been several exhibitions of her work; for example, at Moderna Museet in Stockholm and Malmö, Sweden. Hilma af Klint’s The Ten Largest is iconic and has lately been shown all over the world, most notably at Tate Modern in London and a couple of years ago at Guggenheim Museum in New York. It is one of her most important works, and the large scale of the paintings is quite striking.

Hilma af Klint (1862–1944) started as a landscape and portrait painter after graduating from the Royal Academy of Fine Arts in Stockholm in 1887. During her career, she also had an interest in the spiritual world—an interest she later employed in her art. According to the artist, she received messages from the spirits telling her what and how to paint.

The Ten Largest is a group of works comprising ten 10,76 x 7,87 ft (328 x 240 cm) egg tempera paintings. The paintings depict the spiritual evolution of humans, taking us from childhood, through youth, and adulthood to old age. Let’s take a closer look at the history and the meaning of The Ten Largest!

History of the Paintings

Hilma af Klint took precise notes on her work with The Ten Largest, and therefore we know a lot of the meaning and how to understand the paintings through her notebooks. The Ten Largest is part of a larger series of artwork called Paintings for the Temple, a series she was assigned from the spiritual world. We know, from Hilma af Klint’s notes, that there were more spirits involved in the assignment, whom she called “The High Masters.” She saw herself as a channel between the spiritual world and this world.

Af Klint painted The Ten Largest during a 40-day period in 1907, and the spirits were very specific with the timeline. They told her to paint each painting in four days, following each other, which she completed with help from at least two friends. She created the paintings swiftly and spontaneously, with little planning. She completed the whole series in 40 days.
The Meaning

The paintings depict the evolution of human consciousness and the spiritual evolution of the human mind. Each painting should be interpreted as a phase in life. Hilma af Klint was very interested in spiritualism, which was not uncommon in the early 20th century, especially in the cultural circles. The paintings were supposed to give humanity images of life beyond everything, which were not visible otherwise. However, when Hilma af Klint searched for a suitable place to exhibit and show the world these beautiful abstract paintings, she did so in vain. In 1932 she decided that since the world was not ready to take part in and understand the spiritual messages in her paintings, most of her artwork and her notebooks were to be kept from the public for 20 years.

Childhood

Ten Largest No.1

The two first paintings in the series represent childhood. These two works have a blue background. They also depict Hilma af Klint’s fascination with duality. She described in her notebooks two principles in the spiritual world. These principals were not to be understood as opposites but as something forming a whole together. In these paintings describing childhood, we see a lot of individual shapes forming pairs. According to the artist herself, the lily and the color blue represented the feminine principle, and the rose and the color yellow symbolized the masculine principle. We can see a lot of organic forms and shapes in all of The Ten Largest. Furthermore, in the paintings representing childhood, we see a lot of forms associated with plants and vegetation.

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[–] CornWoman@hexbear.net 18 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Just figured out my parents were hiding my girly cloths from me. I can't wait to move out.

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[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 17 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Ive had a vagina for a month now and I gotta say, I love it very much ♡

[–] MusicOwl@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago

it rules, doesn't it?

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 16 points 3 weeks ago (4 children)

It is honestly unbelievable to me I have tiny little tits. Like they're only noticeable with my shirt off, but still how wild is that? I can't believe it. Its so weird and a little freaky.

It kinda makes me want to pause hrt and see how things are, idk its so scary. Its freaky. I don't know.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 15 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Firstly, if you want to stop you can. You dont need to take HRT to be a woman, you dont need boobs to be a woman

Secondly, I think what's got you feeling anxious and freaky is that changes are happening visibly and youre worried about people noticing. Rest assured, you can hide those for a while. In fact, Im sure soon enough youll be wishing people noticed more.

What do you think is making you want to pause HRT? Breast growth isnt really reversible, are you feeling anxious about that?

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

I kinda do, being out to select people as a woman is okay I guess, but I am not willing/okay with being out to everyone without hrt.

That's the big thing yea. People noticing. Having to be out, especially before I'm ready. idk how long it will take before I'm ready to be out. I mean thick shirts/sweatshirts if weather permits, I worry about wearing bralettes/sports bras imprinting and the bra being visible. Like that doesn't help me hide if that's visible you know.

Being closeted longer I guess. It not being reversible is freaky too yea, like they're just there now. Every time I take my shirt off and look they're there... and obviously going to be getting more noticeable and its freaky.

Also being out with no voice training/laser is freaky. If I sounded okay I'd be more comfortable. If shaving was easier/I was happier on that front it would be easier too.

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[–] Alisu@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

I'm in a somewhat similar situation, but there's no way in hell, heaven or purgatory I'll willingly stop hrt. I would do anything before stopping the only thing that made me feel less like I have no hope of ever being satisfied with my own body.

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[–] bipp@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago

I felt the same way upon having that realization. I think part of it is the shock that comes from noticing changes in your body that you're actually present for but idk. Change is scary even if you're at the stage you're at, it can get easier to deal with, but it's always scary.

For what it's worth, I feel really happy about my breast growth now! That panic went away pretty quickly and hasn't come back.

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[–] meler@hexbear.net 15 points 3 weeks ago

After I dyed my hair I became less like the spitting image of doggirl-thumbsup and it's sad. The bright side is I'm cute tho doggirl-happy

[–] RION@hexbear.net 15 points 3 weeks ago

Had a lovely conversation with a girl I've kinda got a crush on at work. I love talking to her, I feel like I'm much wittier and cooler than I normally am, it all just flows much easier. We're wrapping up and she says that I "lifted her spirits, as usual" which feels great! But then right at the end she says "Yessir"... Two minutes later I've got tears in my eyes in my cubicle. I think my tolerance for boymoding is breaking down...

[–] AshenWolf@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

"wearing a baggy shirt and a sports bra and hoping it's enough to hide the boobs I've grown myself in the past couple of years" has got to be one of my favorite genders

[–] AshenWolf@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago (4 children)

but unironically, I want people to question whether I'm transfem or transmasc or try to parse my gender, because the answer may shock you

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (6 children)

Hangout went well! Very nice meeting all of them irl, got to talk with one of the enbies there and back which was nice, they were very talkative. But it was very nice being in a group of queer people and being out, even if it was a bit weird for me at times.

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (2 children)

Woman at my work (another dept) noticed how long my hair has been getting, feels good. Overall pretty happy with my hair

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[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

There's a thing that libs do that is frustrating... (Individual and systemic transphobia)Where a trans people will talk about something and then in the replies they'll be like "You're confusing gender and sex, you see gender is..."

Obviously cisplaining gender and sex to a trans person is a mess. But it's like fucker we don't an internationally agreed upon definition of both those words, many countries use only one, or use both interchangeably even before we get to languages that aren't English.

In Australia my passport says Sex: F. No mention of anything called gender.

There's been a drama recently because the government is trying to record "sex at birth" on medical records. Which I don't think is good for safety reasons. But I kind of prefer the term "sex at birth" to "Assigned Gender At Birth". Because it's closer to what happened, a doctor said hey "these sexual characteristics were noted" instead of "this person will grow into this defined sociological role" (though I guess they also tried to make that happen).

And this is before pushing that yes even sex is a social construct and sexual characteristics can be altered etc.

[–] Carcharodonna@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (1 children)

I don’t like the way my dog looks at me when I’m naked. She looks almost concerned or scornful, like “What the fuck is this, Carch? Where are your clothes??” And I’m just like, “omg you’re a fucking dog, where are YOUR clothes?? How dare you judge me!” But seriously. How dare she judge me like that.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago

Your dog tragically cant put its own clothes on, which perhaps your dog was expressing solidarity - "yeah my master never dresses me either and it looks like yours has stopped"

[–] aanes_appreciator@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

idk if this is weird to mention but the oldest person on my team at work is a trans woman in her 40s, and it's actually really heartening to see a trans person who's a lot older than me.

it makes me think of those struggling at my own age, and how they can make it too. Idk she's also just good at her job and everyone is kind to her which, again, is nice to see on this shitass TERF island.

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Thank god the gossip wasn't me being trans

People are talking about my boss dating this guy in another department. She's insistent they aren't. She did let it slip they both like each other (and they're going out together). Totally not dating though. Whole thing is very funny to me.

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[–] Hestia@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

Being a home owner has caused me nothing but financial stress and anxiety. It’s been holding me back. And now I’m unable to sell the house and have it actually give me money.

So now it’s time to foreclose. And while that’s in the process, I’ll save a bunch of money which I intend to use for electrology school next year catgirl-heart

[–] GenderIsOpSec@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago

cw hornyfuck, stumbled on a good smut scene in this fic, but im at workkk and this is the type that you, uh....take your time with.

woe is me what shall i read now negative

[–] Sodium_nitride@lemmygrad.ml 12 points 3 weeks ago (5 children)

I did not buy the makeup

I bought stocking tho

Whole time I had this garter belt but no stocking to go with it. The garterbelt was too lonely 🙁

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Its really frustrating for me when people ask for hrt advice but then don't want to help the people helping them at all. Why ask for advice and then say "oh I'm getting blood tests done when my doc recommends" "my levels are good". Give us the actual information please!

Weekly valerate victim ^ She's 100% not getting the actual trough, levels are almost certainly too low at the end of her cycle (complaining about feeling terrible the last 2 days), but I'll never know for sure! Why ask for advice and help and then defer to "my doc knows better"? Its just so frustrating. We know the issue, how to confirm it and fix but the person asking for help apparently doesn't want it. And its such an easy thing to fix! There's a lot of things that are super hard to fix, but getting blood draws at the actual low and proper E dosing are both so easy and so important. idk I feel bad complaining about it, it doesn't really effect me.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago

Its frustrating in medicine and healthcare in general because you can explain shit to a patient and they mightve heard something else completely or not thought to bring it up in their history nevermind people who just arent compliant with medications or diet or PT 😭 - at least in the official healthcare system, I do get some people have a lot of anxiety around it and some have actual trauma from bad experiences or historical familial teauma.

The first time I was doing a medicine history with someone and they didnt know why they took what they took was shocking. But some people just trust their doctors and pharmacists or worse trust what they thought the professionals said which sucks for miscommunication and med errors. I had one chemo patient take his prep meds every day between cycles, which includes Zofran. The poor guy got headaches and constipation from too much Zofran all because he thought you had to take it every day instead of cycle day or the day before cycle day.

[–] Alisu@hexbear.net 12 points 2 weeks ago

I want to talk about how being nonbinary is a little weird and some conflicting feelings I have about my own body, but I'll wait till tomorrow for the new mega

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (1 children)

I know this is completely and totally normal, especially during development, but I noticed in the mirror that my tits/nips are slightly asymmetrical. The hell

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago (3 children)

Its normal! They even out. One will likely be larger than the other, just like your hands! Have you never noticed your hands are different sizes? Yeah exactly.

They do even out with time and look very close to the same size

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[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 12 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

i thought dating as a queer person would be sending each other 🥺 over and over but it's actually sending each other 😳 over and over

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[–] Arahnya@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

not much to report. Still an abberation to cisheteronormativity, the patriarchal and colonialist box which has been foisted upon us.

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[–] RION@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago

Wearing makeup to work today! It's just foundation and a little bit of tinted lip balm, so hopefully not too obvious. And then finally doing my real ID after since they told me my documents were printed wrong before

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

So tired lately napping every day after work. Slept through my meeting this week :/

Would make an eepy useless gf

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[–] Moss@hexbear.net 11 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

I hate it when I do something right for once, but everyone assumes I fucked up because that's what they expect from me

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago

Boss sent out a message reminding us not to spread rumors, so of course that means there's a juicy one floating around. Last time it was the kid making pedophile jokes.

Bit nervous that its me being trans, going to ask her tomorrow morning.

[–] SickSemper@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

current events, transphobiaJesus Christ why!? I miss the days when it was just smears and lies about trans shooters, now the 1/100 times that a killer is trans, they’re immediately put under a microscope. Just when I was feeling better about personal shit, something happens to shake that up

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[–] nemmybun@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago

I'll soon be starting classes for the first time in years. It's kinda surreal to think about since I already have a degree and until like 6 months ago I thought that was it for me.

[–] RION@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago (4 children)

What should I do on Valentine's Day to not be crushed by loneliness and self harm

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[–] catter@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago

Been feeling weirdly good this week. Like, I told my partner about some of my gender experiences and they could not relate in any way. It was affirming? I am not cis, but no one who knows me has ever been able to tell me that, which has made me doubt myself until now.

It's not perfect. I've come out to them as genderqueer, which feels like an in-between state for me. Still, not bottling up all of my inner thoughts is very freeing. I've been smiling and laughing a lot this week 😄

Being a bloomer is an unfamiliar feeling for me. I could get used to it though 🥰

[–] GayTuckerCarlson@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago

Hilma - Primordial Chaos series

[–] NuanceUnderstander@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago

Forgot my old password , made a new account. Didnt post much in the first place .

depression insideI need an outlet for my love , but I fear it will never come. No way to meet people, not that anyone would have the time and energy for me anyway. I at least just want to be held and comforted and listened to, thats all I’ve ever wanted. Instead , emptiness , unanswered longing for infinity. Nobody to worship, nobody to seek refuge in, nobody to share my thoughts both deep and meaningless with. Just a sad desperate woman,

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[–] JohnBrownsBussy2@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

The de-pinning of the mega threads has made it a bit tough to keep up, so I'll have to go through and catch up. Otherwise, my life has been pretty normal. Some complicated stuff happened to a friend, but he's okay now and I don't really want to talk about it.

Had a big project this week working on this plain hat I found at the thrift store and decking it out. I am super proud of it. This is my first time sewing (not very good yet) and painting patches, so I learned some new skills.

hat

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[–] Arahnya@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago

my hair has gotten super long again, i'm always torn between being the long haired transmasc or going for a shorter cute haircut. This time its a long wolf cut with curtain bangs and shaved sides, just gotta refresh the bleach.

[–] OffSeasonPrincess@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

Got some makeup for the first time (disgusting bourgeoisie decadence that upholds the patriarchy, i know) v excited to try it out even if im sure itll look like ass the first time

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