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i’ve transcended gender

Every once in a while Ill catch myself in my peripheral vision in the mirror and always be a little shocked when the hot tall chick is me. Also my butt got big, the squats and deadlifts are paying off

people using agab language should consider not doing that

if you negatively comment on peoples appearances, use fat as an insult, misgender people, or be ableist towards people just becauss "oh theyre fascist so its okay" you should rethink your choices

I played a show recently and the opening group was a riot grrl punk band all 14, the drummer had a shirt with the trans flag with an AK saying "trans rights by any means necessary". Their parents were there to support them, it was heartwarming. Some of the youth is alright, it does make me really sad though with the world they have been forced into.

Okay two transgenderisms

I cleaned my room last few days, it looks much better now :)

I can't wait to get my next shot, I was looking at the graphs and first shot barely gets you anywhere.. I just wanna feel estrogen already...

My mother talking about my great-uncle (who everyone had assumed was gay but actually was bisexual and had something gender going on): so yeah he was a drama teacher and would dress as a woman in every play they performed, my dad, your grandfather would affectionately says he was a [t-slur]

Me: wait why is this the first I'm hearing about this?

Her: anyway I have a bunch of his vinyl records from the 50s

Me: GIVE THEM TO ME

Australia produces something good once in awhile.

Medical Journal of Australia: Cass Review does not guide care for trans young people

I've decided. I'm going to become a catgirl.

Had the meeting today, it went pretty well. Only two other people there and both in very different situations then me. But hopefully there will be more people next week. Its nice to introduce myself as myself instead of coming out later.

Also I work literally all day tomorrow more money to keep saving though.. but fuck I didn't realize I was signing up for 14 hours

i think i might just have found a place i would be a shoe in for if i went and got a job there that would get my t girl surgeries covered

it's a bit of a stretch but i might be able to get my surgeries covered after all

::: spoiler meds update

So, i think ln these meds im a bit better at actually making decisions! That doesnt mean im making good decisions, but i am making decisions! Im peeing when i need to pee instead of many hours later, im taking out the trash because im no longer forgetting about the trash in between noticing it and putting my shoes on. Im also now choosing to sit on my phone out of habit instead of choosing to do the other things i could be doing. This is kinda weird tbh. Feel abnormal and normal all at once.

::: spoiler meds

I got some meds! Hopefully life gets better for me! Stimulants for executive function, prep for all the sex im not having, and antibiotics for after all the sex im not having lol.

down with cis

Im gonna get a steel mace to work out with, not because I believe in it and not because I dont already have a kettlebell but because I love the idea of using a medieval weapon to work out with

I ate all my nice chocolate :(
Now I have to get more :(

Finally got a call back from my job search! It's a cancer research postdoc in a state/city that I actually want to live in. Super excited and a bit nervous of course.

I need to wrangle reference letters now (won't be hard depending on the timeline) and prepare a short research presentation (also shouldn't be hard, but it's definitely nerve-wracking).

My progesterone should be arriving today :progchamp:

Excited! Apprehensive! Undecided on boofing! I'll see how taking it orally goes first I guess

Just got my first piercing the other day it looks so good!!!

fuck that actually hurts. The rush last week must have covered that up. Also I had a bit of a bubble, worked it out though but hopefully I got my full dose last week. Also I know the rubber is "self healing" but I was surprised that I couldn't even see a dot where I poked it last week.

end of week one of E, nothing to report yet. Other then damn near crying for a few hours last night, dunno if that's hormone related though.

Dear god I hate job hunting. I can't hardly put out a single application before feeling like I've been completely robbed of my humanity. God forbid I get even one interview, too.

we hate people

sighs

Libraries may simply be the best thing to exist

Hi. I've not really engaged with the trans community on here yet.

My dream job was and still is Saturday Morning Cartoon Villain

You have a dope costume, you get to be hilarious, you get a subby sidekick, there's no expectation or pressure that you ever actually succeed, and your evil plans can be as low stakes as ruining a local pond or destroying the biosphere. Total blue sky. Plus if you stick around long enough you get to team up with the heroes to take down some super duper evil villain if you ever get bored of the evil schtick.