on youtube trying to look up that one cover of that one song that doesn't exist because i made it up in my head

I'm inventing a new type of guy (girl):

Being really really really ridiculously good looking is a burden sometimes 😔 asked a receptionist if I needed to sign anything and I assumed she was stunned and she didn't say anything only as I leave I'm asked for my signature for a form. I didn't want to take advantage of this tremendous power so I left gracefully, really every potential relationship I'll have will be lopsided so ethically it's best I stay strongest solider

The good: Girl at work said I reminded her of Ariel

That already got kinda ugly at the end so I'm not going to worm post, second good thing is my check is going to be fuckin fat. Wish I could do this every week

https://www.reuters.com/world/uk/uk-transgender-woman-guilty-sex-assaults-male-partner-2025-08-22/

cw transphobia

Oh no my dad is mad at me

Finally got back on medicaid, took damn 8 months., just in time too, my body is falling apart. Victory is short lived though, next holiday season will come through and it'll be this bs yet again and then in May or June the store I'm at will close so that will bring its own problems. For now, finally no damn migraines ffs.

All tired and cuddly tonight.. One day. I have a few more posts cooking but I'll probably make them tomorrow at this point, eepy.

Kinda depressing seeing people way more qualified then me working my job instead of anything higher. The other day someone shadowed me and first thing I asked was if he ever did my job. Turns out he was a director at a much larger facility (at least 3, maybe 4x our size) and another one for several years. Tons of certs. In college. Still didn't get director at our facility (applied for it) and is now doing my job. Like fuck how am I going to move up when this guy is getting bumped down.

Updates on my little economy:

I just realised that it is literally impossible for this capitalist economy to function without a banking system (and ideally a central banking system).

All the transactions between the different producers do not change the amount of money in the economy (cause they can't print it). But that means that a large portion of producers would be forced to loose money and go into debt at every production cycle.

You need someone who can print money so that most producers can gain money at the end of the production cycle.

Kinda fucking obvious in hindsight lmao.

I don't wanna brag about [EXPUNGED] so I'm not going to brag about [EXPUNGED]

In unrelated news, I'm no longer with my parents! Kinda cruel to be happy about it since my mom was crying but like I was nearing my limit. Literally. My emergency hormone supllies were running out.

if anybody cares that game we were talking about a few megathreads ago is called "lovely lady rpg"

trans furry disco elysium with 17 content warnings

I forgot what I was originally going to post today. A different topic it is then.

Anyone get kinda annoyed at how difficult it is to switch everything to FOSS alternatives and use them? I've been at this shit on and off for more than a year now, sustained off my hatred for the USA. I'm still nowhere near done (I gotta focus on my degree too lmao). Ok, I'm also a major procrastinator, but then again, normal people also are. I feel like we need some company to come out and sell pre-built phones with all the good shit already in them and configured.

And now my VLC player has also decided to say "fuck you" and stop playing videos for some fucking reason.

I'm so tired, I just wanna eep. But I can't yet.

At least transbian cuddles are waiting for me when I get home.

I know tarot is not real or whatever but it's still unnerving that I keep drawing the tower

we used to be like "but like why would you not vote for anybody instead of voting dem" and then we actually decided to read up and educate ourselves and realized "waow the "lesser of two evils" is still fucking evil shit would not be any better"

dunno what the purpose of this post is, just felt like putting that out there

You don't need to read anything behind this spoiler tag and it will probably ruin your day/night if you aren't desensitised to wierd af things.

Oops, thought about my ex and now I'm scream crying on the way to work

My Italian friends gave me a new nickname. La signora transessuale autistica. I don't speak Italian but isn't that nice?

Hi everyone. I'm feeling a little better than yesterday.

I have to say, I really love you people.

I feel like I'm at a very exciting point in my transition. I'd kinda stagnated for a while not I just wanna do alllll the gender shit

The same way white people within earshot of me go "it's just so easy to treat people like people and not be racist" I hear from straight dudes say the same but interchange racist with homophobic. Don't get me wrong I think it's great people aren't mean to me but it's a bit