Ahhhh i hate canceled plans its so upsetting when the schedule is disrupted ahhhhhh!!!! Even when its me disrupting the schedule its really upsetting ahhhhh!!!!

I have watched I saw the TV glow and it just didnt resonate with me and I feel shitty lmao

I am now a shameful owner of cryptocurrency since I want to grab a few vials of EEn as a backup. In the minutes after purchasing I have already lost 3% on my "investment." Should still have enough fine making the purchase, but I hope that the store I was going to purchase from doesn't run out of stock in the next couple of days before the hold is lifted I can actually spend it.

sexual identity is weird because labels ostensibly have definitions but like, what terms to I "identify" with? what terms actually feel that, when said, represent me? somehow I identify with the terms straight, bi, and lesbian all at the same time, which just feels like being bi with extra steps, but that's just what tickles my brain in the right way

People say that this is nice weather. Uh, no it isn't!

My sunscreen is melting off my face! Walking round's got me sweating like I just did a workout!

I'm getting ma'amed by strangers more often and it's a weird feeling. Not that I'm complaining. It's great. I guess it's just very surprising to me

My workplace holds a pride picnic at the office every year, but since the supreme court ruling (uk), many of the staff that attend are refusing as the company won't make a statement confirming it will not follow the "interim guidance" that would essentially ban our one (1) trans employee from using the toilets at the office, and encourage more to be at risk of harassment.

Since we WFH usually these social events are the only times many of us visit the office, but also how HR tries to lure us back since the CEO is subtly pro-RTO.

Since we're a subsidiary of a big insurance conglomerate, HR is trying to palm it off to them and saying they're "still discussing" the implications of following it or not. They've also tried to dangle a carrot in front of LGBT staff by saying they could organise a fundraiser to make the picnic "not just a token event", and avoided the reason AGAIN.

TLDR: I got added to the EDI (Bri'ish for DEI) slack channel where this was being discussed and wrote a massive statement about how the ruling was pseudoscientific bullshit that'll only make LGBT staff not wanna work here, and if they dont wanan work here neither will I.

Buy cute hat online, ships same day, arrives next, doesn't fit.

Order correct size. 1 week radio silence. Argh!

Shaved everywhere and feel great

starting hrt technically. not the fun gender kind tho it's just supposed to give me periods which i just didnt get before. which was kinda gender affirming ngl but im kinda sick of randomly bleeding and rly dark body hair

I've always been a rice girl, but currently I'm in my pasta era

i read more theory i swear i will understand hegel/phenomenology of the spirit at some point but it feels illusory. i think i understand terms or ideas for a brief second and then it's gone and i put the book down again.

I really liked Capitalist Realism tho so i'm probably going to try to find more of Fischer's books.

Used to sign my emails "warm regards" or "kind regards", since transitioning it's "warmest regards" or "kindest regards", because you better believe those regards are kinder and warmer than when I thought I was a sad man.

hii