I've successfully finished my finals :)

Stalin would be proud

See you, space cowgirl.

Trying to figure out what I potentially want to do with my hair going forward, but it’s hard because you see people with all kinds of hairstyles but you have no idea if your hair is suitable for it or what they have done to it necessarily.

I'm like 4 years too late to the party with this game but there's this one little detail about Hades that I noticed and absolutely adore and need to talk about for a second?

almost every character has a unique thing they refer to Zagreus as. "Prince Zed/Your Highness. Lad. Boy. Little Hades. Nephew. Grandson. My Kin. My Little Godling. Cousin. My Son. My Child. Zag/Man. Stranger. Hon. Boyo. All of those are from different characters and it gives the game so much life that half the cast has a unique thing they refer to Zagreus, the player character as and it's just... MMMM. peak writing

Okay

I've obviously not been in the best spot lately

Is coming out to my friend/manager a good idea or no? She's gay and has gay friends tbf. But I don't know about trans people. Also my shave still fucking sucks. It'd be in like 9 hours, maybe a bit more. Or uh I could chicken out again. Just has been on my mind a lot.

Meredith was a cute little nugget, thank you for sharing her with us :)

Saw Sinners last night, amazing movie.

finally got around to doing my eyebrows and damn i did a good job i think

you're telling me a chihuahua fridayed this rice??

Hestia Estra

Putting off the mega till last minute

All my friends pretend to be woke but they all , curious probably having gay ass dreams just like the girl reading this comment

unfortunately, I'm not breedable, I'm readable. I have a terrible poker face and it says so much more than I ever conciously realize

Had a powerful dream where all my previous lovers outed themselves as gay for me in a ritualistic way and begged me to date them. I stepped on them and walked away, they don’t deserve me.

Oh yeah, i’m on that bi-cycle !

Keep thinking of my height, got measured yesterday and like still the same. Just thought well duh I'm not getting taller but the horror dawned on me of what if the reverse might not be able to reach up on the top shelf where we keep the good shit away from the shorties

Made the mistake of looking at pictures of myself today. It's so over

Got a haircut recently and this time it actually turned out really well. Last time I got my hair butchered and was really upset about it.

Had a lighthearted message here and was going to write about my hair, but I ended up ripping off the bandage so to speak

Thank you all for this past year and a bit. I mean it, I would have taken much longer to figure out I am trans had you all not been here. I have met some absolutely wonderful people on here and on tracha, and one who has absolutely changed my life. I feel bad leaving this place behind, but I have to keep in mind it doesn't have to be forever. I can return under a different name, one I likely won't link to myself. I'll also probably stay on matrix, for those who want to reach me there. Still taking a break, and might go through an account reset of sorts, but I'll be there, even if I'm lurking in groups. Feel free to DM me, really, my matrix links are on both of my profiles here, and for those who have talked to me before and want to reach me again, I don't want to cut it all off.

Part of making this announcement is to manipulate my anxiety, in a sense. I can't go back on this, and I've known I've needed this for a bit now. I'm not isolating either, I'm due for a grass touching (in that I should do things IRL, trust me I touch grass). Thank you all, I'll say for a second time. It's been wonderful, and know that this isn't goodbye. Maybe I'll be back one day. Maybe I'll still be active on tracha. I'm still in DMs for sure. It's just hard to tell where things will go from here.

I'll not be posting again until it comes time to do my megathread on June 2nd, 2025. It's a biggie, the acknowledgement of my own existence happened a year ago in a couple days, and the date of the mega itself being the day I came out all at once. Until then, stay safe everyone, and be the versions of yourselves you want to be

Signed, @AshenWolf@hexbear.net & @Luna@hexbear.net

I love my d&d group!

Thats all

I dont like a lot of my body but I love my hair. I feel so lucky to have such curly voluminous hair

I'm supposed to sit at my desk and work even when I'm overwhelmed with sapphic yearning? wtf, this is homophobic.

I made the mistake of re-visiting the Hank Green HRT stuff from last year (where he basically gave a bunch of harmful misinformation which he never corrected). I'm reading reddit comments and getting so angry at redditors from a year ago.

Go from being sad I'm alone to hell yeah vocel gang in my vocel gang arc

Yeah my voice is nice and all but one of these days I should probably figure out how to use it for more than thirty minutes straight without having to recover for a day.

Applying to a couple jobs and like, they didn't even give the option of "is this your legal name?" Or "are you trans?" In the affirmative action portion. Just "male or female?"

What they did put was "by signing this you give us permission to verify this information."

And none of the places except for my current employer have known me by my current name, but I haven't legally changed it yet so...

I love how I look in makeup, but I actuality love how I look more when I wake up all disheveled, having slept in my makeup. Idk why, it's peak though, I look cute!