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It’s been more than a decade since I’ve had a cigarette, and I remember being sick of them and not enjoying it. But even so, wow do I want one or twenty right about now. Fuck.

Why yes I am in need of a therapist why do you ask?

Can’t wait to dream about smoking and being lonely for a few hours and wake up at 1am again.

Having a lot of self destructive thoughts lately, keep drinking too much and dreaming about cigarettes. Fuckin get it together lady jeez.

Pls make it the other one ❤️

Pls

This didn’t feel very hobbit, so now I’m just sitting by the fire with a tasty beverage and a fuzzy cat. Major improvement.

These are silly, and I’ve never heard of either of them, and I love them. Thank you for sharing them with me :)

There’s so much AI slop out there, we’re so fuckin over

Sitting by the fire with my booze and some junk food thinking about trying out ghostty, wondering whether I’ll even notice a difference (prob not tbh)

Got the day off from work, but I’m stressed about and overwhelmed by all of the other shit I need to be doing in my life so I’m day drinking and reading about different terminal emulators instead of dealing with anything.

After this last update it looks like my nvidia driver is kill; time to back up some data, finally install that AMD card I got on sale a while back, and nuke the OS for a fresh start.