ACAB but I love a small town cop discovering a vast conspiracy way above their paygrade.

Outer Ranges, Fargo Film/TV series, Stranger things, there's more etc

I've started watching the Bondsman (which is so so) but we've got a black female sheriff who has immediately pick up that something strange is happening. Though I'm not optimistic she will solve it as she's minor character probably destined to be killed, it's still nice to see this.

hair so long it's on the back of my neck now and it feels really nice :)

I can't with this fucking weird-ass dream I had.

Okay, so basically, in this dream, I was in a college class or something like that, and I haven't been in college for a bit. Weird.

And what I specifically remember is that there was this classmate of mine... he was a chubbier Black guy, looked a bit nerdy, wore glasses, and had somewhat spiky hair, and his name was "Lenward." I specifically remember that people called him that because his first name is Leonard and his middle name is Edward.

So, here's what's weird(er than that): Lenward would, out of absolutely nowhere, during lectures, just start beatboxing really well, and then he'd lay down the most fire bars imaginable, and then his desk just started levitating, and he floated around the classroom while doing it, and everyone, including the professor, was just cheering him on like, "GO, LENWARD! GO!"

And, when I wake up, I'm like, "What the fuck was that?"

i absolutely hate being this old and still completely and utterly single

i absolutely do not have the time or energy to even think about dating right now

screaming on floor

I wrote code so bad leetcode crashed to the point where the editor reset 🫠

looking through some recent selfies and good fucking god, they weren't kidding when they said HRT makes you look like your mom. If I wasn't so clockably trans I'd almost look like a clone of her

True, peaches do taste good

love me some gender drugs

"Soft-Launching" my neopronouns on one of my Discord servers by updating my profile but not saying anything... maybe a little cowardly, but we'll see how things go

Damn! My guess were bananas.

Came out to a friend (who I've known since high school) the other day as trans. Wasn't exactly hiding it, but just hadn't made it explicit either. He thought I had already come out, so gaslighting friends into thinking you already come out at some point can work.

Was basically the first time coming out by actually just saying "I'm trans". Despite knowing I'm trans for like 3 years and tomorrow or the next day being my HRT 1-year anniversary. Tomorrow sharing the date (April 11th), the following day (April 12th) being 365 days after. Which is February 71st, or 2/71 (e is 2.71...)... so I choose e day to be my celebration day.

started taking a higher dose of B-12 and i feel like a brand new person

Hung out with a few friends from work today. Was mostly nice but def felt like the odd one out at times. Of course, I was the only... "male bodied" person in the group and only out to one of them. She was also the one who said I'd be the person out of us to sit in the passenger seat of the Uber because the driver was a man. I guess I get it since I still look like a guy, but didn't feel great though.

I hope my HRT starts working better soon. I don't want to play act at being a girl and that's what it feels like I'd be doing if I tried to socially transition in the state I'm in.

hope yall r good at parrying because im dueling you all to the death, fox only, fin destination

Accidentally outed myself the other day when someone asked another trans woman if laser hurt and I laughed

Having a would be a great deal for reinventing myself honestly and not just getting stronger wise, the fantasy of just putting everything on pause more or less. I think I could handle the loneliness pretty well as I do what I need in those 2 years.