Very normal things are happening

I remember hearing from uh, @bubbalu@hexbear.net that this was in the works but waow.

It would be pretty based if I actually passed and just have BDD

watching a random youtube video just now finally taught me where chat pile got their name from

Today is an off-day for lifting, but yesterday's lift did not destroy me. I'm too powerful for that.

Look out motherfuckers...

I made a stressy post a few megas ago about my HRT not working very well. I then avoided reading too many of the replies for ages, because thinking about it amongst all the other things going on in my life just felt like too much I guess. I've been trying to rethink that and especially with the anniversary of Al-Aqsa flood, I'm aware how privileged I am to be able to avoid the things that stress me out - there are no content warnings for the horrors you experience when your home is bombed. It shouldn't be their job, but the determination of the Palestinian resistance is spurring me on to keep going as well.

Good news is that the couple of changes I made to my HRT regimen have made a very noticeable difference and I'm very thankful to feel more at home in my own skin than ever before. Been feeling lots of emotions too, more than ever before. It's mostly manifesting as me crying a lot, but it feels good to actually feel my feelings out instead of swallowing them whole into some pit with innumerable other repressed feelings, even if I'm not actively unpacking anything from the pit at the moment. And I already love my partner more and more every day, but it's been a lot more, so that's the best.

Anyway, thanks to everyone who replied to that last post of mine, I'm gonna do a few crossthread replies in the replies to this comment.

I've actually really improved on the violin, like a lot. I'm still kind of hard to hear practice, but it's not yeowly screeches anymore and looking at fingerings notations every other note. Now I can sight read AND mostly get the note lol. I think I can even graduate to big girl mode and take off the other 2 fret line thingies. My teacher got me to do third position. Now she just has to give me the secret of vibrato!! How the fuck do they do that, they just shake their hands? It doesn't sound even a little nice when I've tried

hey someone tell me that they're coming over to my place and want to fuck. my room is a mess and i need motivation to clean it. we don't have to fuck and you don't even have to come over actually

EDIT: i come back to hexbear and there are 5 fucking trans people in my notifications saying that they're coming over to play legos today wtf??

Happy US national coming out day.

We uphold TC69 Thought.

walked around and existed in public, used words with strangers, and got boba at the end. pretty good friday night

finished stranger things season 4. a bit bloated but still pretty good. not up to the highs of seasons 1 and 2 though

So the suggestion with the most upbears for queer movie night was Mulholland Dr, with Bit and Your Name coming in just behind. Unless someone has an issue with that, Mulholland Drive it is. idk, should I do a poll or something or does this sound good?

Are women's pants just shorter or like what's the deal with my ankles showing if i pull them too high.

Am I just weird for finding it uncomfortable.

oh

seems I've been up for 33 hours