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3 card: how can i be more trans?
Similar question. 3 card. How can I be gayer?
Past: Page of Swords
Pages represent someone who is inexperienced at their suit. Swords are thought, so Page of Swords would be someone who is curious and lacking knowledge. This is someone in your past, either a different person or an earlier version of yourself. If the latter, maybe you are being reminded that getting gayer is a journey that starts from a new beginning.
Present: Knight of Pentacles (reversed)
Knight of Pentacles might telling you that Page in your past has become a lost Knight of Pentacles. If this still represents you, then you could be in a rut, bogged down by a concept of being gay that may not resonate with you. You could be craving experimentation and new experiences. If this card represents someone else, then perhaps you had a gay mentor(s) and you no longer see them as guides in your growth.
Future: The Chariot (XIII)
The Chariot is saying that you can think about how to be gayer all you want but if you want to become gayer, you have to put your theory into practice.
Past: Judgement (XX)
At some point in the past, you had a wakeup call. If you died today and your life was judged, would you be trans enough? You realized that there was untapped potientals in self-experession. You had a new goal.
Present: King of Cups (reversed)
The King of Cups reversed is saying that in the current or near present, a part of you is moody and vulnerable. We can call this part the "authoritive emotion" which controls how we ought to feel in a situation. Reversed usually means energy blocked and in this context is saying you are not feeling as you ought to and this feeds your drive to be more trans.
Future: The Well (XXII)
This is actually a custom major arcana in the deck I'm using but the meaning in nice so I'm keeping it in lol. The Well is the source of creativity within us all. Learn how to accept and access this eternal spring of experession, and you will be able to reach untold levels of transness.