As for what the game title is referencing, there's a natopedia page specifically for the operation but this one gives a little more context

In short, Operation Chavín de Huántar was a military operation carried out by the Peruvian Armed Forces in response to a hostage situation at the Japanese embassy's residence. The hostages were being held by the Túpac Amaru Revolutionary Movement (MRTA), a Marxist-Leninist group who demanded a reversal on neoliberal market reforms, the release of political prisons, and improvement in prison conditions in general. To retrieve the hostages, the military dug a tunnel under the building and attacked from underneath. The aftermath of the operation left 2 soldiers dead, 1 hostage dead (none were harmed until the military attacked), and all 14 MRTA members dead, of which 3 members were tortured before death and as many as 8 were summarily executed after surrendering.

Link to the rom

Now, all three show some desire to, but to my understanding there is a fairly sizable subset of the transfem community that has no desire to attempt voice training at all. That always struck me as odd, but since it's not part of an experience I can have, I can't really judge in any way. So when it boils down to it, why not voice train? It seems like one of the foremost necessities to pass in a public setting. So why not go for it?

I'm starting to wonder if it's possible to fully untangle past trauma and maladaptive coping strategies. There are certain things buried so deep, that it feels like it's simply become a part of me. Families really freak me out.

:/

"low level" maybe this is just E horny I don't know. I need someone so bad. To be intimate. I need intimacy

re: my earlier post where I was complaining about people under the trans masculine umbrella not wanting to be associated with each other

Well, I do personally experience this actually, but it's only for the fucking turf flavored transmisogyny(noir) bullshit (yes this is about that one article that was shared recently in that post about trans masculine ppl) like is it so goddamn hard?? 😠 ridiculous.

So stressed out I can't sleep xwx

Have to find enough money for gas to make it to therapy appointment (or they might charge me the $100 no show/cancelled within 24 hrs fee and cut off my meds lmao), stupid insurance stuff preventing me from getting the CPAP machine I've been waiting 7 months for, eating horrible food or not eating at all, stuck in my horrible horrible room with 30 year old carpet cuz it's better than being around transphobic boomer family I'm stuck living with while they talk about fantastical invading immigrant hordes or stare at me "because they're trying to think of ways to help me" or start yelling at me about finding a job (IM FUCKIGN TRYING)

Been thinking recently about how used to living with little means I've become in the last few years as everything deteriorates. It's cwazy

On the bright side I am now pretty good at fixing things even without tools. I kindaaaa rebuilt my old CPAP's motor and made it run again off of fucking Chapstick as lube and a ball bearing I salvaged out of a computer fan. I'd be using it now if I wasn't concerned it would catch fire, probably while I was asleep and it was blowing air up my nose, if I ran it for more than 15 minutes cuz it got veryyyy veryy warm lol (not exactly factory spec). You should see the horrific solder job I did with a rusty GPU I found and a heat gun that let my boyfriend play The Finals at a good framerate until it broke again hehehe (some power filtering capacitors corroded to nothing but I bridged a previous stage to the output or smth that made the chip stable enough to run)

About to say fuck it and just get up and start grinding on the horrific online "job" (gig work) that pays less and less with each passing year

Hong Kong 97 is a bootleg Super Famicom "game" released in 1995. Designed by journalist Yoshihisa Kurosawa and developed by an anonymous Enix employee, this aggressively anti-communist and anti-Chinese shock project was made over the course of two days.

The game starts with a language select screen and a low bitrate 5 second clip of I Love Beijing Tiananmen that endlessly loops until you turn the game off. After language select, Mr. Business offers to sell your own original games and you get to keep a third of the profits. How generous! And then a message to dealers about stocking their game. Which yeah. The one thing this game doesn't lack in is audacity.

Above are the cutscenes that play every time before the game begins. I blurred the third image as it contains a pile of corpses that I'm assuming are real.

There's not much game to talk about; you move around and shoot PLA. You die on contact damage, if you're shot, or, if you somehow live long enough, chomped on by the disembodied head of Deng Xiaoping. Oh and when you die, you get hit with a digitized photo of an actual corpse. So yeah, either try not to lose, or, better yet, don't play the game at all and just look at the images I posted so you can think to yourself "what a terrible game I'm not playing"

This is the SCMP interview with Yoshihisa Kurosawa that I pulled most of the background from if you're interested for more info.

Link to the rom CW: pictures of real corpses, awful game

Note: Deng Xiaoping was still alive in 1995 when this game was made, but he did end up dying in 1997. He was 90 in 1995 so that's not like a really out-of-nowhere prediction but still a little weird.