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I don't spend as much time here as I used to, but I wanted to tell you all that I love you. This mega is the best place on the entire internet, and you all are the reason. I'll probably come back and read every now and then, but for now, I really need to focus on building community in person. I love you all so much and you will always be a part of who I've become.

I dont know what to say but tryna interact more with people to get out of my depressive overwhelmed head so hii:3

She's the one that everybody on the local horny transbian server is going crazy over and i just made her flustered. I think that's a good sign, she already locked me up in the crate in her living room last time i visited her.

Using photos of real corpses for your game for no reason

Least unhinged anti-communist

hallos:3

I've only been going by my new name for a couple weeks and it already makes me sad when I have to put in my old one (I guess it's my deadname, really) in for official legally stuff. Bleh

Well, it’s been two months and not a single person got my ‘trans broken arm syndrome’ cosplay. I had to give up on the idea, and I had my cast taken off. 0/10 that was not worth it at all. I picked the wrong bit to fully commit to realism. At least my insurance covers costumes and costume designers.

Put the water into the body

It comes out of the body

Now you need more water in your body

Tragic cycle of meaningless suffering

Yay happy cakeday to the account I made when I properly knew I was trans (still took some time to do anything lol)

Family is finally fucking gone! Have the house to myself. Think I'm going to partake for the first time in a year, hope I don't get too paranoid

there's a foam factory nearby and i was able to get a foam sheet for cheap so i can learn how to build and carve my very own fursuit head

It's fucking over for baguettes

I have a girlfriend now after spending a few nights with my friend More details will surely follow after I stop being so busy

Dysphoric baby trans women accept that people will find them attractive challenge (impossible)

Holy shit I feel awful. I just want this shit over. I am really, completely sick of suffering like this. I don't care to go through any more of this. I do not care what is on the other side of this. I don't want "normal" in 3 years or whatever. I want the pain to stop right now.

Happiness

As it turns out the people on hinge are kinda digging a silly little girl such as myself. Shit is like ivermectin to my worms maybe I do have something going on

I was looking for a job and then I found a job

The heavens know I'm miserable now ...

The move date is getting ever closer

I have a date scheduled for my driving test too. Just have to practice a bit to make sure I'm comfortable with driving and I'll be a car driving gay soon hopefully

Odyssey was fun, Elliot Page was a great cast actually especially his one super key scene.

Matt Damon for real said "our bronze age is collapsing" because of the sea people, bit on the nose lol

Finished reading Little Blue Encyclopedia (for Vivian) yesterday. It's very, very affecting, definitely my favourite trans lit novel at this point and probably my favourite novel of the year already, I can't see anything topping it.

By trans lit standards, I feel like this one is a lot more interesting than most of the rest since it's able to be unmistakably and deeply trans without actually being about transness. Which like yeah some of the other novels aren't either, Nevada is about being stuck, several are about misogyny, etc... But they still feel like the transness is an integral part of that theme; Maria is stuck, yes, but she's stuck in her transition. Here the trans elements are important and you can't really remove them, but they aren't core to its themes of unrequited queer love, rather they add to it. And idk, I find that really compelling. I love that the characters are able to be trans, have that be important and not hidden, but also not be the entirety of the book. I love my lit about being trans, but this feels more immediately real to me than any of those besides Nevada. It definitely helps that I relate to it, a lot.

Besides that the actual structure is just pretty cool? The choice of writing a dual Encyclopedia/Eulogy is fantastic and unique, though I think I like it more in theory than in practice. The framing gets dropped more and more as the book goes on, which works in the sense of it emphasising the grief giving way to joy, but imo it leaves the actual encyclopedia elements very bare. I think there's an alternate version of the book where the encyclopedia format is maintained more and tied in closer thematically to the actual main narrative throughline, but tbh idk if that would be a better book than this is. Overall the book is messy at times and you can tell it's Plante's first novel, but for a first novel this is fantastic and I love it. I need to hunt her new one sometime soon.

Fucking Christ the stupid ass local warlord just executed my son for distributing anti monarchical literature even though none of us can read

I don't suppose anyone has any info bookmarked about transdermal vs rectal progesterone dosage/absorption/bioavailability?

I've seen a couple of spray recipes suggest a daily dosage of 6-15mg which seems rather low, given that you'd normally do 100mg or 200mg up yer bum.

Kill every NYT Games editor now

Up with trans!

down with cis

i've eaten so much garlic lately that my fingies smell like garlic

How to soft launch girlmoding to my friends

God do I even wanna girl mode around them. I don't want to boymode either. I want it to be cold and wear hoodies and shit