negativity
I hate my stupid life. I can't believe where and who I am. Thinking about my childhood and teen years, how was that me. How am I who I am now. What is happening. Why is this me.
Spending my best years wasting away, hating my life, dysphoric, suffering, all the things. How miserable. And then dying early, if not by myself then climate change. As if either of those are good options. :::