::: spoiler alcohol , stress venting Just broke a bottle of whiskey the minute I got home from buying it. Not only do I have to clean it up now, but I have to go buy even more because I feel stupid and want to drink even more.

I am so fucking sick of getting 2/3 through a day and having something happen that negates all of that and makes me want to throw a brick at someone. I literally don't care that the day was going fine. I was on my way to RELAX and now there's more bullshit.

I'm getting plastered. I'm pissed . Whoever invented plastic bags needs to go away. Whoever made bottles round so they can roll needs to go away. Whoever made the floor hard needs to go away.

It's like the fucking Odyssey getting from my last obligation of the day to the point that I can fucking relax. And then I get 3 hours of sleep over the course of 7, and it all starts again

This isn't even what I wanted to complain about but I'm like seething right now. I'm dysphoric about a completely different set of problems. Let me get drunk, life, please.

• elder scrolls: john cena
• elder scrolls ii: doggerland
• elder scrolls iii: morrissey
• elder scrolls iv: bolivian
• elder scrolls v: scarab

my non-apple air pods case broke:( i use them so much for going to sleep (shout out to the jerma stream archive) cause i love putting one just one ear in. apparently if you email the company you can order a new case so fingers crossed it's not too expensive. i don't wanna have to get a new pair because these technically kinda suck in a few ways so i would wanna get something better but doing that research just seems like a pain lol

Work was hell on nearly no sleep. I go eep eep now. =w=

Obviously modding it until it breaks is an option for Skyrim. But one way I like to play is to do the normal game but as soon as I butt up against a problem or find something lacking fix it with mods.

Right now with my Vampire Lesbian, the Bloodchill Manor was feeling a bit lonely. I had turned Carine a beggar into a vampire for a previous quest. I used the mod that lets you turn beggars into servants. So now I have a named vampire I created keeping my place tidy, alongside my wife Uthgerd and a human thrall in the cell. I'm going to get the bone wolf as a pet too, because my character is also a powerful necromancer. Maybe use a mod to adopt that Aretino kid to raise as an assassin if I ever do the Dark Brotherhood.

I'm waking up at 5am on Monday to drive two hours to get a nice cassette player/recorder that actually records in stereo to make a Valentine's mixtape for my partner. The things I do for love

i finished I Love Amy and it was fantastic, very glad that i picked it up - 10/10

but i need moooooore! are there any other (completed?) yuri recommends i can source from the mega?

I hurt my lower back violently thrusting my pelvis to the dubstep remix of Sweet Caroline

I'm pretty sure the only semi-coherent thought I've had today is "Titania from Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn transed me," and it's just kinda been floating around in my head all day refusing to leave.

any himejin have some good recs?