Handheld mega is here! I have a few gaming handheld topics I want to yap about, I'll try to add one a day.
First thing I want to talk about is new to me, and relatively new in general, the DSpico! The DSpico is a new, fully open source flashcart for the Nintendo DS and DSi. The whole stack from the hardware, software, firmware is all freely available for anyone to modify and use. Built with an RP2040 microcontroller, 2 megabytes of flash memory, micro usb port.
So that's cool and all, we love open source projects, but what can it actually do? The basic function, for those who don't know, is to load software off an SD card on old consoles (Homebrew, launchers, and of course games). This lets you keep your entire library on one cartridge, including homebrew games and rom hacks. In addition this is the first flashcart to support DSiWare (downloadable games for the DSi), so you can pop it in a DSi or 3ds and play those games, in addition to the DS library.
Some other cool features. It has one of the lowest power draws of any flashcart, much less then the classic R4 clones. You don't need to charge it, it just takes power from the DS, but it does have noticeably longer playtimes then other flashcarts. It has a custom, and very pretty launcher with boxart and everything. Themes, right now I'm using one modeled after the Wii menu. It also boots and loads games much faster then other flashcarts or even cfw (custom firmware) on a DSi or 3ds. You can put GBArunner or other emulators on it if you wish.
More of a "toy" feature that I don't think most people will care about, but you can also force the DS fat and lite to run DSiWare games which was not originally possible. You do need to use TwilightMenu++ for this instead of the default launcher, but you can either switch to TwilightMenu++ for everything or run both. If I remember correctly about a third of DSiWare can run, so no where near everything, but still neat considering the DSi is more powerful.
Another neat aside, Phenommod is releasing a DSpico that has been modified to have IR support. This could be used in future homebrew, but is also used by the Pokewalker from Pokemon HeartGold and SoulSilver. It will work with original units but they are also releasing their own version, for cheaper and with a backlight screen, if you're into that. It also has a better CPU that lets you run compressed roms, even lower power usage, and a USB C port!
The kind of, "default" build by the team has micro usb which is a pain. Although you don't use this port much in normal use so I don't actually see it as a major flaw, even in current year. You can do some cool homebrew stuff with it though. One interesting example I saw was using a DSi as a webcam. But all you need it for is flashing firmware, you can take the SD card out for managing roms/art/themes/settings/etc.
But yea, finally a fully hackable DS flashcart! None of the BS of other carts.
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So I'm copying my previous comment about coming out to my mom if anyone is interested in reading it.
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Remember me saying I wanted to tell my mom today but wasn't sure? So I kind of just did tell her after watching I Saw The TV Glow together, she didn't understand it like I thought could happen, so I had to explain.I cried like 4 or 5 times during the movie, then cried during the credits and ugly cried when she hugged me asking what was wrong.
I haven't ugly cried in multiple years, it was liberating.
Honestly I still can't believe I did it, but I did!!
She doesn't fully get what comes now, but she said she loved me. I did ask her to stop using my deadname, but when asked what she should call me I couldn't bring myself to tell her the name I liked the most so far, I don't know why, I guess I thought it was silly or cringe. Luckily I showed her the messages I sent to my friend and the name was there and she liked it.
We also talked about a lot of different stuff ranging from prejudice to child birth lol.
She also wanted to tell my dad, but I told her multiple times I don't want him to know, and she accepted it, said she won't say anything to him.
I'm feeling a lot of emotions right now, relief and weight off my shoulders, but at the same time embarassement, and feeling like I'm still just pretending, and that I'm an intruder. I guess the fear of change does that to you, but I'm sick of my current self, I don't want to keep being a man.
spoiler spoiler for the movie I don't want to share Owen's fate, I want to have Maddy's courage. :::
I also wanted to say there's a lot of emotions I'm feeling now that I've wake up today. I feel embarrassed, I feel fear, I feel like I'm pretending and that I'm making a mistake. I still can't believe I told my mom yesterday.
That sounds like it went so well, congratulations! Your mom seems like she's equally as awesome as you are!
Thanks comrade
I'm feeling really weird and don't know how to proceed at the moment, but I'm glad I did it.
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I'm glad you did too, and thank you for the way you write about it. I really identify/empathize with a lot of what you describe, and it's been super helpful to read. I keep trying to ignore thinking about this stuff or getting scared about moving forward, and your thoughts have meant a lot lately.Aww thanks comrade, it makes me feel nice knowing what I write here can be so helpful for you
I totally get the fear, I lived most of my life in fear, I'm still in fear, I guess I just had enough of letting fear dictate every single centimeter of my being. I can't keep living through fantasies inside my head while my current self rots away, I want to be, not to just imagine.
proud of you comrade
Thank you
Like I said in the DM, so proud of you.
Acting on behalf of ones authentic self can feel like that after trying to hide it for so long. It might not be anything other than the awkward hangover from an act of liberation.
Thank you comrade, I really appreciate your support
I still feel weird, but I also feel much more free. My mom does not know exact what to do so she is still treating me on the masculine, but it's on me for not telling her about that yet, because I was rather overwhelmed by the whole thing, but I'll do that today.