Please give me grace as I talk about worldly success, but it makes me happy. I'm going international on vacation soon for the first time soon. I had plans that were squashed a few weeks before COVID lockdowns. I always kept enough PTO and some money in the account for it at my last job. I'm going with some coworkers from the adrenochrome factory. They're branching out and making their way and I'm happy for them. But I told them the idea, they were down. We have accomodations, flight details, and it's now starting to feel real instead of that task that I'm behind on planning for.