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suicide
I am glad the world will keep spinning without me. It will be like I was never here. That sounds nice actually.I can't believe I have to keep suffering like this for god only knows how long. I have to be nearing the end of it. I have maybe 2 years before I can call it a decade. Nearly a decade of this awfulness and misery. All of it to blame on this horrid disorder. "gender dysphoria".
spoiler
I have this stupid problem where I keep trying things because once apon a time they worked to make me feel better. I want to reach out to people who made me feel better before. But I don't think it will keep working.I don't understand why I have no motivation to do better. I was just thinking earlier about one of my coworkers who had her life ruined by something else and now can't have what she really wanted. But she still gives life 110%. She is busy constantly. Works not a great job but something she feels some passion for. Going back to school. Busting ass.
But here I am. Not doing anything. For years. I've been wanting laser. Need to get my driver's license. For some stupid fucking reason I can't get myself to.
I think, in addition to all my obvious mental health problems, my disorder, my autism. I am also just a stupid, useless broken bitch. Meds didn't work. Shock therapy didn't work. Getting a job again didn't work. Hrt. Going out into the world and meeting other lgbt people. Friends here. Nothing I have done or tried has worked. I am still just a stupid, broken, useless bitch.
back to suicide
I have no hope. No future. It's nice to pretend. It was nice to pretend I would travel. It's nice to pretend I'll meet someone one day. But it's not real. Everything that is actually real is horrible.I hope I die soon. I am tired of this. I am sick of feeling like shit, my life being shit.
Anyway, I should go to bed. I have to get up early so I can work a stupid fucking job to save a few more stupid fucking dollars because for some stupid fucking reason I think that will help me.