Alright gotta do this before I head out, transformers I mostly know them to do one thing and that's changing voltage. You either have step up or what I've learned them for mostly in HVAC as step down as in changing 240 volts to 24 volts. There's not much you really do to fix them if they aren't working just make sure the wires coming in are actually secured on it and the lines out also. If it ain't working you replace it with an OEM and move on but I done some digging into how they work. As shown in the image you got windings shown primary and secondary and how the voltage change depend on the ratio of windings you got and the voltage coming in. Something something Faradays of induction and you got EMF, look I'm not gonna pretend I fully understand it all yet but I'm trying. I know this component is real important since while the main things in HVAC require 240 volts a lot of safe guards and other components need just 24 volt to get working such as contactors and switches to get the power through. Anyway keep looking out on this mega as I add more through out the week as I try to educate myself on it by reading.
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Holy shit life is fucking depressing.
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It's everything honestly. Mostly being trans and having gone through and suffered all the effects of T puberty. Also how disgusting most people act about it. Also hate work. Hate that I'm probably going to work for the same small company my dad does because I don't have any options. How fucking shit is that. Dad's a chud and so is the company. But I don't have any fucking options because I'm fucking depressed because of being fucking trans. Fuck being trans.Complained a tiny bit in group before everyone started talking over me. Was trying to talk with the transfem NB at the group. Hate complaining with them there because they have it way worse as far as trans stuff goes. Not that it isn't pretty dogshit for me too. Also idk why people put there flag on "some people are good though!" like that's what matters and not the like 80% who aren't. Like they can't make life horrible enough. Also thinking transition is just a matter of time :agony-shivering: whatever out of time to whine, breaks over.
I feel you quite a bit
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For me it's mostly the work thing. If I had an okay job with accepting people that was enough for me to live on my own comfortably, then I'd be okay.I hope you can find supportive friends, that makes so much of a difference, they make me feel like anyone who does not respect me doesn't matter and I love them for it. That's probably the only reason why being trans doesn't make me even more depressed.
Of course, I am still dysphoric and have to deal with that too, but having some support makes it much more bearable.
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I don't think it's even possible for me, I hit 40 hours last week and it felt like it was killing me, idk I'm so cooked. And being trans good luck finding anything. If work was manageable and people were actually good that would be a big help to me though yea.I had supportive friends but I think I'm just too depressed and shitty for anyone to want to be around. So now I'm mostly isolated again, which is mostly fine until I randomly break every now and again. Cis people are rarely supportive and trans people don't like me because I hate being trans and am suffering all the time because of it.
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I think that's just depression speaking. You might be pushing people off or just avoiding them because you think they don't want you around. I'm sure you are a nice person and a lot of people would be lucky to have you as a friend.
Also, a lot of my supportive friends are cis, except they're all communists so maybe there is some bias about that. But my point is, you might be in a place where people are fucking awful. I hope you can find a better place to live.
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Oh and while I'm being shitty about the meeting last night, this gnc cis woman (she has short hair, not buzzed just kinda short. I work with old people and loads of them have hair that short) was talking about how society treats her badly because of being gnc, and like that really doesn't make me feel better. If just cutting your hair a bit short makes that happen then sounding like a man, having a man's frame, an Adam's apple, being born "male" like all of that has me fucking fucked then doesn't it? How's that make me feel better? Also you could also always just, grow your hair out?? Like literally just get a longer haircut. Do you know the things I'd do if that could be my fix?? I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT HOW "BAD" CIS PEOPLE'S LIVES AREspoiler suicide Oh but what do you want to hear
Honestly idk. Honestly you (hypothetical reader) are probably right. There probably isn't anything. I do not have any hope. For perfectly valid reasons, despite everyone's best efforts to convince me otherwise. I probably do just need to kill myself. All I want is for this fucking HELL to stop and it won't, it can't, nothing is helping. I just need to fucking kill myself :) :::