CommunistCuddlefish

joined 3 years ago

Yes and liberals won't even pretend to oppose her atrocities just like they didnt even pretend to care about Palestine under Biden and Harris. They'll cheer for our defeat

Probably good to stop in season 2 because partway through season 3 there's a

CW SA descriptiongraphicremoved shown on camera for an extended period of time and then it is handled horribly by every character and it just really felt like the writers didn't know what the hell they were writing about.

[–] CommunistCuddlefish@hexbear.net 17 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

Thanks! If a politician can't call genocide genocide* then they should be treated the same as Holocaust deniers

*and treat it as such. So yes I am calling AOCIA a nazi

[–] CommunistCuddlefish@hexbear.net 34 points 2 days ago (3 children)

His kill-the-unhoused stances already disqualified him.

Idk what his stance on the Palestinian Genocide is but he's a liberal darling so probably terrible, can anyone confirm?

Throwing trans people under the bus? Cherry on top

If a million zionist struggle sessions during an ongoing genocide isnt enough to get the users and mods to act right, I dont think anything will

kril-drained

[–] CommunistCuddlefish@hexbear.net 12 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago) (8 children)

I posted the below at https://hexbear.net/comment/7478768 for general feedback if anyone is still looking at that thread, but I wanted to specifically solicit advice from empoc comrades and have a discussion here: ———————————————————————————————-———————————————————————————————-———————————————————————————————-———————————————————————————————-

Alright since this has gotten so much visibility I feel out of my depth and am opting for transparency in part because it'd be good to maybe have some perspective. I don't know if this is settled or if we as a site are going to have to hammer out some more differences later. But, SEG made a new account and DM'd me an apology. I'm going to withhold her new username and the text of the apology, partially out out of respect for the privacy of a DM, partially because I have very high standards for apologies and feel she did actually clear them and meant what she said enough to deserve that grace.

However, I'll post my response publicly because it expresses that this problem is bigger than us and I'm at my limit and don't know what more to do. Constructive advice/input welcome.

Wow. I appreciate the apology. This has been stressful but I’m glad you’re getting the beginnings of some growth out of it, as my goal is never “winning the argument” so much as “solving the problem”. I’m not going to block you right now. I’m heartened that this has given you pause and made you reflect a bit, and I hope that proves fruitful. With this message of yours, I’m willing to optimistically consider my beef with you settled, and I’d rather not block unless I feel I actually have to.

As far as further discussion… honestly, I’m half interested and I also half want to just not deal with this anymore. Just with what flack I have gotten I’m tired. And these problems are bigger than you and me. I feel like we maybe need to have a site-wide struggle session about the ways that white femininity has been and continues to be wielded as a weapon against racialized and colonized people of all genders including men and the ways that impacts our spaces, but I don’t know if we actually have enough remaining active POC users with the bandwidth to field that. I suspect if we did we’d lose a large portion in the process. And then on top of that these are merely reflections of broader cultural trends and it quickly feels like too much. I have been getting supportive DMs agreeing with what I said and expounding upon those ideas further from poc who are too drained to say it publicly and expose themselves to the inevitable backlash, and while I could take point on conveying and synthesizing those arguments, that also exposes me a lot and in a way hamstrings my ability to argue because I can’t understand my comrades’ perspectives as well as they do. I don’t think I am qualified or in a good position to take point on that.

So I’m not sure what to do right now. Maybe I’ll ask around, and maybe more to follow.

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Really, what do we do? Is it worth making more out of this and trying for a culture shift, or should I and we just drop it and resort to heavy use of blocks so we don't have to see this sort of thing as much? I don't think the former can be done without multiple people getting involved, but it would be cool if it happened. I know a lot of us are tired and rather doomer about the state of white leftism but I'm not personally ready to give up on them yet.

Alright since this has gotten so much visibility I feel out of my depth and am opting for transparency in part because it'd be good to maybe have some perspective. I don't know if this is settled or if we as a site are going to have to hammer out some more differences later. But, SEG made a new account and DM'd me an apology. I'm going to withhold her new username and the text of the apology, partially out out of respect for the privacy of a DM, partially because I have very high standards for apologies and feel she did actually clear them and meant what she said enough to deserve that grace.

However, I'll post my response publicly because it expresses that this problem is bigger than us and I'm at my limit and don't know what more to do. Constructive advice/input welcome.

Wow. I appreciate the apology. This has been stressful but I’m glad you’re getting the beginnings of some growth out of it, as my goal is never “winning the argument” so much as “solving the problem”. I’m not going to block you right now. I’m heartened that this has given you pause and made you reflect a bit, and I hope that proves fruitful. With this message of yours, I’m willing to optimistically consider my beef with you settled, and I’d rather not block unless I feel I actually have to.

As far as further discussion… honestly, I’m half interested and I also half want to just not deal with this anymore. Just with what flack I have gotten I’m tired. And these problems are bigger than you and me. I feel like we maybe need to have a site-wide struggle session about the ways that white femininity has been and continues to be wielded as a weapon against racialized and colonized people of all genders including men and the ways that impacts our spaces, but I don’t know if we actually have enough remaining active POC users with the bandwidth to field that. I suspect if we did we’d lose a large portion in the process. And then on top of that these are merely reflections of broader cultural trends and it quickly feels like too much. I have been getting supportive DMs agreeing with what I said and expounding upon those ideas further from poc who are too drained to say it publicly and expose themselves to the inevitable backlash, and while I could take point on conveying and synthesizing those arguments, that also exposes me a lot and in a way hamstrings my ability to argue because I can’t understand my comrades’ perspectives as well as they do. I don’t think I am qualified or in a good position to take point on that.

So I’m not sure what to do right now. Maybe I’ll ask around, and maybe more to follow.

Their little head wiggles are so precious ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ

[–] CommunistCuddlefish@hexbear.net 15 points 3 days ago (2 children)

snom party-blob party-parrot spongebob-party BABIES BABIES BABIES BABIES BABIES soviet-heart welcome to the world!

[–] CommunistCuddlefish@hexbear.net 13 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago)

agony-deep

I've been pleasantly surprised by the popular support though. General site exceeding my expectations. kril-bashful crush

 

Total run time: 3h14m of movies plus 16 minutes of interstitial High Art (piss break songs), rounded to 2 sig figs = 3h30m

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There may be 0 deaths in these movies and no gore, but I fear this might be the most disturbing movie night I’ve ever hosted.  “Who are you and what have you done with Cuddlefish?”, you may ask.  Well, I’ve never seen The Wedding Crashers and I met someone who was trying to sell her collection of over 1000 Wedding Crashers DVDs to raise funds for laser, and I take that as a sign that I should.  If not now, when?

Next, we have a Disney movie about a 2D princess going to the terrifying 3D world.  This sounds like it could be an effective cosmic horror about the effects of being forced to live in more dimensions than one’s mind is capable of, à la HP Lovecraft’s fear of non-Euclidean geometry, but instead they make it some ¿sweet? rom-com.  She falls in love with a divorce lawyer and forgets her betrothed because I guess 3D D mogs 2D D (I’m so sorry).  I’ve heard it’s pretty sweet so I’m going to try it out.

I did not plan this, but it turns out divorce is the common thread that justifies why both these movies are being shown together, not pure happenstance (it was pure happenstance).

Wedding Crashers (2005)

Best friends John Beckwith and Jeremy Grey are divorce mediators in Washington, D.C. who, in their spare time, crash weddings under false identities to meet and have sex with women. At the end of a season of successful crashes, Jeremy convinces John to crash the wedding of the eldest daughter of the U.S. Treasury Secretary, William Cleary.  Shenanigans ensue.  This entire movie is probably highly misogynistic

Content Warnings for Wedding Crashers

Violence and gore: barely :(

  • minor surface wounds

Sexual violence: Heavy.

  • Sexual harassment and assault depicted on screen played off for laughs, multiple attempts
  • Stalking

Other:

  • Death of a parent
  • Character is restrained
  • hate speech
  • homophobia
  • Abused ends up in a relationship with abuser
  • ableism

Doesthedogdie: https://www.doesthedogdie.com/media/12558

UnconsentingMedia: https://www.unconsentingmedia.org/items/884

IMDB Parental Guide: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0396269/parentalguide/

TankieTube link to movie: https://tankie.tube/w/aatZYrNTHTncprpSKKmWj6

Interstitial Break Queue: 16m09s planned

Pee Break Songs:

Wedding music

Omar Souleyman sings at his own son’s wedding: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4R6iFSYDZ0 (6m45s)

In all things there must be a remembrance of…

Enchanted (2007)

Echanted is a 2007 American live action/animated musical fantasy comedy film.  It focuses on an archetypal Disney princess-to-be named Giselle, who is exiled from her 2D animated world into the 3D live-action world of the New York metropolitan area, where she promptly forgets her 2D betrothed and falls in love with a 3D divorce lawyer.

The live-action animated film is both a homage to and a self-parody of Disney's animated features, making numerous references to past works through the combination of live-action filmmaking, traditional animation, and computer-generated imagery.  It also marks the return of traditional animation to a Disney feature film after the company's decision to move entirely to computer animation in 2004.

Content Warnings for MOVIE 2

Basically nothing.

Doesthedogdie: https://www.doesthedogdie.com/media/14609

UnconsentingMedia: https://www.unconsentingmedia.org/items/12404

IMDB Parental Guide: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0461770/parentalguide/

TankieTube link to movie: https://tankie.tube/w/fwFS3iBmSGq2Sm8Gm2VPJP

 

Apparently his channel was demonetized a couple years ago for releasing a eurobeat remix because catchy music is terrorism, more details here https://docs.google.com/document/d/17tAUpwztZKXzfZYSpe-38OqWaiVMCgvwUHzI4BeFIqM

I love the original song and am interested in hearing his remix of it. If anyone's got it, please mirror or dm me

 

(I know Hochul's never been in the vicinity of the Left but Mamdani is allegedly DSA-tier)

Alternate headline: Muslim mayor of NYC begs Trump for counterterrorism funds because of 9/11, inveighs against defunding the police

Counterterrorism funds were not famously used to brutalize Muslim NYC-ers

Weaponizing the smears against us for wanting to abolish the US police, which got watered down into wanting to defund them. This is the same tier of political literacy as calling Trump gay for Putler or Hegseth woke and trans-affirming for wanting to give aspiring war criminals testosterone shots

I will never live down the period where I thought Mamdani could be better. God. Fuck. I thought the person on hexbear who told me last year that fake socialists winning elections would be a disaster for the left was an ultra; turns out 'twas I who was wrong.

 

Someone ripped the front cover off so idk what the title is. It's going straight into a recycling bin, the paper deserves better. And of course the "romance" is between a minor and a legal adult.

 

Total run time: 3h15m of movies plus 15 minutes of interstitial High Art (piss break songs) = 3h30m

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Two movies featuring James Woods being James Woods.  We learn about his tragic backstory of heavy violence.  These movies come with a lot of content warnings, so be prepared.

Vampire$ (1998)

An adaptation of the piece of shit book Vampire$ by John Steakley.  A team of vampire hunters backed by the Vatican hunt vampires in New Mexico.  There’s blood!  There’s violence!  There’s weirdness!  Men deal with their feelings in very unhealthy ways!  Some cowboyesque gunslinger dude has revolvers that shoot silver bullets!  This movie is a rare case where the movies adaptation is far better than the book, but this is still the weakest JC movie I’ve seen.

Content Warnings for Vampire$ (1998) (1h48m)

Violence and gore: SEVERE

  • It is very bloody.  Stabbings, people ripped in half with their internal organs showing, beheadings, corpse burning, head on spike, disemboweling,

Sexual violence: High (not much depicted, enough shown / hinted at that it would be very triggering to some)

  • A woman is shown stumbling along with two men, bleeding from between her thighs. She’s then stripped naked and tied to a bed.  Later she is beaten ¿but it’s “ok” because she’s turning into a vampire?
  • Questionable depictions of sex workers

Other:

  • vomiting
  • f slur
  • suicide attempt

Doesthedogdie: https://www.doesthedogdie.com/media/44513

UnconsentingMedia: https://www.unconsentingmedia.org/items/9500

IMDB Parental Guide: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0120877/parentalguide/

TankieTube link to movie: https://tankie.tube/w/hwwPAovwMeQ2wayWkrydVZ

Videodrome (1983) (1h27m)

Content Warnings for Videodrome (1983) (1h27m)

A guy who bootlegs underground broadcasts of a snuff show gets more and more obsessed with the scenes he’s seeing.  The boundaries between real life and the screen blur.  Much body horror and “creative sex” ensues.  

Violence and gore: SEVERE

  • Body horror, transformations, goop and gore
  • shooting, killing, GOOP AND GORE
  • suicide on screen
  • The main theme of the movie is about a guy who seeks out ever-worsening sexual snuff films so it gets fairly intense.

Sexual violence: SEVERE

  • A woman burns her own breast with a cigarette
  • Video of women being subjected to various BDSM scenes (whipping, piercing, burning, shocking the genitals).  It’s implied this is not consensual and that they are later murdered.  In fact it is not clear if this is BDSM or just straight up torture. -removed off screen heavily implied

Other:

  • Themes of addiction
  • hallucinations galore.  It’s hard to follow what’s real and what isn’t.
  • orientalism in the porn snuff films

Doesthedogdie: https://www.doesthedogdie.com/media/17646

UnconsentingMedia: https://www.unconsentingmedia.org/items/3485

IMDB Parental Guide: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0086541/parentalguide/

TankieTube link to movie: https://tankie.tube/w/5vMx1yTQ83xE4XkWNUsokU

 

Vox is pushing her. They ask several people in south Carolina and only show one cite Palestine against wanting her to run again. One woman says no don't run, she's too smart so people won't like her.

The harshest criticism they give AIT time to is that somewhere around minute 28 a democratic insider says "the campaign needs to be Bye Bye Biden. Like the backstreet boys". But not for any reason other than the biden campaign being unpopular

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ux0Y9utkAkw

 

I asked here about several games’ politics, particularly Esoteric Ebb:  https://hexbear.net/post/8877391.  Based on the answers I picked the game up on sale and played it.

“More lighthearted Disco Elysium written by a SocDem in a DND setting” sounds like it could be fun.  It really sucked me in.  The world was interesting, the mechanics were fun, there were very cute elements, and it overall felt charming and cozy even when it went into heavier territory.  “It was a bit lib, but not too bad”, I was warned.  My tolerance must be lower than other people’s, but I was grossed out by how the narrative handled conflict between communism and fascism, social democracy, genocide and conquest.  Overall I’d say It’s no DE.  It hits neither the lows nor the highs.  I loved some of the cute friends you can make in the game

To be fair: I picked a Red and Green cleric not knowing what those meant politically and not even knowing what a cleric is because I don’t play DND, but just generally appreciating both wisdom and physical strength, and went in blind, didn’t look things up til I was done with the game.  I don’t know if that dramatically changed the messaging I got in the narrative / quest structures.  Halfway through I was thinking I’d love to do a yellow-blue playthrough because it’d be funny to see the game satirize ancap freaks more, but after seeing the end I don’t know if I will return for a 2nd playthrough.  But keep in mind, I said the Azgalist line every time it came up and was leaning very clearly into the character of a disaffected urthguard member with strong Azgalist sympathies.

discussion of what I didn’t like with heavy spoilers

  • I was irritated that the very revolutionary seeming dwarves were just socdems and that was not more critically interrogated.  They’re out there claiming to represent dwarf-Marx, but it takes a human girl to present more radicalism.  In neither case are the positions really interrogated, I felt.  

  • The division between the fascist youth and the azgalian youth is presented as a boy/girl divide, a lover’s spat (Rollo is hinted as having a crush on Modissa).  Worse, when I tried to give the orange ledger to Modissa, I was forced to give it to Rollo first so he could give it to her.  This turned into essentially a red-brown alliance, and the game was very aware of Strasserism, as Rollo later talks about the in-game equivalent of national socialism (national azgalism.  Nazgalism).  Is this horseshoe theory?

  • The game is forgiving to and almost apologetic of the racist nationalists who are not racist, just unemployed and loveless young men upset about economics (and then say racist things).  Should their plight be ignored?  No.  Should it be centered so much?  Also no.

  • #Most upsetting to me: At the end, Snell gets to confront Urth about the humans genociding his people and doing forced assimilation to the survivors.  Urth’s defense was “Yes it was bad but I had to do it for my people’s survival.  They had no land, were fleeing certain death, and needed somewhere to live, so I took yours”.  Hm.  Doesn’t this sound like one of the foundational myths of a certain fake apartheid state that’s currently committing genocide on live TV?  And we don’t get to condemn it.  He even says that one of the goblin collaborators, Crann, told him that he was making the correct choice because if a single goblin was left alive, they would fight to kill humans forever.  Urth ends up being “merciful” by doing a sort of “gentler” genocide in the vein of what AmeriKKKa did to First Nations: residential schools and brutal forced assimilation.  This is also sugar-coated and a positive spin is put on it, that Snell is something new and different, ignoring that part of his complaint is that he feels like his people barely even get to be goblins anymore.  And we don’t get to condemn this.  Even as the game calls it a genocide, arguments softening horrific genocide are put forth and then not rebutted or interrogated.  Why can my Azgalist cleric with over 20 in wisdom and supposed love for all not tear these arguments apart?  The game calling it genocide but then not letting us condemn it feels like a land acknowledgement from a university.

  • We spend an entire game on an election and I don’t even get to know how the election turned out?  Come on!

I’ll end on a positive: shoutout to my dear friend Meek the Mimic.  Love the little guy and wish he would hop out of the game into this realm to be my cloak, so I could always be getting a hug from a friendly little guy.

To get ahead of critiques of my complaints:

  • Yes I know having a character say something fucked up is not an endorsement of the fucked up thing.  I’m critiquing the presentation and narrative framing of these things, not the existence of imperfect characters.  

  • No, I don’t need all my media to be squeaky clean or ideologically pure.  I enjoy plenty of art from problematic creators.  

  • I think handling difficult topics is great!  What I take issue with is taking on the task of handling these delicate topics badly.  Remember, Disco Elysium handled fascism and colonial atrocities much better.

 

"This is the official community for Brayland Union, a micronation asserting sovereignty over asteroid 468 Lina (also designated 1901 FZ, A915 PA, and A918 EB).

This is a place to discuss Brayland Union, its development, and other micronation news."

Stumbled across this when my app accidentally showed me all instead of local and I got clickbaited into reading the comments on a post titled "AI for President? Here's why, as an AI expert, I think it could happen by 2032"

https://lemmy.today/c/brayland

 

I'm curious about:

Esoteric Ebb

Fermi Paradox

Tooth and Tail

They all look like games which could be great and could also be ruined by having weak ideas. Disco Elysium spoiled me

 

Think of swan songs to post for the intermission!

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We will be watching two movies by Toei Animation.  We’ll start with The Wild Swans (1977), a retelling of a fairy tale wherein a witch turns three boys into swans and sets their sister to an impossible task to break the curse.  I’ve never seen it but it’s been on my to-watch list for a very long time.

Next, the star of the show, is Swan Lake (1981).  It holds a special place of honor next to Scamper the Penguin in the Cuddlefish Canon and I’m delighted to say it holds up in adulthood.   My mom got a VHS of it as a gift for me (along with Scamper!) from a small video rental store that was going out of business when I was in preschool, and it’s been special to me ever since.  Much less bloody than our usual fare, the dismemberment is purely personal and spiritual: the movie is tied to heartbreak for me, as I made the terrible decision to watch it with my ex before they showed their true colors.  It is my hope that by watching it together with friends I can claw it back from being linked in my mind to an abuser, just as we did with Scamper.

CWS: IMDB, UM, and DTDD are useless for these, but my guess for The Wild Swans is that it’s fine.  Abusive stepmother stuff.  Swan Lake has some controlling and abusive father stuff, an old man being very gross and obsessive toward a young woman, and general treachery but nothing really stands out.  It’s cartoonish.  Both are monarchist because they’re fairy tales

TankieTube Links to movies:

The Wild Swans: https://tankie.tube/w/jULFr6SPMvevrzGyZAzwtD

Swan Lake: https://tankie.tube/w/ggDcjvYmmEdnx5D7UwqSoq

 

I’m supposed to be doing important life logistics self care stuff but I saw a book in a used bookstore and decided not to get it and then I saw a video dunking on Sim Kern’s "tankies are calvinists” brainworms and now here I am thinking about the outsized role that speculative fiction has had upon the political landscape.  This is leading me down a rabbit hole of my own thoughts and idk if I’m cooking or if I am cooked (my AC can’t keep up so I’m at least partially cooked.  Heat maketh for odd thoughts) so I’d like some outside perspectives.  I don’t know where I’m going with this but if these disjointed ramblings inspire interesting related thoughts please, let’s chat.

Thread 1: Speculative fiction:

The book I considered picking up today was A Country of Ghosts by Margaret Killjoy, about an anarchist society that fights against colonizers and tries to defend themselves using asymmetrical warfare.  Sounds cool.  It’s short and I perhaps should have picked it up to read, but I ended up not, preferring to read other books (well tbh I’ve been mostly reading Red Sails essays of late).  I can predict that she has them win the fight and that it will be inspirational, given what passing familiarity I have had with her body of work previously — she focuses on uplifting stories, “cool people doing cool stuff”, hope! (¿though might one say “hopium”?).

This reminded me that I’d read Alien Clay by Adrian Czajkowski and while I enjoyed it, I couldn’t help but note that

spoilersthe decentralized revolutionary organizing failed until the entire alien planet biosystem stepped in!

Which sent a message, likely not what the author intended, that anarchist organizing doesn’t work without some big unreal maguffin to back it up.  But that wasn’t the point, the point was to show how it could work well and explore some cool xenobiology

Brave New World?  Speculative fiction.  1984?  Speculative fiction.  Lord of the Flies?  Fiction.  Fiction, fiction, fiction, ideas must be explored in fiction, and those explorations are as valid as explorations that are not in fiction but are in the realm of real analysis.

Thread 2:  Fleeing from the Horror of Reality into the Comfort of the Dream

Or, denying reality in favor of some hopeful message about how we can solve the unreal problems instead of doing the hard work to understand and grapple with the real problems

Liberals get upset with me for pointing out that the Democrats are genocidal Nazis and I think in some cases it’s because that makes them feel like the problem is too big to solve.  As long as the problem is just with Trump, the problem is solvable or endurable.  But if the problem is both wings of the AmeriKKKan Nazi Party, then it’s too insurmountable.  “Stop fascism in the Fourth Reich?  Better to hope that a pig will sprout wings!  Therefore I need Cuddlefish to be wrong so that I can have hope, therefore she must be wrong.”  Even though my message is not one of hopelessness, but a call to action, a naming of the problem so that the problem can be fought!  They cannot conceive of a way and so turn to fiction and nebulous dreams to comfort them.  Empty platitudes about community, about civil society and norms.  Or perhaps they are upset about the threat to their privileges, their class positions, and so turn to comforting fictions instead.  There are many reasons they turn their backs on reality, but they always do for whatever reason.  They have to, to preserve the fiction.

Anarchists have gotten upset with me for going “hell yeah dude, that sounds awesome!  Let’s look at these ideas of a better future more and delve into how that would work!  What are some historical examples, successes and failures?”  Or worse, when I asked questions about how to solve certain problems, I wasn’t even trying to poke holes in their utopian vision, I was trying to figure out how it would work, but somehow I was bourgeois for not being ok with letting people just die of cancer at age 30.  I’ve tried to really dig in, but their answers are so nebulous and involve a lot of “just-so” magical thinking.  It’ll work out somehow.  Hookworm isn’t real.  We will be greeted as liberators rather than as those bastards who destroyed the systems upon which people rely for survival.  Every small community will figure things out through cooperation so we don’t need to think about what comes next.  Source?  Trust me bro.  Read some poetry.  The dream is beautiful.

The dream is beautiful.  It is, and it’s a dream.  They’re all dreams.  But I try to work in the realm of reality, and reality is a nightmare from which we can never wake.  Instead we must do what we can to fight against what makes it a nightmare, and that is ugly and difficult.  It helps to look at what people have done that have survived for longer than 10 years, which means looking to the Soviet Union, Vietnam, Cuba, China, North Korea, all these countries that we’re not supposed to look at because they’re “authoritarian”.  And it means looking at the ones that didn’t survive long either — rest in power, Comrade Sankara! — to understand why they were able to be defeated and try to avoid similar defeats if possible.

I don’t have a list of those historical examples from Anarchists other than the Zapatistas and Rojava, both of which have heavy asterisks (Zapatistas don’t even call themselves anarchist; Rojava had to make a deal with The Great Satan to win its wars against Daesh and it paid the devil’s price).  The Liberals are even worse, as they give me historical examples which are all brutal genocidal colonialist states whose crimes they either wave away or dismiss as a result of corruption (not venal, but spiritual) that has been purged or will be purged.  The liberals live in a dream too, a dream where AmriKKKa wasn’t evil from the start, where France and Britain were not evil empires.  They reject reality because the dream is so much more soothing.

“Another world is possible”, the dreamers say at these community meetings where people dream and brainstorm other ways of being.  But it’s always abstract, hypothetical, nebulous.  Their zines ask thought-provoking questions without proposing hard answers that can be cross-examined, and perhaps they must never pin down something specific because specifics can be evaluated and scrutinized, and the dream cannot survive scrutiny.

“Another world is possible because it was possible, we had it” said anarchists who recommended to me The Dawn of Everything, and they were silent when I brought up serious critiques I’d read of it which point out its many methodological flaws.

“If you will it, it is no dream” arch-Zionist Theodor Herzl said.  Evola and Nietzsche were both quite taken with the dream of a past that never was.  Is it inherently reactionary to fixate so much on dreams instead of on hard reality?

I think there’s a difference between saying “I think things should be different in these ways, both vague and specific, and I am willing to fight for that and to take steps to achieve those changes even though they may not happen in my lifetime because I may die in the struggle”, which is what I think Marxist-Leninists do, and dreaming of a nebulous future wherein things will just work out if we want it badly enough to figure out the details later.

The union of those threads:

Thread 1, speculative fiction, and thread 2, denial of reality and emphasis on dreams, intersect.  What is speculative fiction but a fictional exploration of dreams?  In a fictional story, anything can go because the author can write it so.  Sherlock Holmes can solve any mystery because the universe is created to allow him to do so, save for when his own genius must be subverted for the sake of the plot.  Margaret Killjoy’s anarchist commune can win the asymmetrical war.  The boys on that island can turn against each other and fall to barbarism rather than what actually happened when boys were stranded at sea.  In all cases they are the argument the author puts forth to defend their views, but then they become examples people can point to as proof of those views, as if fiction is somehow not made up!  And these threads intersect with that Sim Kerns “tankies are calvinists” thread — Sim decries commenters who bring up the very real fact that social democratic politicians keep betraying the socialist part of their base, or that social democracy does not even attempt to acknowledge the problems of imperialism but simply focuses on redistributing the spoils of said imperialism.  Sim retreats into the dream that a better world is possible through elections.  (I think?  The video has actually been taken down before I could watch it so I’ve only seen clips).  I found this comment in a Hexbear thread on their take though, detailing the blurb for a book they wrote: https://hexbear.net/comment/7190533

 In an alternate 2020 timeline, Al Gore won the 2000 election and declared a War on Climate Change rather than a War on Terror. For twenty years, Democrats have controlled all three branches of government, enacting carbon-cutting schemes that never made it to a vote in our world. Green infrastructure projects have transformed U.S. cities into lush paradises (for the wealthy, white neighborhoods, at least), and the Bureau of Carbon Regulation levies carbon taxes on every financial transaction.

English teacher by day, Maddie Ryan spends her nights and weekends as the rhythm guitarist of Bunny Bloodlust, a queer punk band living in a warehouse-turned-venue called “The Lab” in Houston’s Eighth Ward. When Maddie learns that the Eighth Ward is to be sacrificed for a new electromagnetic hyperway out to the wealthy, white suburbs, she joins “Save the Eighth,” a Black-led organizing movement fighting for the neighborhood. At first, she’s only focused on keeping her band together and getting closer to Red, their reckless and enigmatic lead guitarist. But working with Save the Eighth forces Maddie to reckon with the harm she has already done to the neighborhood—both as a resident of the gentrifying Lab and as a white teacher in a predominantly Black school.

When police respond to Save the Eighth protests with violence, the Lab becomes the epicenter of “The Free People’s Village”—an occupation that promises to be the birthplace of an anti-capitalist revolution. As the movement spreads across the U.S., Maddie dreams of a queer, liberated future with Red. But the Village is beset on all sides—by infighting, police brutality, corporate-owned media, and rising ecofascism. Maddie’s found family is increasingly at risk from state violence, and she must decide if she’s willing to sacrifice everything in pursuit of justice.

What on earth.  What the actual fuck.  I cannot express verbally my horror.  Oh wait we have emotes.  visible-disgust  This is speculative fiction!  This is a radlib fever dream.  (I do not know Sim Kern’s politics other than that apparently they oppose Iϟϟntreal’s genocide in Palestine, and they hate “tankies”, so I don’t know what to call them but the vibe I get is somewhere in between liberal and anarchist, hence “radlib”).

I keep coming back to this:  when I ask liberals and anarchists to demonstrate their politics, they point to fiction, that is, things that by definition have not happened.  When I ask Communists, they point to history, that is, things that actually happened.  “But history is booooooring”, say consumers of slop.  History is hard.  They turn to the realm of dreams instead.

Dreams can be comforting, and they outcompete bleaker material analysis precisely because they allow people to avoid looking at how fucked things are and how much of an uphill battle we have.

I have to ask then, is there value in writing Communist speculative fiction?  I don’t want to say fiction is inherently reactionary and cede that ground.  I love reading fiction.  I’ve enjoyed writing a few stories, and I have ideas for many more myself.  Or is that counterproductive, because our task is not to lie to people, not to encourage people to stay in the realm of dreams where they can avoid grappling with reality, but to teach people about the real world?

My current partner is the first person I’ve ever dated who was not a big reader when young.  They mostly read nonfiction.  And it got me wondering if perhaps, much as being a “reader” and an “intellectual” is fetishized, there is not just as much value and honor in being fully immersed in the world, in the present, in the here and now, grappling with material reality as it is, enjoying what is to be enjoyed and fighting what is not?

Fuck it I have no idea what I’m saying anymore but I’ve procrastinated long enough.  Time to go read more about heat mitigation so I don’t boil.  inshallah-script I may even do my dishes.

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