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Strap up your safety goggles my siblings, it's time to lase big-cool

What even is a laser

The word itself stands for "light amplified by stimulated emission" ... which explains nothing about what lasers actually are, what they produce and how they work. So let's start from the beginning. What's the difference between laser light and "normal" light?

Laser light is coherent and collimated while normal light is incoherent and uncollimated. It's actually not that hard to understand. Coherence is when a band marches in beat. Incoherence is when you have a crowd of people loudly talking in the background. Collimation is when you walk in a straight line in the same direction as everyone else. Uncollimated people like to follow their own path.

Why does this matter? It matters because laser light sticks together while normal light scatters about. Laser light is a tightly coordinated military parade in tiannamen square while normal light is a bunch of drunk guys after a soccer match.

If I want to send a signal from A to B in 10 seconds, laser light will take it from A to B in 10 seconds. Normal light will take it from A to B and C and D. Some pieces will arrive in 10 seconds, others at 11 seconds, some even at 12.

Cool ass lasers

Double hetero-junction diode lasers:

This image is an electron microscope photo taken on the cross-section of a double hetero-junction diode laser. Despite the name sounding really complex, the concept really just consists of sandwiching one material in between another material. It's a cheese toast in essence. The "cheese" is InGaAsP (Indium Gallium Arsenide Phosphide) and the "bread" is InP (Indium Phosphide). How does it work? The bread and cheese are designed such that light and electricity get squeezed into the cheese and don't leak out of it. The laser light travels horizontally through the cheese layer. So you just put electrical energy into this thing and it squeezes out light like a toothpaste bottle wherever you give it an opening.

And yes, you're seeing this right. The part of the laser that produces light (active layer) is 1.3 microns, or 50 times thinner than human hair. Humanity taught a thing sheet of rust on metal how to think and used that power to make gooner slop. It brings a tear to my eyes.

Dye lasers:

You see that tube with the red liquid on the left side? It's carrying rhodamine 6G, a fluorescent dye. Ya shine light onto it and it glows yellow. You can see the yellow glow in the center window thing, the upper right corner and in the lower left. You can also see the remnant fluorescent glow as the rhodamine is pumped out through the right tube.

Do I have anything interesting to say about dye lasers? Uh, they can cool themselves. Cause the thing producing light (aka the dye solution) is pumped out. So that's neat. You can also just read the wiki cause I know little about these types of lasers.

Pulsed lasers with nonsensically high power outputs:

Some lab in Romania genuinely made a laser with 10 petawatts of power. These days you also have lasers which create femtosecond pulses (1 femtosecond is 1 billionth of a nanosecond). In fact, the other day, I did a lab that used femtosecond lasers. My group mate was waving his hand through the laser and we were collecting data on how transparent his hand was (spoiler, his hand wasn't transparent). Uh ... that goes against the laser safety lesson that comes right after .... forget I said anything!

Anyway, you wonder how they make these ridiculous lasers? They do it by forcing all the power of the laser into short pulses and releasing it at once.

It's like basically pressure cooking the laser medium and releasing all the energy in a whistle. This technique is called "Q-switching" (think of "Q" as the energy retention factor. You make it go up to store energy then release). This Q factor technique however only gets you so far. To make real femtosecond lasers you need to do this thing called "mode-locking" which I'm not going to explain.

Just read more at

https://www.rp-photonics.com/q_switching.html

https://www.rp-photonics.com/mode_locked_lasers.html

Laser safety explanation

It's just a miliwatt laser, what's the big deal? I have a 60 watt light bulb in my house and I don't need any special light bulb safety training. Well remember how laser light goes "from A to B" while normal light goes from "A to B and C and D"? Laser light is amazing when "point B" is a communication device. You're getting the maximum power of the light focused onto the device for it to pick up. That's not what you want when "point B" is a spot in your retina. You don't want maximum power focused onto a spot. You want it spread out.

Not to mention, lasers are beams, so the whole power of the laser goes into your eye or onto your skin instead of like, 1% (cause the rest spread out to other parts of the room)

Lasers come in 4 classes (with some subclasses)

Class 1: Harmless under normal use

Class 2: Your reflexes will protect you if it gets into your eye

Class 3R: Harmful if it gets into your eyes

Class 3B: Even reflections and exposure to skin is harmful

Class 4: Can even set fire to things

Classes 1 and 2 also have a special "1M" and "2M" subclass, which means "it's harmful if you focus the beam into your eyes through some lens".

The general advice for handling lasers is

  1. Don't bring reflective or flammable materials into the room
  2. Use specialized laser safety goggles
  3. Don't enter a room with a turned on laser without authorization (rooms with lasers should have a clear "LASER ON/OFF" sign)
  4. Don't lean over to get a better look at the laser. The laser should remain below your eye level so it doesn't accidentally get into your eyes
  5. Keep the emergency number on speed dial

These rules can be relaxed for low class lasers and if the laser is contained inside a fiber, box or other such system.

A source on the medical effects of laser exposure

Medical photos of laser damage to eyes

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Medical injuries

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Retinal burns:

Hemorrhaging:

Blood pool 1 week after injury:

Corneal burns to rabbit (poor rabbit, what asshole got a fucking rabbit involved with lasers?):

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[–] gaystyleJoker@hexbear.net 3 points 4 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) (1 children)

HELLO THIS IS THE MEGA SIGN UP POST/LIST POST

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[–] RION@hexbear.net 8 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

Having my mom over today. Gonna take the dog for a walk, make this pasta recipe for dinner, and tell her I'm trans (again). Will report back

Good luck Rion!

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 4 points 3 hours ago

Finally got to see my fave coworker today, she gave me a hug and told me she's proud of me and I'm crying again just thinking about it.

[–] mrosswind@hexbear.net 2 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

HRT has massively expanded my capacity to feel emotions just in time for me to spend the last month having them kicked in.

Best decision I ever made.

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 1 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

Yeah ... it's pretty fucking cool isn't it?

Also side note:

just in time for me to spend the last month having them kicked in.

I think that's just how the flow of time works

[–] mrosswind@hexbear.net 4 points 2 hours ago

Really it’s that once the emotions started ramping up, I’ve been putting myself out there and taking chances with people in a way I never did before, and so far none of the chances have paid off. I’ll do anything to not feel numb again though.

time moves so slowly when i'm curled up comfy cozy in bed, it's both a blessing and a curse

[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 5 points 8 hours ago* (last edited 8 hours ago) (1 children)

Cw alcohol discussion of sexI got very drunk at a work thing, an equally drunk cis diva asked with sincere curiosity how two trans women have sex, I said I'd report back once I'd figure that out my own self.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 2 points 2 hours ago (1 children)
[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 5 points 1 hour ago

Oh I've got ideas it's just funny to get like girl I'm trying but I'm not there yet. Soon though.

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 5 points 9 hours ago (1 children)

Dooming about my life is cringe tbh. If I feel hopeless for the future, genuinely what am I studying for?

And I also need to stop comparing my life trajectory to other people who have speced into a different career path and also have different personalities, goals, mental conditions, etc.

Sure, I'm fucking lonely as always. But did comparison get me a romantic partner or a friend or a loving family? No? So what's the point besides just worsening my mental health for no benefits? Waste of time and energy!

It's good to feel feelings and all but I need to ground my feelings with some logic and prevent them from going out of control all the time.

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 3 points 7 hours ago

Real, this is why I dropped out (and I was failing classes).

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 10 points 16 hours ago
[–] OffSeasonPrincess@hexbear.net 4 points 14 hours ago

Mom made a comment abt our hair and skin looking better than before. As far as shes concerned thats cuz weve been taking better care of them, and thats at least partially true, but could hrt be having an effect on that this early too catgirl-sorry

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 10 points 18 hours ago

low key shocking how I can just sit and dissociate and now my whole evening is gone, wtf. It was just three hours ago. I did nothing.

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 8 points 19 hours ago (1 children)

I woke up to read all your comments and it made me happy. catgirl-heart doggirl-kiss

Thank you all for being here!

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 5 points 19 hours ago (1 children)
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[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 9 points 19 hours ago* (last edited 19 hours ago)

Got my white whale TERF banned from a lesbian Facebook group for transphobia

stalin-feels-good

Normally she was good at dog whistles and "just asking questions" but this recent court thing broke her brain

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 6 points 19 hours ago* (last edited 19 hours ago) (1 children)

dysphoriaWant hips so bad niko-cri

also hate my big ass feet

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 6 points 18 hours ago (1 children)

Not to worry, the estrogen gods will bless you with hips. It's a matter of a few more months

food

Although you will need to obviously eat a lot

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 4 points 18 hours ago (1 children)
[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 4 points 18 hours ago

It'll all be all right, ok? Don't worry.

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 6 points 19 hours ago (1 children)

I'm so hungry, I'm so hungry that I could cook my sweet potato noodles with bean curd sheets and white fungus recipe!

[–] Alisu@hexbear.net 1 points 11 hours ago

Sounds delicious

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 8 points 20 hours ago (6 children)

coworker shocked at my age, says I have a very round face. SMH I'm trying to doom over here

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[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 6 points 19 hours ago (1 children)

i've been in denial for too long - i need to get bangs πŸ˜”

[–] Shaleesh@hexbear.net 11 points 23 hours ago* (last edited 23 hours ago)

a friend said that she sees me as a big sister figure, made me cry a little

transition goal achieved.

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