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I was going to illustrate the whole poem by Edgar Allan Poe, but since I wasn't able to do it, have the one drawing, and the poem itself. Keep in mind it is horror literature and has themes of grief and a haunting encounter with a raven.

The Raven CW: Grief, Horror

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. “ ’Tis some visiter,” I muttered, “tapping at my chamber door — Only this, and nothing more.”

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; — vainly I had tried to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow — sorrow for the lost Lenore —

For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore — Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me — filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating “ ’Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door — Some late visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door; — This it is, and nothing more.”

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer, “Sir,” said I, “or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore; But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping, And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door, That I scarce was sure I heard you” — here I opened wide the door; — Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before; But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token, And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, “Lenore!” This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, “Lenore!” Merely this, and nothing more.

Then into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning, Soon I heard again a tapping somewhat louder than before. “Surely,” said I, “surely that is something at my window lattice; Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore — Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;— ’Tis the wind, and nothing more!”

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter, In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore; Not the least obeisance made he; not an instant stopped or stayed he; But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door — Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door — Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling, By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore, “Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,” I said, “art sure no craven, Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore — Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night’s Plutonian shore!” Quoth the raven, “Nevermore.”

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly, Though its answer little meaning — little relevancy bore; For we cannot help agreeing that no sublunary being Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door — Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door, With such name as “Nevermore.”

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour. Nothing farther then he uttered — not a feather then he fluttered — Till I scarcely more than muttered, “Other friends have flown before — On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.” Quoth the raven, “Nevermore.”

Wondering at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken, “Doubtless,” said I, “what it utters is its only stock and store, Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster Followed fast and followed faster — so, when Hope he would adjure, Stern Despair returned, instead of the sweet Hope he dared adjure — That sad answer, “Nevermore!”

But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling, Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust, and door; Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore — What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore Meant in croaking “Nevermore.”

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom’s core; This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining On the cushion’s velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o’er, But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o’er, She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer Swung by angels whose faint foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor. “Wretch,” I cried, “thy God hath lent thee — by these angels he hath sent thee Respite — respite and Nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore! Let me quaff this kind Nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!” Quoth the raven, “Nevermore.”

“Prophet!” said I, “thing of evil! — prophet still, if bird or devil! — Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore, Desolate, yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted — On this home by Horror haunted — tell me truly, I implore — Is there — is there balm in Gilead? — tell me — tell me, I implore!” Quoth the raven, “Nevermore.”

“Prophet!” said I, “thing of evil! — prophet still, if bird or devil! By that Heaven that bends above us — by that God we both adore — Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn, It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore — Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore.” Quoth the raven, “Nevermore.”

“Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!” I shrieked, upstarting — “Get thee back into the tempest and the Night’s Plutonian shore! Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken! Leave my loneliness unbroken! — quit the bust above my door! Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!” Quoth the raven, “Nevermore.”

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door; And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon that is dreaming, And the lamp-light o’er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor; And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor Shall be lifted — nevermore!


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[–] gaystyleJoker@hexbear.net 4 points 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago) (1 children)

HELLO THIS IS THE MEGA SIGN UP POST/LIST POST

if you have a preferred week please tell me

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 4 points 3 hours ago* (last edited 3 hours ago) (2 children)

meta, queerphobiaPeople EVEN ON THIS FUCKING WEBSITE excusing queer phobia is fucking disgusting. YOU ARE NOT A DECENT PERSON AND A FUCKING BIGOT. ANYTHING LESS THEN EQUALITY IS NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH.

THIS IS NOT A ISOLATED INCEDENT, THIS IS NOT ONE USER, IT'S FUCKING EVERYWHERE. PEOPLE, LEFTISTS, COMMUNISTS EXCUSING THIS BULLSHIT. WHEN THE FUCK AM I GOING TO BE RECOGNIZED AS EQUAL I HATE IT HERE. I HATE IT ON THIS FUCKING STUPID ROCK

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 2 points 2 hours ago

spoilerReport it when you see it! It does suck.

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 2 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

more discussion of queerphobia, hopelessnessLike genuinely nothing makes me feel worse then being reminded of how little anyone actually gives a shit about us as lgbt people. The world fucking hates us. I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE IN A WORLD THAT HATES ME. I FUCKING HATE THINKING ABOUT DOING THAT
spoiler misanthropy I hate fucking humans. Nobody ever fucking learns, they don't fucking care. People happily just dismiss us. I hate them. I hate this stupid fucking earth and the fucking creatures I have to share it with. :::

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 2 points 2 hours ago

spoilerWOULD ANYONE ON THIS STUPID WEBSITE DEFEND RACISTS? CALL THEM DECENT PEOPLE? ANY OF THAT SHIT? THEN WHY THE FUCK DO THEY DO IT TO QUEERPHOBES?? IT'S BECAUSE EVERYONE FUCKING HATES US AND THAT'S FINE AND NO ONE GIVES A SHIT. I HATE THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT AND IT AND VOICE TRAINING ARE GOING ON MY FUCKING NOTE

[–] meler@hexbear.net 8 points 4 hours ago

I have no daylight and I must walk

[–] Alisu@hexbear.net 6 points 4 hours ago (3 children)

I'm thinking about how long it will take me to get hrt. It's prob going to either be in like march or 2027. Depends on some regulation stuff, but one year wait time buffer is stupid and ridiculous

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 6 points 3 hours ago* (last edited 3 hours ago)

Diy

Heard bad things about a lot of wait lists and them being longer then they tell you at first.

[–] Boynomoder@hexbear.net 7 points 4 hours ago

What’s causing the delay?

[–] KrupskayaPraxis@lemmygrad.ml 5 points 4 hours ago

Nothing boosts your self esteem better than to hear I Love You from a gay drunk guy at the gay club. He also gave me his instagram. Turns out he's a rich Saudi guy lol. Kinda feel bad for him tho, that he has to hide himself.

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 10 points 6 hours ago (1 children)

Nipples aren't hurting. Maybe a bit sensitive if I'm like touching them or something. Why is this. Has the estrogen gods decided no boobs? Where's my gender affirming pain at?

spoilerThis isn't that serious I'm just impatient while also being scared of changes don't mind me

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 8 points 5 hours ago (1 children)

You started 5 weeks ago >:(

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 8 points 5 hours ago

It was 6 😠

[–] KrupskayaPraxis@lemmygrad.ml 10 points 7 hours ago

How do you approach girls at the clubs when you don't know if they are wlw or/and like trans girls

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 8 points 7 hours ago

It's been raining here these past days, had to do some errands got wet and now home. Our glorious dual pack AC unit (means relies on gas heating and electrical AC) is on for heating and it feels so nice. Gonna just get snug in my bed warm and probably read until I get sleepy. New book I'm on is called survival of the richest. I'll try to finish it by tomorrow and head out to the library to pick up some more

[–] meler@hexbear.net 10 points 8 hours ago

I am exhausted. However. I looked cute as fuck over zoom today

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 7 points 10 hours ago (2 children)

Is trimming my own dead ends (dunno how) a bad idea or no? I feel like my hair hasn't been growing as fast lately or I'm impatient but I definitely think the ends look a bit mangled. I trimmed the worst of it back a little bit but I think the ends are still rough, any videos I should look at or anything? Or should I go to a salon. Worried about them taking too much off.

[–] 0x2640@hexbear.net 8 points 8 hours ago (1 children)

just dont overtrim and it should be fine. though trimming wont make hair grow any faster so.

(hair grows from the top down, doing something to the ends wont speed that up)

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 6 points 8 hours ago (1 children)

So I knew it grew top down, but I've also heard trimming the dead ends helps?? Which seems confusing to me.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 5 points 5 hours ago

Trimming off the split ends keeps it healthier looking and split ends only carry on up the hair anyway

Its one of those old wife/mom tales we fib about. Oh yes, honey, shave your patchy beard because it... uh... yeah it'll grow back fuller and faster!!

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 6 points 10 hours ago (1 children)

You can see literal split ends, like they'll be frayed and split. Just chop back a little from where they start splitting.

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 5 points 9 hours ago

Oh okay, so probably just a little bit more then what I did already. Ty.

[–] meler@hexbear.net 12 points 12 hours ago (3 children)

lamenting cringe culture and societal expectations with regards to puppygirlsI send one (1) emoji in a discord server and all of a sudden I'm cringe. It was this one

I have these saved to my phone and used one in a dm with a guy and he said they were cute and I agreed. This was like several months ago.

Yesterday I'm in the discord server and same guy makes a reference to that and calls me a doggirl and I respond with the above emoji. Maybe I misread and I was being made fun of idk. And then a few people made things weird.

This group of friends respects my gender identity and that's very nice. But they are all so freaking affected by cringe culture and it frustrates me. Why do you give a shit what's cringe and what's not?

I cannot wrap my mind around what makes it wrong for me to use these emoji. And I cannot wrap my mind around what would make it so wrong if I wanted to be a dog girl. Fuck cringe like actually. Why should I care?

And as a matter of fact, it's been rolling in my head since I just joined this site and after yapping with lilypad about its perspective I was already considering much more than I usually do this past week. And now this happens in discord.

The only prerequisite to being a pup girl is wanting to be, yeah? Fuck it I might as well see what it's like on a site that isn't gonna call me cringe for it.

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 7 points 7 hours ago

Doggirl is never cringe

[–] rtstragedy2@hexbear.net 11 points 11 hours ago

spoilercringe culture is largely harmful tbh and i would keep anyone who calls things cringe at a distance personally and not be very open around them about things i'm vulnerable about. if i had to guess as to its function, i would say it is a tool to enforce assimilationism and "respectability."

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 9 points 11 hours ago

spoilerYeah, if you wanna use the emoji you can. Who cares if the discord server is either lightly teasing you or feeling second hand cringe (I dont know which, I wasn't there)

[–] Boynomoder@hexbear.net 10 points 12 hours ago

I feel like my facial hair is growing in quicker since switching to monotherapy and I can’t tell if it’s in my head. doggirl-sweat

It’s making me want to start taking cypro again, but that would ruin the point of having a blood test. doggirl-tears

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 9 points 16 hours ago (1 children)

Trans girlie has an argument with her parents

"I am going to become a demon who walks the path of solitude"

^^^ many such cases (I'm lying, it's just a me problem)

[–] 0x2640@hexbear.net 4 points 5 hours ago* (last edited 5 hours ago) (1 children)

many such cases

also did u get that from me or is it just a pathowogen cuz i say that all the timeeee

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 2 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

I got it from reading Chinese xianxia novels

[–] 0x2640@hexbear.net 2 points 3 hours ago
[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Sometimes I hate reading books that aren't popular. Cause then who I talk to about them? But I can still post about them on the mega ...

Anyway, I think the best way to read reverend insanity is to consider it as a fable or myth of sorts.

It does have that kind of vibe, especially in the first volume, where the protagonist will do some heinous shit and then literally sit down to impart wisdom to the audience or compose a poem on the spot.

For example, in one chapter the protagonist feeds a child to a bear, then he starts talking about how the Buddha considered all lifeforms to be equal, therefore it makes no difference if a bear eats a human to survive or if a human kills a bear to protect themselves.

Of course, the Buddha would feed his own limbs to the bear to satiate its hunger. But the protagonist of RI is the anti-buddha. He believes in the same things and has the same personal strength of character, but is extremely selfish instead of selfless.

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 6 points 22 hours ago (1 children)

Kinda reminds me of the show Xavier renegade angel, the show is very trippy but it's revealed he's an out of touch white dude with a savior complex that ruins everything around him in an attempt to reach enlightenment.

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 5 points 22 hours ago (1 children)

he's an out of touch white dude with a savior complex that ruins everything around him in an attempt to reach enlightenment.

What? No way, I need to watch the full thing.

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 2 points 7 hours ago

It's a real good show, some parts I will admit are hard to watch but the fast humor is something that I go back to and find new things to laugh at

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 4 points 1 day ago

Unfortunately, after the first volume, the story does sorta transform into doing capitalism but with magic.

[–] Alisu@hexbear.net 12 points 1 day ago (1 children)

cw: dysphoriaI got a wedding tomorrow and I don't want to go. Been avoiding all social events with lots of people. But I said I'd go, so I have to. Yeah, I'm avoiding social events because if I can't present as a girl, I'm being perceived as a guy, so I'd rather stay home and be treated as a girl by my friends on the internet.

I have to wear a suit. And, while that's stylish in a way, my body is still very masculine (because no hrt), so I'm going to be feeling bad. Wish I could wear a suit in a fem presenting way, but that's different I guess.

It's going to be like this for a while still. Just got to hold on, it's going to work out eventually

[–] Alisu@hexbear.net 4 points 13 hours ago

Wish I could wear a suit but have volume in my chest

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 9 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Going to do my injection now but I can't find my needle 🙃 I could have sworn I packed one, and I absolutely can't leave a fucking needle in this house for my family to find. So now I'm low key extremely stressed tf out.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 8 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) (1 children)

I did injection today too!

I have to requisition more supplies from work

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Honestly they're cheap enough it's not worth the stress of stealing for me. I was shocked at how cheap it is.

I on the other hand have no compunctions taking supplies from work 😌✨️

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago

Okay 10 minutes of panic that I cannot describe and I found it. Thank fucking god. Can you imagine how fucking bad that'd have been? For my dad to find a fucking needle in my room?

[–] RION@hexbear.net 14 points 1 day ago

Went to a transfem group last night which was interesting. Got some advice on hormones, joined a discord.

Then last night I had a dream where a girl I work with told me to get my tits out which was, um, huh

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