When the gay hits

I definitely been feeling it's like my brain has the friends and potential love interest in a circle and while I do think it's fun the amount of times it's picks people incompatible is annoying. I think my main course now is to digest the feelings and work through them as I dive into my new special interest HVAC

I read a book written by a yogi, he said you should fill your space with flowers & look upon them.

Ireland might be immune to climate change because we still get shitty overcast days every fucking day all June. I think I managed to get to the beach once this month. Praying for sunnier days in july

My elderly aunt reached out to me out of the blue and offered to pay for my srs if I want it but can't afford.

Like I hadn't even been thinking about it, partially cause it's scary but mostly cause I just assumed I would never be able to.

But now that it's a possibility, I guess I should do some research. Not much has changed in the last 20 years right?

i havent changed my dose at all from when they were really low but my T levels are super super high since my last panel honestly freaking out

Deepseek, tell me I'm pretty.

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My trans friend is making awesome progress! I helped her get a GP appointment (intake forms were tricky and I recommended the local Very Woke clinic) so that she can get a proper referral to gender affirming care (she has that appointment already, but I want to make sure her insurance covers it). And her boss is being incredibly chill about her coming out. He is gay so he knows what kind of support she needs. Plus, she came out to other people before him just to make sure she would have support.

Before this, I was the only person in her life using her proper pronouns and name. But she is realizing how little most people think about or care if someone is trans in our city. It seems that her parents will not take her transition seriously until she starts to look different. They misgender her all the time.

Despite my personal problems with my parents, I am grateful that they are very pro LGBT libs and are using her pronouns when she comes over.

I tried the new blue monster after reading @Shaleesh@hexbear.net's comment and it is really good. Adding that to my rotation haha

+1 on that rec

Memory is so shit lately, can barely remember what I actually did or what's happened. Lost my headphones. Literally no clue where they could be or when I even lost them.

Also a ton of negativity bubbling

the guy jeans i still wear really arent doing me any favors but I dont know what to do about that without spending money on jeans I dont need in cuts I havent verified look good on me yet :/ wish i had skirts. I'm probably going to retire the current pair I'm wearing because I think they are just not flattering whatsoever.

OMG you're so hot. I love it when you are that confidant, I love the way you love yourself, I love how optimistic you are even when things seem bleak

trying to come up with funnier ways to describe my own gender, and i think the best I've managed thus far is:

Bigender, but I'm only male ironically