Witch hazel remains great for my skin and makes me feel like a witch
traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns
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Well my winter break is coming to an end and I must say I did not miss having to deal with Microsoft teams
Wearing swords should come back in fashion. My outfit would look much more complete with a smallsword.
I LOVE THIS BOOK
I LOVE THIS BOOK
I LOVE THIS BOOK
I WANT LARGE SENTIENT SPIDER BUDDIES
IT'S SUCH A CUTE BOOK AND IT'S SO WHOLESOME
anxiety, dysphoria
hate when i'm waiting for my meds to get delivered, gives me like a creeping undergrowth of anxiety constantly prodding at the back of my brain. i've been diy for long enough now i know they'll get here, i know i'm not gonna run out, but every time i take my meds i'm like compulsively counting pills and it's like there's a blaring countdown playing in my head - " ~~13~~ ~~12~~ ~~11~~ 10 days until your soul gets ripped out again." really gotta get a pcp again, even just dealing with this once every few months is too much.
depression/dysphoria/dooming
I've been crying all day. It hurts so much. I could barely talk earlier. So dysphoric about my voice. Just in general too.
I keep doing worse and worse. I've been "trying" (half assed and lazily) to get my shit together for years. Haven't been able to. I'm doing worse now. So how am I going to be able to now when I couldn't then.
I can't start hrt because I can't get better. I can't get better because I'm trapped in a disgusting man body with a disgusting man voice. There's nothing to do. I can't force myself to get better. To work on myself, to voice train, none of it. I can't. I never really could. Not quitting if I never tried.
I have failed life. So many things I will never get to see or experience. Because I'm a failure. All evidence points to me just being born wrong. Defective. Whatever ig. What makes a person turn out like this. I can't blame my parents. They tried. I wish I tried harder. Whatever. Hurts too much. What a shame. Not good enough to even try. I am such a disgusting waste of life. I wish I could give this to someone else. spoiler si Can't believe I have to do it myself. god I wish I'd just die without having to do it myself. I don't want to. I'll just keep putting it off. Like I have so far. :::
shaving, body shame
I'm used to taking care of my arm hair at this point, but my lower body is intimidating.
It's honestly a source of shame, a big reason for not having sex has been hearing people talk about guy's hygiene and "how disGUSTing men are" and not knowing where to start or how to ask.
I know I'm hairy and smelly, and I'm the type of guy that a lot of women will complain has no sense of hygiene. So I just like, never figured it out. What, was my dad supposed to explain stuff to me or something?
For me it's dysphoria related, in that I hate the body hair and the fact of having to manage it and deal with it. I feel so male when I look at it and try to deal with it. I hate it.
My ~~knit~~ crocheted panda is looking a lot more odd and scruffy than the stuff my sister makes, but that's okay, he's mine and I love him
(CW: joking misogyny) TTRPG adventures:
I've been grappled and have too little strength to break free on my own, so I shout out to the party wizard to cast Twitch, a spell that causes any target to drop whatever item they're holding
Me: "Can you target the bird man grappling me so I can break free?"
Wizard: "Sorry, Twitch only works to drop objects"
Me: (playing a character who is a trans woman) "fucking transphobic magic doesn't recognize me as a woman"
My wife thinks she can ratio me. ME!
Pfft, weโll show her
i have the irresistible urge to be gay AND to do crime... i wonder what that's about
spoiler
Gonna try taking another break from the bearsite as I have some queer shit IRL planned so I wanna see if I can start doing that to help my burnout. Also think its time for me to say goodbye to this account as its getting too old opsec wise. Sucks because I like this user name :(.
Maybe I'll look into if I can just delete all my posts or something and not make a new account but that still has opsec issues do idk
anyone who dislikes the ember island players episode is no friend of mine
I've been touching obscene amounts of grass lately and have been neglecting what's most important in life - posting in the trans mega
All this time putting nail polish on you'd think I be good at it, nah just slather on a base coat the polish the top. The polish on my skins falls off day after and it looks like I know what I'm doing
Dreamt I was on the moon and I really needed to piss but didn't ๐ฉ
crappy day folx, I decided to switch from Windows to Fedora, and after installing it, I noticed my PC only recognizes 8 out of the 16GB of RAM that should be there? I confirmed this in the BIOS, and tried to go about fixing it by reseating the GPU and RAM (I have had a problem like this before that was fixed that way), and now I can't get it to boot at all (my theory is one of the RAM sticks was fucked and I ended up fucking up the other). Luckily I have a backup mini PC I bought last year that I intended to use as a home server but never got around to setting up. But while I was moving the old PC to storage, something sharp at the bottom of the case cut my middle finger! ๐ต not so bad that I have to go to the hospital or anything, but it's deeper than most finger cuts I've had before. I was just getting back into guitar and now I'm gonna have to take a break from that for probably a week ๐.
On the bright side, the Fedora experience has already been a lot better so far, I always had minor problems with Windows on my old PC, mainly to do with intermittent wifi (only fixed by limiting it to wifi 3) and random crashes (which I think had to do with the GPU driver, but I'm not buying another GPU just to see if that fixes it), but Fedora Just Works. Also I was expecting to run into issues when moving the SSD from my old PC to the "new" one, but it's pretty much been a plug and play experience.