Eh. It’s fine.
I’ll admit I’ve fed into the Linux elitism bullshit, but that’s really all it is. If Windows works for you use it. A computer is a tool for you to use, not to frustrate you for hours on end.
Give it a break, and maybe try booting from USB for a while.. Kick the tires a bit, or whatever. Get comfy with small shit first. I’ve been dicking around with some form of Linux for over 20 years now but my first year or so was difficult AF. I installed Linux, then ran up against a wall, and installed Windows. Then I’d go back, install Linux, still hit a wall, and go back to Windows.
Try it again, if you’d like. A small Linux partition, and a larger windows partition. Boot into Linux and goof around w it on occasion. Try to make it manageable bites before the frustration sets in.
And don’t worry about using Windows. If it works for you, use it.

that not being able to use the dGPU is a dealbreaker. I had a Tumbleweed desktop for just under three years, and troubleshooting that springboarded me into an IT infra career, so I am grateful.