Nothing. Everything just keeps getting worse. Leukemia. Pancreatitis. No contact with abusive family. Relationship with abusive partner falling apart. Will probably end up homeless. Certainly feels like nobody gives a fuck I have problems or exist.
USA is killing me, sorry I'm not happy about it. I know I'm not special, I'm just one more broken loser.
Edit: why is my whiney bullshit upvoted. Just let me die.