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trauma? homophobia, self-harm
One thing I absolutely was not prepared for with starting to come out is the level of internalized homophobia. I have this absolutely bloodthirsty, malicious voice in me that wants to harm any part of me that steps out of line. I've been writing about it to try and vomit it all out. It keeps coming.spoiler ideation Wrote a poem about drowning myself in a local pond I like to visit. It was more about the before and after. The walk into the woods, the weather that day, whether I would leave my keys in the car. Then how I would be found, by whom, how hurtful it would be. That the resting expression on my face doesn't show me at peace peace, it shows there's nothing there at all. :::
I want true peace and joy so badly. I can almost envision it, but it feels forever just out of reach. The struggle continues even though I am too tired to face it. I can't give up again either. :::
Thanks for all of your support. I hope we can all get through this.