Etran de L'Aïr - Imouha
The Dream Academy - Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want
The humble sagebrush
Methuselah - The worlds oldest tree, 4,850 years old
https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2020/aug/02/the-methuselah-tree-and-the-secrets-of-earths-oldest-organisms
Babs - Raw Dawg Comics
https://www.reddit.com/r/rawdawgcomics/comments/1l04trg/queen/
Ballet Dancers in the Wings - Edgar Degas, c. 1890s
https://www.slam.org/collection/objects/19840/
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Everyone probably already knows this but I don't really know how to deal with some of my common negative feelings and unfortunately I'm feeling it again tonight. I have overall been feeling much better lately, but I still have a lot of negativity surrounding this and I don't think there's anything I can really do about it. It sucks and hurts and I can't do anything.In good news, my dad has been talking about possibly getting me a job with his new company. It sounds pretty easy, full time and would pay a lot better then my current job. I need a few things before I could start doing it though. I would definitely take it if I could get it, it would be actually good pay and I don't have much qualifications. The problem is my dad's industry is dominated by white, middle aged conservative men. I'd feel really uncomfortable tbh.
spoiler + dysphoria
Sometimes the illusion breaks and I feel incredibly aware of my actual situation. Of what being trans actually means, of the things that won't change. Of how terrible the situation actually looks. That this is my one life, and it has been forever marred by this. The ways I am damaged. How alone I am.It hurts so badly
I hate remembering this is real.
Why did my one life get ruined by dissociation and shit. Why is this all there is.
Also I'm stressing the fuck out over writing my resume, it's due Monday morning. I hate this shit so much