I wasn't there during those attacks, I left service a while ago, I wa only there because of the Somali pirates.

Things aren't black and white. There are no good sides, only different grades of bad when it comes to armed conflict in the middle east. People are driven to extremism due to oppression, hunger, misery, etc and become bad themselves by disbanding human dignity. Who is to blame?

I know I do not stand for fighting pirates in Somalia. Although I got PTSD due to what I saw them doing, which head horrible. The whole situation is fucked up, it's not onto me to judge or intervene. We as the west are partially responsible, I don't see fighting the problems we created with violence as a solution, only as fighting symptoms without focusing on the cause.

The Houthis attacks are also a product of a greater problem. Yemen is a giant mess for many years with countless victims. We don't care so just leave everyone to deal with it themselves. We only start to care when it harms our trade routes. And we don't help Yemen and it's people to solve their war, we fight a symptom so our trade routes are secure.

It's the dame with piracy in general. There's piracy all over the world. The Somali pirates are mild compared to others, like on the African west coast or near Indonesia. But we only care about piracy when it harms us, like our trade routes.

You become super rich at a cost. Not by honesty. There are always others who suffer. We, the rich west (EU, Brittain, US, but also Russia, India, China etc.) enjoy enormous amounts of luxury, but developing countries are paying the cost for that.

We claim we have morals and are more civilized than others. We condemn Russia for their war crimes everywhere for example. Yet we show we are just as bad by supporting the worst war crimes of this century (by far) by continuing to support Israel.

I rolled into service due to a financial crisis and my own issues (autism, never recognized so never finished school, kicked out by my parents, nearly ended up on the streets because I couldn't get work, so I enlisted) and becasue I couldn't handle change that well (autism) I stayed and supported a system I oppose.

I now know better and fight for human rights, against mega corps, for LGBTQAI+ rights, against fascism, racism, nazism and against fake news and propaganda (and anything that goes against my believes). It kills me, as I feel helpless but doing nothing kills me even more.