Not my nails, obvs.
Some (beginner-focused) tips for painting your nails:
Lighter colors and solid colors are easier to work with. Pick a good color or few, you don't need to start too fancy.
Don't shake nail polish, that can mess it up. Roll it slowly if you ever need to mix.
Don't just do the coloration and call it a day, put clear nail polish on first, and put it over the color. That will protect your nails.
Consider getting nail polish remover when you get your nail polish, mistakes are easy.
Put your nails down on a flat surface, clean your nails (maybe with that nail polish remover?), and apply the clear base coat (doesn't need to be perfect). Stroke from the base of the nail to the top, until the nail is covered. It might get on your skin, that's normal, anything on your skin can be dealt with at the end. Let it dry, like you would any other kind of base coat.
Now that it's dry, do like what you did with your clear polish for colors. Base to tip, going from the center outwards. If you can still see through after it's covered, wait for it to dry a little, then do another layer.
Then apply your top coat to make smooth, shiny, and somewhat protected painted nails. Wait for it all to dry (very important), which could as long as normal working hours + commute. Don't mess it up. If you do, you might have to restart on some nails.
Now that it's dry the polish on your skin should act sorta like glue, where you can just peel it off, but if it's stubborn you could use a cotton swab with nail polish remover to carefully remove it (don't let it touch your nails!).
Now you should have nice smooth nails.
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Fuck this. I should be happy right now. I'm just as miserable as always. Life is worthless. I want to kill myself when I get back home so bad. Dunno if I actually will. It's so hard, it hurts so much. I think I'm too far gone.Obviously no one irl understands me. My online friends have moved on. I understand why obviously. Some had their own issues going on. I'm depressed. Not much going on ever. Don't know how to talk. I'm miserable and must be miserable to be around.
I just want to be gone. This is horrible. The most horrible pain imaginable.
dysphoria / insensitive
Cisf friend looking at pictures from earlier: I look like a dude in that one!Someone just kill me please
it gets better. every day you keep at it you learn more tricks to present how you want to. In 5 years you might look back fondly at your baby trans self and just be astonished at how far you have come. But you gotta keep at it and just keep growing. Nobody transitions directly into their ideal self we all have so much to learn about so many subtle topics. You're getting there at your pace even if some people can't or don't want to see it yet. I love you girl don't let the bastards grind you down.
this mega by op with the solid nail tips is a great example of how we all love and support each other in this difficult thing we do. if there's any area that you're struggling with specifically i bet you know many folks here on hexbear who would love to help you!!
I really hope things get better for you. Nobody deserves to feel the pain you're going through, especially not you.
oh dear i'm so sorry that you're feeling these really tough emotions. nobody thinks you're whining we are here for you. Please know that you're cared for. I look for you in every mega i come to. It's a really hard thing that we do, just exceptionally hard. Very proud of you for still being here with us. ๐ซ
Thank you. I've been busy today but reading and rereading your comments was really nice. I'm safe, sorry if I worried you. Tysm for caring about me.
It is really hard. Too hard for me.
i wasn't worried i know you got this BE. I know what it feels like when you're getting squeezed by the world believe me. It gets better though I promise you it gets better. โค๏ธ
You've lived through so much already. And yet all we can do is reassure you that we are still here.
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