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So jealous! Wishing you the best of luck!
Did you ever struggle to do injections because of anxiety? I'm a little over a month in, and it still takes me at least an hour of mental prep to even just get started. Once I get the needle in hand, I just get so scared. Completely missed the injection two weeks ago because I just could not bring myself to do it.
Tell that to brain :'(
CW: injection
Just did injection after only an hour of overthinking and now I have hiccups. Soooo, now anxiety is in overdrive and I'm worried I did something wrong.
Maybe I should have just spent more money on another from of estrogen instead, but this is the price to pay for being broke I guess.
EDIT: its been an around an hour and im still suffering from hiccups. nothing is helping. existence is pain.
EDIT 2: yay they seem to be gone now. Please no jinx.
EDIT 3: I jinxed it :'( and now it feels stronger and hurts a bit
It's wild how, at least for me, the anxiety before hand is crazy strong, but as soon as it's in, it's all good. I've hit a vein before and all that happened was a pinky sized amount of blood and that's it. No pain, no bandage, no lingering sting. It's all just that starting mental block.
CW: injection talk
So, just failed an injection, but not in like a process way but as in I was concerned about air bubbles. In the process of being worried, I ejected more estrogen out just into the air to push the top bubbles out. Well, that worked but after I actually injected it, I realized that I accidentally pushed too much out. Would have been fine if I realized first and just pressed harder and held it, but nope pulled it out and then realized. And I'm not putting it back in with a blunt needle. So rip my hormone levels for the next week as I'd rather have too low than too high, but it basically feels like I got nothing so idk whatever this is stupid. Was also wanting to play games with friends but I took to long worrying about the injection and they all left. Guess I can catch up on arcane or whatever
You're so much stronger than me. I just added an update to the post. I can't do this.
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Welp time to give the hard working CEOs a well earned raise of a few billion.
while we are at it, i think we should cut costs. From where? well the biggest source of losses of course! the employee's wages! or even their entire jobs!
This seems like a great approach. Unfortunately, unless I have misunderstood something, it seems I would have to be first diagnosed with something that would give cause to needing an emotional support animal. It does not seem like I would be able to do this in a timely manner. Once I get any place though, I'll definite pursue this to prevent any further issues of having a pet.
be the change you want to see