[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago

I hate being called a CCP shill for suggesting we focus on our own problems

I never ever defend China, I literally just point out shit is falling apart here lol

USAnos have a weird blindness to their own issues

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

No, but Robert Evans and likely everyone connected to him are probably literal state assets

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago

holy shit at the guy opening the emergency exit and then the USSR anthem comes in

LMFAO

BASED

:michael-laugh:

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

1/32 Cherokee

This shit drives me fucking insane. I got an ancestry test done and I have like 30-40ish percent indigenous heritage (and it fucking visibly shows, like with a lot of Latin American descent) and then you have white as snow people talking about how their great great great grandfathers cousins 2nd wife boned some guy who was like two generations removed from a half indigenous person so therefore I can be racist.

The worst parts is I've heard people say this all the time, it's not even a meme.

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

I like the Grey Knights novels because everything they deal with is shown to be a nightmarish shitshow lol, I couldn't get into the Horus Heresy books

also the moment in Gaunts Ghosts where the Chaos Space marines get fucking merc'ed by the indigenous people of a planet because they were too full of pride and hubris to wear helmets is 10/10 writing

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

if you read like any of the popular W40k novels everything about the Imperium of man seems like unfettered dogshit

the majority of the people live in decaying hovels eking out a miserable agricultural existence or in enormous planet sized slums that have all sorts of issues (rampant crime, gangs, mutants, etc.)

if you're part of the actual government you are like an undying heavily bio augmented freak with an incredibly long lifespan (iirc Inquisitor Ravenor is like 300 years old lmfao) stemming back a tide of literally incomprehensible horrors that you aren't fully equipped to deal with

like in Caiphas Cain the entire point of the series is that he's a regular commissar who frequently stumbles into absolutely insane, fucked up situations and spends most of his time trying to run the fuck away because getting turned into some mutant freak by Tyrannids is in no way cool or exciting

god help you if you're part of the regular ass army

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 2 points 2 years ago

yes, it's a great character drama/study about masculinity and office culture

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago

but muh chris kyle 500 billion dead taliban

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago

Sometimes you get based answers on Quora and some guy saw someone trying to downplay the atrocities of the Axis and he posted like 40 of the most insane, gruesome images from WW2 and it really impressed on me how little I actually onew about it.

I think people underestimate the sheer level of suffering and brutality that came to pass in that period. The USA was spared almost all of it.

[-] LoudMuffin@hexbear.net 0 points 3 years ago

yeah they literally go anprim at the end lmao

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I've been feeling like I fucking brainwashed my self and honest to god sometimes I feel like I'm just a red version of Nazi. Before you hit me I don't think we're as bad as Nazis but like.....I don't know. Sometimes I wonder if we're wrong and we actually are just like jealous of the wealthy and the world is indeed a fair, equitable place where you can become prosperous if you work hard enough.

I think I struggle with these doubts a lot because I went from being sucked into the whole 4chan reactionary thing just from a "contact high" from when I still used that shitty website but it never felt right to me and when I read Estranged Labor I'm like "wait this dude spittin straight facts, more than (((da jooz))) nonsense" and pretty much instantly abandoned my old worldview and felt really lost until I discovered all these fucked up websites and well...now I got a bunch of communist songs in my likes. Sometimes I just feel like I went in the opposite direction, and have to wonder if it's even possible to arrive at an objective "truth" or model of the world, and if a lot of the reasons why Marxism seems intuitively correct to me are largely born out of my own particular experiences, which always feel to me like they can't be all that common. It all just seems so obvious now but I still think: "what if I'm we stretch the truth and make shit up in the same way reactionaries do?"

I don't know. I sometimes feel like I'm not right in the head when I think shit like "damn landlords should be thrown into a pit" or "billionaires aren't human" or "dead cops, dead cops, army of the rich, we'll piss on your grave, won't be your slave!" because of how extreme it is.

I mean I can't really function at work anymore, I just think all this shit is absurd. It always feels like, "are people just dumb or blind? Do they not get it? I got it even before I read theory!" and then I just feel like I'm off in my own unreality where billionaire pedophiles blast off into space during a pandemic and everything really sucks.

I think I'm just going to pick up reefer.

LoudMuffin

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