Honestly, I think if you are a Communist and an organizer and you think this then you are much more dominated by your depression and hopelessness than you think.

Moments can be uncomfortable and cringe, even needlessly lead to failures and terrible losses, and characterizing it as uncomfortable or even comedic can be understandable but to just characterize it as cringe in this way is to ignore the victories and necessity of struggle in its current form. We always need a diversity of tactics but also a shared goal. Just calling it cringe erases the great hope and joy that come in organizing and movement and victory. I think you've either never experienced it or are so internally hopeless that you don't see value in it, which is sad. But coming to a Communist space and saying this as well as not wanting to be comrades with the people there and beginning with the pronouncement that you're liberal, won't win any sympathy and is the mistaken path to take.

I agree that 'protests' or demonstrations of the general public without either specific demands or particular pressure are useless. Direct action is the key, and for that you need achievable demands that can be won through some pressure. I also understand not immediately calling people comrades who you don't know or who haven't proven themselves to be comrades, but in this space you most likely will never know the difference between a fed and a committed revolutionary so it is best to just assume the latter because there won't be much consequence.

My reading comprehension might be questionable, doubtless, but so is your writing ability for describing your current thought. If you agree generally with my point then I apologize, but you approached this by writing in form as a lib wrecker and saboteur so I am not sure what response you expected here.