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Apparently marijuana was in the files. They were speaking how people who smoke marijuana are harder to manipulate because it makes us open our mind and question things more, whereas alcohol does the opposite effect. Which is why alcohol is promoted while marijuana is demonized.
Sounds like you need to get off the depressant game, meet yourself a nice, wholesome stimulant, and do the opposite of settle down.
Any suggestions? I found some ephedra, it was overpriced, and I didn't much care for it. It's hard to find the e. sinica, the good stuff, they trick you and sell you e. nevadensis, an american variant with no stimulant in it.
I wanted to get a synthetic cathinone but I think it might be illegal with the analogue drug thing and the government illegalized all the khat because it's association with east africa and the middle east.
What else is there? Coca leaf would be the best, but alas, that's not available either. I once some for sale supposedly in the country that said if it gets over here they are hands off if just using as tea, idk how true that was it seemed overpriced to me, forget what they wanted, 300 a kilo or pound or something and I didn't trust them obviously.
I have add anyway, but the add stimulants are impossible to get without huge out of pocket expenses and even then, it's a big thing the sobriety squad has been on crusades to take add medicine away from people, make you have a meeting with a psychiatrist every month for a refill, making sure some insurance won't get you those meds, or in the same room as someone that would prescribe them.
So it's out of pocket, thousands a year before the cost of the medication that would be outside of insurance.
Personally I've been drinking absurd amounts of coffee. Obviously it's not as potent as most other things but once you make it past cup 3 or 4 your heart starts racing and you sweat a lot and become very anxious (in my personal experience). What more could you want from a stimulant
It gets psychedelic and even sometimes visual for me at higher doses.