I sincerely wish I understood how someone can get to your point. I wish I could see this as some elaborate troll, but I can't help but see this as something so much darker. I won't recommend anything to you, as it's pretty clear any effort to help is seen as an insult, at best. Just know that there are genuinely people who see reactions like this and wish they could help.

Just, sincerely, best of luck to you.