Yeah, I had many hard drug addictions over the years, alcohol was easily the one that did the most damage in my life and was easily the hardest to put down. On clean opiates, I had a clean house and my life was pretty together. The worst thing about it (besides for being sick) was being constipated all the time lol. Alcohol though, I was literally 60 pounds underweight, I was physically too weak to get out of bed for days after a bad binge, it made me make more stupid decisions than any other drug (including being blacked out on Ambien) it sucked ass.

There are a few drugs that I do miss sometimes. Sometimes I wish I could be nodded out again, or be coked out playing shooters again, but there's nothing I miss about drinking. There were times to romanticize with the other addictions, but my time drinking was just pathetic and brought my self esteem to an all time low.