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I'm 100% cowboy lmfao.
You keep asking me: "How do I study theory better?" But, theory, as you say, makes your head spin. You lose focus. You can't find words to summarize it. So my question back is: Why are you trying to force yourself to study theory? What do you actually want to understand? Not "I want to study socialism," because socialism itself is just a method. Socialism is a tool, not an answer. A hammer without a nail. What questions do you have? What do you want to know about the world? What problems do you care about and want to solve? What do you care about and why? Once you know what you want to understand, learning becomes effortless.
ps: always happy to soundboard :)
You keep asking “how do I get better at the thing that doesn’t work for me” and I am saying “stop doing the thing because it isn't the only or 'correct' way of doing things," not that there is a correct way. You aren't asking the right questions or starting with questions if you are stuck here. Start figuring you what you want to know.
To summarise the text I attached... Trust the resistance. If it feels like you are forcing something that doesn't fit, that is probably what you are doing. What are you actually trying to learn? Not "study theory" but what do you want to understand?
Listen to that voice and read this: https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/russell-means-for-america-to-live-europe-must-die That voice is telling you something very real and important. Trust yourself.
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No, I read that book (The School of the Americas by Leslie Gill) before I knew what socialism was in a Political Theory of Latin America class. It radicalized me and I have used it to radicalize ex military confused libertarians and liberals. It is good without theory, it is pure history. If you read enough history, you can passively get theory via trends and vice versa. That is ultimately what they discuss anyway if the author is decent, via materialist analysis (though that obviously brings its own problems). I am happy to send audio and pdfs as needed to whomever. I am not sure if there is an audiobook of this one, but I am due a refresher regardless.
Yes.