alina

I fucked each of you in your mouth, shut up, shut up, shut up, you stupid bitch, you made that choice yourself and then you're unhappy with the fucking result like it's my fault?? just just just SHUT your dirty mouth, you fuckking stupid bitch

or sitting around a campfire in the forest playing a dumb guitar. Even online I can't escape from people living a full life, I'm so tired of this. I hate you all, all 20 users of this platform.

as if I'm hoping that this face suddenly looks somehow different from how it's looked all my life.

Since the atoms that make up me are billions of years old, and given the wild cycle of matter in nature, what is the probability that, for example, I contain at least a small percentage of atoms that were once in someone's penis? And if that's the case, is it possible that at some point all people and all matter on Earth will be 100% made up of atoms that have been penises at least once?

Honestly this time. what do you think

1. I looked like a 10 year old girl the entire time I was in school and didn't attract any boys. My breasts only started growing after I graduated from high school and they're still small. I still look underage and still don't attract any men my age. I have never known a man to call me beautiful or hold the door for me, I don't know how to flirt and I can't imagine myself doing it.

2. My mother always did all the work for me. Even when I was going to wash the dishes myself, shed snatch the plate out of my hands and wash it herself. Yes, I was the problem too, I wasn't persistent enough, but I was a lazy and apathetic child, and if someone did something for me, I never minded. Especially when my mother did it, it seemed natural to me. I didn't know that many girls my age already knew how to cook. Now I have to learn all of it myself and I feel incredibly pathetic as a woman.

3. This close bond between mother and daughter is alien to me. I've never been close to my mother, I almost never shared my feelings with her. Partly this is because of my school years, when I had problems with other kids, and I didn't say anything to her so as not to upset her. And also, we are just very different people. She is very sociable, likes to talk for hours without expressing a single complete thought. I feel like a terrible daughter, but I just have a hard time to tolerate it, I tried, but I can't. I communicate much better with my father.

4. I dont know how to look good. When all the girls in my school wore makeup, I didn't have any. When I was finally able to buy it myself, I looked really ridiculous. So much time has passed, and I still can't put makeup on well on this face. When I buy clothes for myself, they look stupid, it seems like I have no idea what suits me and what doesn't, and I don't know how to combine them well. I even watched video tutorials on this, but it doesn't help. I'm always amazed by schoolgirls with good makeup and stylish clothes. It's as if other girls have some kind of innate talent for it, but I don't.

There's a lot more I could say, but that's the gist of it. I don't know what to do, and I'd like to hear what other women with similar experiences think, but I wouldn't mind hearing what men think, too.

Now, most of my recent comments have at least three downvotes, despite being on different posts and regardless of whether they're controversial. If you scroll further, all the comments have at least two downvotes, then at least one downvote, and only my oldest comments don't have this pattern. I'm sure this happened somewhere in the last two hours, because I didn't see it when I checked it earlier. What happened? Did three people dislike me so much at the same time that they downvoted every comment on my profile that they could scroll to?